Silence With Wounds Go With Wounds

the same prayer

after the Saras wedding, Saras no longer returned to his official home but to the house of Utad Ali in the pesantren. a tiring day is also a pleasure that I have passed happy feeling to see happy saras.

the words saras "when nyakulan" had continued to ring in my mind, true also said saras in my ripe age should it is appropriate that I have my own household but, what bole make maybe his jedoh has not come or because I'm too indifferent to law and type? I also do not know, for sure I must keep a spell for himself that has been chosen by God for me later, he said, I'm sure a soul mate already has arranged my duties just waiting in patience.

"assalamualaikum deck" said father

"waalaikumussalam well, just came home huh? " ask me about his father's pampit solar isa in the mosque pesantren

"yes, make me coffee dad's deck" pinta dad

"yah uda night is not good to drink coffee, besides father last night also drank coffee right in the boarding school" said I, ku, I really like coffee since the departure of the mother said only the mother hang can make the most delicious tea in this world, even me and rika can't say dad on the way to make it the same.

"just a small glass of deck"

"well, Grandpa doesn't want you to be sick, let me make another one"

"alright avocado juice" said the father resigned

"wait a minute well" I said as I passed by the kitchen making my father's drink

"this is yeah"

"thank you" said the father, long we were silent until the end of his father opened his voice

"when did you follow Saras? " say dad

"where are you going? " ask me confused

"when did you get married I mean dad"

"ohh that, don't know well, anyways not to mind until then" I said while playing my finger, I was a little nervous about his article just this time father alluded to it.

"dad is getting older dad wants to be before dad catches up with your mother you already have your own family"

"dad ko said that, adek do not like father to talk that way" I said while looking at the tired face of father who was looking at a beautiful expanse of stars

"in fact, every living person will definitely experience his name of death as well as his father"

"yes and adek are not ready to lose anymore" I wailed as I wiped my fallen tears

"deck, man, mother used to tell father that you should marry your father and your brother with a good person who is yours for what you are and accept all your shortcomings and thank God your brother has been find her now it's your turn deck"

"dad doesn't know if you can find someone who can take care of you after you're gone"

"father and brothers who will always take care of ade and ka rika so adek please never say like this again well, you know how sick it is to lose mother? there ade regret because it went too far and long to result in a good time and mother had only a little"

"adek regrets because it is too ambitious to make you proud and make you happy until the moment of adek can make you proud mother even left"

"i suppose time can be repeated adek prefer to live a simple life with you rather than a luxurious life but there is less, the pain of my success is only a little tasting mother at the first thing adek fight only for you guys" I said as I continued to cry with my father embracing my shoulders were shaking violently

"do you know deck? mother is very proud of you, so do not ever regret what has happened because in fact her regret will only bring a very hurtful wound right"

"dek miss mother" said I shirih

"mutes are all the same, mothers are good people so pray for the best"

"well"

"hmmm"

"prayer adek since long ago until now that never changed you know? "

"hmmm"

"seriously you know? "

"yes"

"why could? "

"the color of ade prayer, mother and father alike"

"what's that? "

"god do not take the lives of those I love before you take my life first if you want to take them then take me a day before you take them because I am not strong to take them losing"

"same?" asked my father and I just nodded my head, it turned out that our prayers were the same

"and the prayer that was answered was the mother's prayer" said the father again

"and I want a prayer that continues to be adek" I said for sure

"you're a long time, son" said the father

"i am sure only God knows"

"already, you've always been stubborn" said the father as he rubbed my broken hair

"just like father and mother" I said

"yes the same" said my father

"already night well let's not sleep well stay up late"

"ready the mother doctor beautiful, the youngest of her mother kesanyang his rival anton rika" said father deramatis

"the great bang didn't say all of yah"

"great ice cube" said the father and we laughed together

thank God for your blessings today, thank you for the cries and laughter of today, thank you for all your gifts that I can no longer count. I believe you will give the best for me and all your servants, thank you God the Creator of Allah SWT.