Silence With Wounds Go With Wounds
nightmare
"mother.. mother.... mother..... hyks hyks"
"mom has to go deck"
"where? ade follow mother hiks hyks"
"ade should be here looking after me"
"yeah, daddy has to come too"
"no bole deck"
"why bun? hyks hyx hyx"
"you guys are coming soon"
"where"
"later mother said her address, but ade must promise if mother goes ade must be strong and should not be sad continue"
"the image does not want a promise" I said firmly
"that's the deck? "
"adek does not want a promise because he is afraid of not being able to keep it"
"but this time it's gotta be a deck appointment"
"no, where are you going? adek come along, huh?"
"he's gonna have to treat a lot of people"
"yes uda ade can take a leave of absence"
"but this time I can't do it"
"where is the mother going? all white clothes, mother want to study huh? "
"the mother wants to go far deck, to an eternal place later in There we will gather all there is a father, mother, a great bang with his family, the same family, bang Anton same family with you and your family later"
"but the mother of ade's family"
"yes, but I mean the new family image"
"mother should not go to the hyx hyx"
"ko ade cengeng anyway? "
"whether why ade ngerasa mother want to stay in her own and not come back again, adek do not want mother to go there are still many desirable image to be happy in mother same father"
"mother and father are happy what else has a smart daughter and can be proud of the family"
"but afe has not been able to bring the mother of Hajj"
"but will you bring the same father mother umroh"
"that's different bun"
"mother must pegi deck, remember you can not be sad continue and remember that mother will always be here in the heart adek, adek, we may never see each other again, but keta will stay close because the day we are bound to each other"
"hiks hiks hiks mother may where the hell? "
"maybe the same affectionate mother but, God is more loving mother, mother goes yes, remember should not be sad continue, the image of a strong child remember that the mother of a strong, great, great child, good and not bad"
"mommy's going to my assalamualaiku"
"mother... mother... don't stayain adekkkk bundaaaaaa"
"huh huh huh just a dream but why it's real and why I'm crying"
"assalamualaiku"
"waalaikumussalam ka, mother where? "
ask me directly but brother Rika very long answer my question that makes me more curious and suspicious because I feel there is something they are hiding from me.
"ka, why be quiet"
"mmmmm"
"we quickly answered earlier I had a nightmare about mother, mother not pa-pa right?"
"KA DON'T BE IN DONG REPLIED KA, KA RIKAAA" asked me while shouting, but all I heard was sobs you rika
"deck" said bang anton
"where's anton mom?"
"mother there's ko"
"still his HP same mother ade want to talk"
"but not now yes, mother again sleeping"
"stay awake just what is difficult anyway, mother also will not be angry" upset me
"bang don't just shut up, what the hell are you hiding from me, remember bang I DON'T LIKE THE SAME PEOPLE LIARS" said I
"dad, mother's sick"
bluss my heart rasany crumpled my heart quickly, my feelings more uncertain, unusual like this if mother or father is sick definitely bang anton directly tell me.
"what pain?" ask me shimmily
"bang, answer"
"blood tanker" replied bang anton softly but I can still hear me match while touching the vase mother beside me to make a sound loud enough
"your grandfather isn't pa-pa?"
"how are you doing?"
"critical mother"
"in which hospital?"
" jakarta international hospital"
"how long is that?"
" it's been a while in the county hospital but the doctor referred here two weeks ago"
"CONTINUE WHY YOU DON'T TELL ME, YOU don't admire me anymore"
"not that deck, but mother who forbid, mother does not want you to worry"
"the image is coming home now" I said, turning off the phone.
wait for your bunsu here, mother, this youngest of you who will take care of you with a small hand that you once held that now can hold your fragile hand with strong determination I will try to make mother back like before again, mother is everything to me. I think the last 4 years of living without a mother is the most painful thing but it turns out that this time more painful mother. hearing that you are lying weak and helpless is the thing I hate the most, I know that your pain is not simple, it will not be as mild as a regular headache, but you're still trying to keep me from worrying, I know you're the most powerful man on earth, the one who transformed into my wingless angel. mother must endure your son whom you raised with all your heart to sacrifice your soul and body will come to see you even though the meeting I hoped for was not like this but I hope that after my arrival you will return to be a human being most powerful.
after packing not too many items and have gotten a fairly expensive ticket because of a sudden flight, the, but it doesn't matter to me as long as I'm not late to meet my wingless angel, everything I've gained will be meaningless he doesn't exist, I will definitely be very sorry if I no longer meet him I who works as a doctor can not take care of my mother it is my biggest failure later I do not want to regret. the dream kept ringing in my mind I wanted to quickly meet my mother it felt like the plane I was riding this time was really so slow even slower self snail. I want to feel like I'm yelling at the pilot to bring him in
planes are faster but, that's all impossible.
god says you say that praying so close to the sky will be quick for you to grant, and now I am on the horizon close to the sky without this pillar I pray to you I ask you to lift up my mother's illness heal her honest god she is one such good human being, god gave me even longer to spend time with him my wingless angel.
