Silence With Wounds Go With Wounds

new beginnings with new wounds

Two months after the departure of the mother everything feels different from the house that used to be always crowded suddenly became quiet, the morning that was awakened by the aroma of mother's cooking is now different. as if the soul of this house went with the mother, a month I spent just in the room just remembering memories that were so beautiful and painful for me to remember.

our angel and winged went flying into the realms of the dead.The angel of heaven father had gone away carrying a million memories.sick, sad, disappointed and lost all of his being one, destroyed is our life and now we are trying to rebuild the ruined life with the foundation of memories with the mother beratap kan affection mother who will never disappear and with ding-ding hope with mother.we build from the beginning although it will never be exactly the same again but at least we began to organize our lives that had messed up.

a week ago you were married to a man of her choice, the good man from the good family also named his DIMAS NUGROHO original probolinggo and worked in Jakarta as a financial settlement in one of the private companies and they settled in Jakarta.

your marriage is full of tears of happiness and sadness. happy because you have found the desire of his heart that will lead him to heaven later and sad because in the most historic day of our lives the angels are not in our view and maybe that's what I will feel later, getting married without being accompanied by a mother must be very painful right.

"dad" call me

"yes son"

"fool will return to London to take care of all her and will return as soon as possible, super will work at the international hospital and will be mental in Jakarta"

"good dong deck that means you are not too far away again and if you miss dad it is easier to meet adek"

"yes yeah, but you're asking for something?"

"kalo dad can definitely be daddy love"

" grandfather knows everything must be hard for father to leave mother here but we can anytime visit here well, adek need someone to remind adek when adek wrong in stepping, adek, embrace and hug adek when adek brittle, adek need someone to keep and strengthen hating sister, sister need someone to be a interlocutor when adek while tired in the work"

"wants not to be away from dad anymore"

"but I'll trouble you there later"

"father never bothers me precisely adek who always troubles father"

"but in there we're just two decks, it's not bail deck"

"who says we're just two, there's an art and the driver's gonna be dad's friend chatting so I don't feel sad there"

"god willing I'll try to do it, son"

soon it was not only the reason I invited my father to stay with me, I just did not want my togetherness with my father reduced again, the age of no one knows so, so, I want to be mental in my entire life to take care of and nurture my father like the mother's message before him.

mother prayers will be adek in order to return to being as before although it will not be exactly the same, adek will be the way of the mandate of the mother to take care and care of the father but, but, adek does not promise that ado adek will not cry anymore.but, it will be okay to not cry too often.