Silence With Wounds Go With Wounds

parted back

every day I was just in the study and study room because my determination was round if I had secured a lot of trust I should be able to keep it yes, the safety I carry is a heavy burden for me because I get a lot of trust from people closest to and far away they believe that I can boast of them and I also do not want to be labeled a failure in life this is because I want this trust as well.

all the plans that I put together on the way back to my village failed miserably I who want to walk with bang anton all just wishful thinking, just wishful thinking, because I have to prepare myself for a harder life to be honest, I really wanted to go out with my family but now I have very little time and I don't want my time a little wasted I don't want to have fun first with the pain then but all I want to get sick is have some fun later.

every day bang anton kept whining and asked for my time so I could accompany him for a walk but, uh, I tried to convince her that I did not want everything I fought to be wasted and thank God bang anton understood even though a little bit yes he rarely talked to me.

like this time I'm back at the point where I don't want to buy but I have to choose, the point where I had to leave behind all the people I loved just to approach an uncertain reality huh, yeah, today one word that I didn't want to hear all my life came back again, one word that made it all crumble, one word that removes them all from before me I hate this word but what can make everyone alive will surely feel this one word yes, "separation" this word always haunts behind me, I realized every time there was a meeting there must be a parting name but, can the parting word be replaced again with the word reunion? which begins with the word of the meeting in the middle there is a farewell and ends with the word of the reunion, and, I want it instead of him starting the meeting and ending the parting word I don't want it I want the same beginning and end.

"today comes again" I murmured

"what deck? " ask the mother who is not clearly listening to him

"there's no bun"

"you have a good time in the country of people" said the mother with a whistle of water said, yes at this time I was with my friend already in my room Mother formed to pack for my departure to Switzerland.

"iya bun" I answered softly, because I honestly wanted to cry too

"frequently call mommy"

"iya bun"

"don't eat late"

"iya bun"

"and most importantly do not stay in prayer, for wherever you are barada and when there is no one to look after you God will surely take care of you while you keep your prayer"

"iya bun, prayers are good" my pinta d3ngan soft voice almost inaudible because I tried to hold my voice that vibrated.

"definitely the deck, mother and father cannot give you everything you want that you can give only sincere prayers for you and your brothers, my mother's prayers continue to flow without you asking because that's all you can give to you, mother can not provide material or that smells of luxury for you but mother can only give you sincere affection from mother" said mother while expecting her tears.

" that's more than enough and our job is to give what mom and dad can't give us, perhaps whatever image you can give the same mother and father will not be able to pay a small sacrifice of your sacrifice for the image, and the image of hope that when everything has been the image get you guys still survive because all that image try just to make mom and dad happy" my final cry broke, my defense collapsed

" all that natural imagery so far has killed the image of the bun, being away from you is the most painful thing the image of nature has ever seen and when longing cannot be expressed that is when the image feels to be the saddest person in the world the hymn of the hymn hiks mother knows the image is the person who most difficult to express feelings so the image hopes the mother never thinks that the image never misses the mother even though the image does not express it but honestly satiap seconds the image always misses you guys, you guys, the image of envy is similar to those whose families can go for a walk together but the image of the bisabin and perhaps the disappointed mother for a week the image here does not provide quality time to our family the image of being busy with the world the image itself of the image is too ambitious to make the mother happy image hope the mother understands the hisk hyks "

"mother of the deck uniform" said mother strengthened me

" and also bang anton disappointed same image flower image can not accompany the bang anton honesty on the way back here the image has prepared whatever the image wants to do here with you guys but the image can be what the image can only plan but still god will determine its end"

" bang anton not disappointed kok deck sorry bang anton make the image of the mind but bang anton understand and understand the position of the image rich mana" bang Anton said behind the door and I don't know when he was there.

"bang since when was there? "

"since then"

"means to eat?"

"sorry, it passed by by by accident"

"reason"

"were ko manyun? you no longer cry this? "

"au ah"

"bunsung mom sulks" said bang anton teasing me

"anton" said the mother in a soft but frightening voice

"iya bun" said bang anton while looking down

"uda nika is also where the heralds have children still like his adek fad" said the mother

"bang anton may have a bun? " ask me not to believe

"yes my sister-in-law is pregnant" said the mother

"just bang anton so DADDY dong? "

"it's common to say his fathers don't use it in ingetin if I get old"

"it's old too"

"eh the image of swingtias, her youngest mother, her midwife father who is daunted again crawled so doctor, her rival rika, her little adek bang anton sama bang regal, her little brother, listen, your brother, this is gonna be a young papa, not an old papa, remember that, and this handsome brother of yours is gonna be a hot daddy" bang anton said proud while me and mom just turned lazy eyeballs.

"right"

"what time will the car pick up? " said dad while entering my canal

"isa yah"

"direct to the airport?" tanga bang agung came in

"yes bang"

"is the noodle goods at the cost do not want to be brought? " tanya bang anton

"later brought a friend to the airport" yes saras will later follow to the airport and he willingly slurried to work today for the sake of nganterin me, is this his name a true friend? I don't know the exact answer

time passed so quickly and the farewell came again if indeed this farewell to mature me I was sincere to live my god, God, if this farewell is best for everyone then I am willing to leave those I love, give me the opportunity and for those I love to meet again, allow me to please my two wingless angels with the sweat of my own god, let them taste the hard work they did in raising and educating me god, if this is what's best for me and for them then do what's best for me and for them God, let us meet again as I want the same beginning and end I know I planned but you're the one who determined and I want my plan and your terms to be the same hopefully.

assalamualaikum all sorry yes just up now because there is a problem that can not be told there are situations that cannot be shared there are stories that cannot be expressed, to all of you loyal readers I apologize once again this is not my last up huh, sorry if I make you wait too long sorry if maybe you are disappointed with the episode of the previous episode but this is the episode that started about the romantic story that I will make and the story that is in as well insaallah I will make the end will continue in my next story entitled "si bule so santri" which I have up how many episodes so before reading "si bule so santri" must read this first "silence with wounds gone with wounds" continues with "the bule so santri" thank you to those of you who have read my work that may still be a mess that may also be boring because it still listens too much thanks to you who are patient in reading my story because maybe this is too tale tale to go to the romance story that you guys.wait happy reading and hopefully like don't forget to like comments and ser of course😘😘😘😘😘