Silence With Wounds Go With Wounds

duty call

during my time in Bandung I was just doing Laras work and it was quite boring unlike my job in Jakarta which was quite tiring But I was grateful during my time in Bandung I took a lot of time for myself on shopping streets and many more Bandung is good enough for me unlike Jakarta who is busy with his world affairs.

" hello" I said after picking up the phone from my colleague in Jakarta

" You have to go home now because there's a patient we have to operate on and that needs your help" a sudden work call confused me to do what and again my work movement Sounded very panicked proved I had not had time to answer his words he had turned off his phone I want to rush to close the Clinic and prepare late a little bit of people's lives is at stake and if I'm late and people who want to be saved can't be saved me and my other co-workers will feel very guilty.

the distance from Bandung to Jakarta is quite far not to mention if stuck in traffic I took a car that I never took out of the garage during my time in Bandung the car was going back down to Jakarta driving itself and maybe his speed will be above average, may God protect me.

after I took the car out of the new garage until in front of the boarding gate my car broke down damn it was very unlucky I was in a hurry to be hit by a disaster at the wrong time.

" where to do the dock" asked one of the santri in a black sedan car and it turns out there is also Ustaz Ilyas Henna Where they are I don't know

" want to Jakarta but the car broke down" I said I while trying to open my car trunk

"climb to Jakarta doc"

" come with us alone we also want to go to Jakarta said Ustad Ilyas who had been silent and without waiting again I immediately opened the back door of the car Ustaz Ilyas the car was running quite slowly finally I asked for his district to be raised yet a few minutes of co-workers I got back in touch with it and this time it was via video call.

" the doctor's operation can not we delay the patient is getting weaker while in this hospital there are no specialists other than doctors what you should do in danger"

" doing the operation and I'll monitor from here I'm sure you can remember we can definitely save that person it's our job to do the operation now and I'll continue to accompany you from afar"

maybe this sounds a very risky decision but what can make us not be able to let go that people just operation was done visible from my laptop camera they are very tense not only them but I who just watching me feel tense cold sweat pouring out as if I am participating in the operation and honestly this is more stressful than me who did the operation I hope that patients who want to save can survive his life and operation went well.

"the patient's heart doctor begins to weaken"

" Do your best the operation in a moment will be done take a pacemaker now and do it slowly" I said in a slightly vibrating voice Honestly I could hear the sound of the patient's heartbeat was very weak and I also began to fear we were making mistakes and unfortunately again we were stuck in traffic after arriving in Jakarta.

3 Hours on the way and it was the longest 3 hours that I felt in recently arrived at the hospital I immediately ran to the operating room without saying 1 word of thanks to Ustaz Ilyas and santri brought me to Jakarta.