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The unexpected farewell. 4

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" In my opinion, the best solution to this problem is only a good solution, because after all, Marni cannot live with her father in this house to take care of her father" said my husband decided.

" Dear, sweet solution says we better do" I said with a smile.

Time passed, after the decision we had taken to bring my father-in-law and the deck of Marni to live in our house in the city of Medan.

This morning, as usual, I did my activities as a housewife.

I rushed to the bathroom to clean her up, because we made love again last night. It is my duty as a wife to serve my husband. As a remedy to further strengthen our relationship.

By the time I arrived in front of the bathroom, I saw my father-in-law's body lying stiff in the bathroom.

" Tolooong.bang Izal.!", I shouted.

I hurried to run towards our bedroom, because Izal's bang had not come yet as well, probably due to exhaustion and deep sleep.

" Bang, get up, dad is lying in the bathroom and unconscious" I said, shaking his body.

" Why.", he said immediately stood up and wearing his trousers, we immediately ran towards the bathroom.

Because my father-in-law's body was tall, fat, we had trouble lifting his body, let alone I had just had a Caesarean section, I was not allowed to lift heavy items.

"Bang cepetan ask for help to the neighbors, so that we can take Dad to the hospital" I said in a panic.

My husband rushed out of the house and ran to the neighbors for help.

Five minutes later, my husband and the neighbors were already inside the house, and rushed to help my husband to lift my father-in-law's body towards the car of the village chief who was parked in front of our house.

I was busy petting my baby who was crying hysterically, in shock. While my sister-in-law with my husband and some residents and the village chief, to take my father-in-law to the public hospital.

I rushed to the kitchen to cook food for us. I'm worried about my father-in-law. For fear of my stomach ulcer relapse if late eating, I was forced to eat first, only to follow them to the hospital.

After eating, bathing and bathing my baby, I rushed to the courtyard to catch up with my husband to the hospital, but as I was locking the door, an ambulance arrived in front of our house.

I was shocked and appalled at what was going on right now.

I saw my husband and sister-in-law get off the ambulance in tears.

I did not lock the house, opened the door wide, to make it easier for them to carry the body of my father-in-law who had been lying stiff on the hospital bed.

My tears were pouring out nonstop, 'cause we just lost my grandmother, now we're losing my father-in-law.

It hurt immeasurably, in the near future, we parted with our loved ones.

What an unexpected farewell, very painful, but we must be steadfast in the face of this test of life, all this is the guidance of Allah SWT that we must live.

After seeing my crying husband, I was still stunned to see him , a neighbor made me wake up to lay a mat, so that the people who wanted to mourn, could see the body.

I rushed into the house, and took out a 2*6 pandan mat as much as he had a sheet, and put it in the living room.

After preparing the mattress for the burial, the neighbors and hospital staff lifted my father-in-law's body and placed it on the bed.

My husband covered his entire body with a white cloth given by one of our neighbors. I rushed to our bedroom to get my phone.

" Uncle, my father-in-law is dead, you come here" I said, crying through our cell phone

" Yes, son, we happen to be still in the Landia dasa, the plan is later in the afternoon we want to go home to Sipirok" said my Uncle from Sipirok.

I immediately ended our cell phone connection, and rushed into the living room.

Long story short, the morning went by noon, at this time, the corpse was being bathed and so on would be forgiven. My uncle from Wipirok and Sidemuan helped bathe my father-in-law's body. After the Dzuhur prayer, the body will be sholated.

Time passed, after the funeral of my father-in-law's body, the neighbors returned to their homes. The relatives who came to worship, have gone. Now the atmosphere of our home is back.

I helped my sister-in-law clean the house, while my husband took care of our daughter.

Finished cleaning, and returning the belongings of the neighbors we used, we rested in the living room.

" Bang, if you have informed your superior brother, if there are three more days, then you can work again" I said to hold his hand to give strength to him.

I tried to turn his attention and mind to his work, so that he would not dissolve in grief.

" Yes too bad, my father just died, you've lost your job, you're afraid that I'm unemployed and you can't feed me ?", he said angry while standing up and went outside the house.

" Adek no negative intention bang, adek just ngalihin attention Brother, so as not to dissolve in sadness" said I rushed to hold him so as not to go in such an angry state.

My husband passed away angry and would not listen to me. I didn't mean anything bad, I just wanted to cheer him up.

" Thank God you've come home, you haven't eaten since morning, let's have a bang" I said with a smile persuading him.

We had dinner together in the kitchen, while my daughter was accompanied by my sister-in-law.

