Silence With Wounds Go With Wounds

Silence With Wounds Go With Wounds
bandungs



two years after the departure of the mother everything looks fine but what looks outside is not necessarily what is inside.


two years I stared in Jakarta at the company of my beloved father who still chose to be loyal to his wingless angel, dad said he wanted to be like a habibi who was always loyal to ainun who had left him for years first yes, I really admire the figure of habibi.


I already have three nieces one daughter and two sons salsa has a sister named ahmad and bang anton has a son named kamil, and soon the fourth nephew will come, rika has been pregnant and she is 7 months old I am happy to see them happy and now I want to find my happiness.


today June 5, 2020 on my 24th birthday I choose to go after saras to bandung ya the only friend I have is getting married on June 7 In 2020 he married one of the ustads in the boarding school where he lives, I am very happy for his marriage.


the trip was quite tiring I spent 3 hours more or less should not be as long as it went to bandung but stupidly I forgot to ask saras to send the location where he lived and ended up I'm muter-muter on the street.


and here I am now in one of the famous pesantren in bandung said Saras who has a very young and unmarried pesantren saras himself has never seen it because who has pesantren still studying in cairo but, the problem is not that now, now the biggest problem is saras showing his modesty in a crowded hall he was running towards me while shouting.


"ahhh citaraaaasaaaa"


god this one man never changes not him who is ashamed but me.


"imataaa I miss" said Saras as he hugged me


"ko lama bangat nyampenya? no problem, right? you're all right?" habit


"it's one-one race"


"this is the most important thing, aren't you?" ask saras with sparkling eyes


"hmmm"


"what dong said"


"not really"


"that's why? I'm aja kangen"


"yes the problem is that we only met one week ago when you asked for permission to marry"


yes one week ago saras came to my house asking for permission to marry weird, but, uh, that's why he didn't ask me for permission but he asked permission from my father and asked that the father who became his guardian there cry he said he had no one and dad also already considered Saras as his own son. oh yeah why didn't you come here with me? that's because you came here one day first with me.


"yes too, jaudah so how was your trip here? smoothly?"


"no"


"that's why? is there a problem on the road?"


"yes, I'm straying"


"ffhh hahahaha"


"just laugh before there's a law that forbids laughter" I'm upset


"astaga, can ko stray the hell?" ask Saras still with a little laugh


"you ah, cape you don't want to take me to rest?"


" well doctor citra swingtias please come with me because I will escort you to your room"


"hmmm"


"cit"


"emm"


"this is the first time you've been to bandung?"


"yes"


"how many days off?"


"two weeks"


"washhh his take a leave of absence?"


"must dong"


"that's why I have to take you on tour in bandung"


"why can't you?"


"in two days you will marry, automatically your time will be full with husband dong"


"who said it?"


"i just got to"


"i'll give it permission later"


"come with"


"cit cit"


"what the hell do I want to rest this" I'm upset because every time I close my eyes always bother


"his words pimpinsn pesanteten want to go back lo"


"the trus? "


"yes he will soon take over this boarding school"


"what is my relationship?"


"yes there is nothing either" said Saras while scratching his nape that I guarantee it does not itch


"ok, I'm gonna take a break"


"no bole, let's go around bandung now"


"what? don't be crazy race I'm still cape the car steering from Jakarta here alone"


"now I'm the one who grinned"


"i'm still a race cape"


"you'll rest in the car"


"but I did"


"let me gerogi ni, in the event of my marriage is still two days away I uda gerogi from five days ago, until I do not focus on lo cit work, shadowin ya sengkin gerogi his sick stomach medicine that I give medicine severe worms not that" said Saras bergegu


"buahahahahh" the end of my laughter broke so rarely I laughed after this even I already do not remember when I last laughed off


"are you laughing?" saras asked confused while rubbing his eyes many times


"hmm so no?"


"where?" ask saras foolishly


"his words were going for a walk"


" should I do even worse stupidity so I could see you laughing?" saras


"right"


" i'm happy to see you laughing off the image and I'm willing to do even worse stupidity so you can laugh, honestly for years we've been friends only this time I see your laugh like this is still happy"


" I honestly don't know when was the last time I laughed after this and thank you for bringing that laugh back and I will be happy when my loved ones are happy you, be happy with this life now never say you have no one you have me, have a father and have my brothers, me and my whole family are your family too"


"thank you" said Saras as he hugged me


and it ended that me and saras explore the box bandung sarah very enthusiastic to recognize every corner of the city bandung that we passed and I was just as enthusiastic, too, the tired that I brought from Jakarta vanished already after being in a peaceful metropolis.


getting to know first does not mean he is always there when you are difficult.


getting to know him doesn't mean he knows everything about you.


it is precisely those who arrive late sometimes better understand what your position is like now.


first or later does not determine who will be there when you are difficult.but, at the time that has been given you can know which is only stopping and which will stop.