Silence With Wounds Go With Wounds

crying and laughter

3 Years have passed and during that time I have never returned home, three years in a row I spent the month of Ramadan only as well as the feast day, don't ask about my friends after that status ana I don't know anymore news of them that's the last time I got in touch and they.

1 year I went to college I got a scholarship and a year later I skipped a few semesters and what I should have been semester 4 is now semester 7, yes I jumped two semesters happy I was not counted happy crying it was there and now I have felt yes.

ever since I got the scholarship I've been out of work because I wanted to focus on my studies, all my needs are borne by my happy campus is not worth the happiness of my parents he said he was proud to give birth to me Mother's words still ringing clear in my ears, he said, I said I skipped 2 semesters, said the mother.

" mother is proud of you, mother never regretted giving birth to you, sorry all this time mother doubted your ability, sorry all this time mother was too pessimistic about you, you are aware, mother is one but one of the things that you must remember, mother is never once your name in every mother's prayers, mother misses you very much but this miss will continue to hold on until later you return to your mother's embrace, bring success to change the way people think you can't do anything, he said, change the way people think that you forget your mother here, you will still wait for you mother dear you mother's child, youngest mother most dear mother"

every time I remember these words, I'm always crying, these words are like memorization, I can never forget every word clearly ringing in my mind even if I write back I still remember where the post-mortem semicolon says the words that are so heartbreaking to me, that's where I promise I will never disappoint my mother and father.

and another one of my little brothers, my dimeiest brother, my brother anton he was married one year after I went to college and his wife was so beautiful that making me cry and laugh is my brother anton crying asking me to come home but I can't because, uh, I can't, it was in marriage that I was busy with my scholarship, he said.

*felesbek

" dek brother wants to get married when he comes home"

"the grandfather can't bang"

"why? "

"at the moment is adek while busy with the scholarship adek" my brother just silent maybe he was disappointed

"branch don't get mad at ya"

" your deck knows one very simple brother's dream can't be fulfilled" said bang anton with teary eyes and I just kept quiet with teary eyes.

" brothers want to be married when brothers give up the single status of brothers all the family bang there photo together, laugh and sad together wearing the same family dress rejoice together" said bang anton with tears, he no longer stared at the HP screen but rather he stared to the side but I was mesih clear tears that fell.

" can't that simple dream come true on deck? " said bang anton staring at me on the HP screen

" honestly this is very heavy bang on one side I really want to go home I really miss you guys hyks hyks but on the other hand I really want to boast you guys if I let go of this now is not possible again I get the same chance"

" living away from you guys is very hard bang when I say I'm fine when not at all, I want to go home bang hyks hyks"

"are we selfish? hyks hyx hyx"

" excuse the brother who does not understand the position of your deck, fight for us who here are proud of you, fragrant our family name through you, you're not selfish deck not everything we want doesn't have to happen and this one brother's wish doesn't happen it's okay, brother loves you very much adek youngest brother who is now very mature"

"you're the bad guy on deck" said bang anton, but I was surprised because I thought I'd never harm my brothers.

"yes, you are evil because you make your brother cry, you know your brother is embarrassed to see your mother, father, bang angung what else rika runs out this must be a brother in ridicule in saying crybaby"

"hahahaha emang cengeng, uda want to marry still mewek hahaha"

"for you" said bang anton with a sweet lips

"bang"

"mmmmm"

"ugly branch"

"mmmmmmm"

" later if you already have a brother's family do not change yes brother must fuse jahil adek, brother must often take adek out later if the duke has come home, brother can not change later I am angry"

" later if brother changes I will be angry with brother-in-law because he has turned my ugly brother into a bitch, I don't want to be asked bang"

"rich bang majestically yes, cuek"

"hmmm"

"you let's just go home so my brother doesn't change"

"do bad brother*"

I miss a lot of things with my family but in their happy times I will be the happiest person and I am trying to make them happy.

assalamualaikum friends contents of this part I wrote it so soft when I never felt it, oh no I broke tears fitting this part, hix hix hix 😭😭😭😭😭<TAG1>huaaaa sad heart.

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