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Returning... Part. 3

Maybe my daughter felt the pain I was feeling right now, so she suddenly cried hysterically.

" Mama's daughter ..!", I said as I hugged her tightly and tried to calm her down by singing a timang - timang song.

When my daughter calmed down, I suckled her, maybe she was hungry, I said in my heart.

Finished nursing her, I laid my body on the bed hugging and kissing my daughter. Only in this way can my heart be calm and the pain I feel is slowly being treated.

" How about the deck, we go home today yes, because tomorrow I have to go back to work" he told me after he sat on the edge of the bed.

I just shut up and pretend to sleep.

I heard my husband's footsteps coming out of the bedroom.

I opened my eyes and saw my daughter smiling at me.

I pinched her nose and kissed her cheek.

My dear daughter, whatever happens, as long as my mother is still breathing, nothing will be able to separate us apart from Allah SWT.

" Dek Ani.!", call brother Seto in front of the room door.

" Yes, brother", I said as I sat on the edge of the bed.

" Let's deck, let's talk in the living room" said Khadijah, smiling at me.

Inevitably, I had to obey her wishes, brother Khadija, because I loved her very much, and I did not want to see her grieving.

" Yes, brother, let's go to the living room to talk, surely Bang Izal has complained to brother right?", I asked as I walked closer to Khadijah's feet by holding my daughter Syakira.

" Yes, so that we can solve your problems deck, do not drag on, pity your daughter too later" said brother Khadijah while holding my hand.

We rushed to the living room. I saw Izal bang and Raka bang already sitting in the living room while chatting.

We sat next to Khadijah.

" So deck, Izal told me that Ani deck would not go back to Medan with him?", asked Khadijah to me.

" Yes, my brother, it is true why I went home with him in Medan, and lived with him, while I did not consider him in that house, his lifestyle was like a single child, he said, Go and go home as I please" I said withholding emotions.

" Is it true that Izal's deck?, brother here will not side with anyone between the two of you, whom you want your household to remain strong and harmonious, so that your daughter does not suffer", said brother Khadijah.

" It's not true, brother, I will work to make a living for my family, sometimes I am overtime, so often come home late" he said defensively.

" Where do I want to go, brother, that means it's all because of my fault, I also don't know why he can turn 180 degrees, from good to evil like that ", I still try to hold back my emotions.

" I did not turn evil deck, his name was busy working for a living, automatically busy continuing ", he said still defending himself.

" Yeah, so Dek Izal, to be honest, what made you turn out to be like this, you used to see, you were very affectionate and considerate to your wife, and now it's the other way around, I do not mean to blame you, but so that your relationship can be repaired for the sake of your daughter also later ", said Khadijah.

" Well, I've been wrong all this time, all my attitudes that have hurt my own wife's feelings, because of my ego. But, it was all because of the words of Ani's deck, which made my heart ache and hurt, but it had all happened, and I was too arrogant towards my own wife, if an apology can make things better, I apologize to you, deck Ani and the two of you", he said, staring at us in turn.

I just kept quiet to hear his words, which I couldn't guess. I thought, bang Izal will maintain his ego, so that our household nosedives will be destroyed in an instant, but this is all like a dream to me or just a charade, I said in my heart.

" How about Ani's deck, what do you think about the submission your husband made?", asked Khadijah to me.

"Honestly, my brother, I can't believe his words completely, because I'm afraid they're all just theatrics, and I have to think about them carefully" I said, staring at them.

" How Izal, Ani's deck has time to think, maybe because his heart is too much you hurt, in the household, we should be easy to apologize and forgive each other, he said, since no human is perfect, all human beings are not spared from sin and error, what do you think Izal?", asked Khadijah on the Izal bang.

" Okay, sis, I will give three days to deck Ani to make a decision, hopefully his decision can improve our relationship and can make us happy as well of course, I will first go back to Medan, after three days, I'll come pick them up here again" Izal said with confidence.

" How do you find Ani's deck ?

If it is an agreement you two how good it is, you must think of your daughter who still needs affection from her parents" said Khadijah firmly.

" Okay brother, for these three days, I will think of the best thing for our household" I said with confidence.

Finally, after we agreed, Izal bang also left for Medan city to return to our home in Medan, because tomorrow, he had to go back to work.

I did not deliver him to the terrace, let him go by himself, I said.

" Sister, I go to the room first yes, want to rest all you want to sleep Syakira" I said as I moved from my seat.

" Yes deck, but, think carefully, take your daughter's interests first, after all, Izal is her real father, if you choose to part, your daughter will be separated from you, after all, because the custody of your daughter will fall into his hands" Khadijah said.

" Yes, my sister's advice, will be my consideration", I said with a smile on her face and passed into our bedroom holding my daughter Syakira.

Upon arrival in the bedroom, I lay my body and my daughter's body on the bed. I tilted my body to suckle her. Feeling tired and sleepy, we finally fell asleep.

Time passed, I did my activities as usual. This afternoon, after bathing my daughter and I also took a bath in this bathroom. After taking a bath, I put on a baby robe patterned with roses, and I also wore a long negligee patterned with my favorite red tulips.

The plan, this afternoon, I will take my daughter for a Afternoon walk around this complex.

Over time, I was bored too, if at home all day.

" Sister, we went for a walk around the housing complex, yes brother", I said to Khadijah with a smile.

" Yes deck, be careful, take care of Syakira" he said, smiling at me.

I rushed outside and walked around my aunt's housing complex holding my daughter Syakira.

Walking towards the small garden in this residential field, I saw...

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