" Bang, I'm sorry yes, if my words last afternoon offended Brother, I have no bad intentions bang, I just want Brother not to dissolve in sadness" I said as I looked into his eyes.

I saw from the look in his eyes, no more warmth or affection, only hatred. I was shocked to realize that my husband had feelings of hatred for me.

I watched my husband walk away from me without a word.

I will try to be patient and steadfast in facing this test of our household, I said in my heart.

Days change, three days go by. After taking care of the funeral, and almsgiving for the poor, the money my uncle gave me when he was at my grandmother's house, the remaining two million more. I sincerely gave it to help my husband, despite my previous intentions, the money was to buy gold for my daughter.

Tonight, we will return to Medan by using the Bayang Pane bus. After packing and saying goodbye to the neighbors, and advised if anyone wants to contract our house, to contact our mobile number.

After that, we rushed to the Bayang Pane bus counter by riding a motorcycle rickshaw.

Even though my husband's attitude has changed for me, unlike before, I still love him and respect him.

Hopefully someday, my husband will forgive my mistake, which I think is only a small mass, but the consequences are great, I said in my heart.

After traveling for eight hours, we finally arrived at the Bayang Pane bus counter in Medan. My husband cradled our luggage into a rickshaw that was parked in front of the counter.

I was a rickshaw with my sister-in-law, while my husband was a rickshaw with our luggage. Let it be possible that he thinks it is the best, I said in my heart.

I keep trying to stay strong and smile for the sake of my daughter, after all, she is my husband, my daughter's real father, I said with a smile.

Half an hour later we arrived in front of our rented house. I got off the bike rickshaw and rushed to our door to open it, because the key to the door was on me.

After the door opened, my husband took our luggage into the house and immediately headed to the bathroom to clean his body. While I put the body of my daughter who fell asleep in the baby box that I have cleaned first.

I rushed to get my husband's work clothes, because I knew he was going straight to work today, because his boss asked him to.

I put his work clothes on the bed I cleaned first.

I saw that my husband was wearing the clothes I had prepared, even though there was no comment at all, as before. Thankfully, prayer still values my efforts.

I looked at rushing out of the house to pick up his motorcycle that was in our neighbor's house.

" I had breakfast at the office, afraid of being late, I left ", he said without waiting for an answer from me.

I looked at him from a distance while smiling at him, so that he would know if I didn't bother about it.

My sister-in-law began to sweep the entire room of our house, except for our bedroom, because I had already cleaned it first.

I picked up my phone to order food for us this morning breakfast and the groceries I was going to cook for lunch and dinner. I ordered it online.

My husband's changed attitude made me start to feel uncomfortable and unhappy, I started to worry if he would suddenly cheat on me and leave us.

I had to change as well to become an independent woman, so that I wouldn't depend on her, and she wasn't being mean to me.

Half an hour later, when I had just finished taking a shower and got dressed, the deliveryman arrived at the front of the house. I rushed to the door of our house to take my order.

After paying all the cost of my order of five hundred thousand rupiah, I thanked him for helping me.

I brought our sack of groceries and breakfast into the house to the kitchen. I took my sister-in-law for breakfast first, as my stomach started to rumble from hunger.

After breakfast, I asked my sister-in-law to clean the dirty yard. After a short break, I continued my work, and my sister did the work I asked her to do.

While I was cooking, my daughter woke up and cried. I turned off the stove fire, and washed my hands. I rushed to our bedroom to see my crying daughter.

I suckled her immediately, so as not to respond again. Finally she fell asleep again, and I immediately put my daughter's body into the baby box.

I headed to the kitchen to finish my work that was delayed. Two hours in the kitchen while cleaning the kitchen and washing our cooking utensils and eating, I immediately went into the bathroom to clean my body that felt sticky because of the scolding.

After the shower, I rushed to our bedroom to put on my clothes. I picked up my favorite sunflower dress. I combed my long hair and put on a thin powder and non-alcoholic perfume, fragrant jasmine, to make it fresher.

I lay my body on the bed, feeling sleepy, and finally I fell asleep hugging my pillow.

Time passed, my daughter and I fell asleep for three hours, it was two o'clock in the afternoon, it was time for lunch.

This afternoon, my husband did not come home for lunch, maybe he was doing a lot of work, because he had not been to work for a week, I said in my heart.

I carried my daughter in a sling to the kitchen to get some food for me for lunch today. I saw my sister-in-law watching television.

I asked her to have lunch together, and she, in sign language, said that she had lunch first.

Finally, I had lunch alone. I ate the food on my plate with greed, so that my hunger would be cured.

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