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At last...

I kept the final decision on Zainal's proposal a secret, because I wanted to tell him directly.

Time passed, Sister Dewi has returned to her om house, namely bang Zainal. To be honest, I felt uneasy when sister Dewi teased me with the call of Aunt, because I was going to marry her om, Zainal.

In fact, not necessarily I accept the proposal bang Zainal, because there are many things that I have to consider for my future and my children.

After dinner, we relaxed while watching my favorite soap opera in the tv room.

" Assalamualaikum" said someone knocking on our door.

Perhaps, it was Zainal's bang, because he had already told me that he was coming tonight, I said inwardly as I rushed to our door to confirm it.

" Wa alaikum salam", I said as I opened the door of our house.

I saw a bouquet of red roses right in front of my face, so I could not see the person in front of me.

" Who is it?", I asked to be sure.

Then she took down her bouquet of red roses and smiled at me.

" This flower is for adek" he said while giving me the bouquet of flowers.

" Sister should not bother to bring a bouquet of flowers" I said as I placed the bouquet of roses in the guest chair.

" Please enter the bang!", I said.

" Yes deck, thank you", he said.

" I made you drink first!", I said.

" Yes, you wait here" he said, smiling at me.

I rushed to the kitchen to make a warm sweet tea for us and a plate of cassava chips as our snack.

I brought the drinks and snacks with the tray.

" Please have a bang!", I said as I placed a glass of warm sweet tea on the guest table in front of him.

" Thank you deck!", he said.

I also sat in the chair next to him.

" Ooh yeah, where are the kids?", he asked.

" They're still watching the tv bang" I said.

He sipped the drink I had prepared and ate the snacks I had prepared as well.

Mm.hmmm..

he smiled and started talking to me.

" In drink again the tea bang, let not hurt his throat" I said with a smile.

" Yes dek, Abang so serigi nih!, like a teenager just use gerogi all" he said with a smile on me.

" Is it true Brother gerogi?", I asked impatiently.

" Yes the deck, it's very pretty tonight, even though it's just wearing pajamas" he said.

" Smart also yes Abang ngegombal" I said with a laugh.

" Emang really well deck, adek beautiful, Abang ga ngegombal you know!", he said.

" Yes, thank you for the compliment" I said with a smile on her face.

" Ooh yeah!, what about Perta Abang three days ago, what's the cool answer?", he asked to the point.

" Which question is bang?", I pretend I don't remember.

" Will I marry my brother?, live with my brother forever?", he said, holding my hand.

I paused for a moment, then removed my hand from his grasp.

" Before, I apologize to you, Brother, you've been kind to me and my children, it's impossible, a respectable person like you would accept me and my children with open arms", I said while looking at his face.

" It's because Brother sincerely loves you deck!", he said with a smile on me.

" But bang, to be honest, right now, I don't love you yet!", I said while looking at her face seriously.

He also stopped for a moment to hear my words.

" Is there not the slightest bit of love or affection in your heart for Brother, the deck?", he asked softly.

" To be honest, I like my brother and I'm comfortable with my brother!", I said.

" Give me a chance to make you fall in love with me by marrying me?" he said.

" Or do you love someone else?", he asked, looking me intently in the eye.

I was silent for a moment hearing his words.

" To be honest, I do love other men bang, but it seems like my love is clapping one hand, do you want to accept a woman who loves another man?", I asked.

" Who is that guy on deck?, is that guy in this area?", he asked as he looked at me with a sharp gaze.

" Ga bang, he's far across, you want to know what his name is?", I asked.

" Just tell me deck!, you won't get angry" he said, smiling at me.

" Adek makes your heart stop beating, you think seriously, it's just kidding!", he said, pinching my nose.

" Oh!, it hurts!", I said pretending to be angry.

" I'm sorry baby, here's my brother!", he said, kissing my nose.

" That means you want to marry your brother?", he asked in a serious tone.

" Yes bang, God willing, I will accompany you forever, and only one request!", I said with a smile on my face.

" What is a deck?", he asked, holding my hand.

" Never wish for my love!", I said as I looked into his eyes.

" God insha dek, you will never intend to pray adek love, believe in Abang, you will give all the happiness in this world, so you forget about Salman Khan!", he said with passion.

I laughed when I saw her adorable face.

We hugged each other and laughed happily.

" When do we have the marriage contract deck?", he asked.

" It's up to you when the time is, you set it up, okay-okay!", I said with a smile at him.

" Well baby, tomorrow you take care of everything yes, the files for the marriage book and the forerunner, after completion, only the next day, at the latest three days have finished the business ", he said while smiling at me.

" Ooh, yes bang, my divorce deed, does my brother need to take care of his marriage book?", I asked.

" Yes the deck, it seems that it is necessary, so that the business is quickly completed" he said.

" Wait bang, let's get it in the room" I said as I got out of my seat and walked to my bedroom.

After retrieving my divorce certificate from the storage of my files in my closet, I rushed to the living room to meet Zainal's bang.

" It's a bang" I said, handing over my divorce.

" But the deck, here's the description of the divorce, how can you?", he asked.

"Ooh, it was my uncle who proposed it, because Izal bang died before knocking a hammer about our divorce decision, so my uncle told my divorce steward, made a statement divorce dead, that's bang!", kataku.

" Yes the deck, it is better to be made a statement of divorce dead" he said with a smile at me.

" In that case, you go home first yes a, because it's starting late at night!, later you call again yes deck, if it's already nyampe house ", he said.

" Yes bang, be careful on the road" I said with a smile on him.

I also drove him up to the porch of the house, coincidentally our porch lights were not turned on.

Bang Zainal took my hand and led me to the corner of our dark porch.

She hugged my body tightly and whispered.

" Sister can't wait to have you all!", he said, smiling at me.

" Oh yes, Brother took care of everything quickly, so that I would belong to the whole Brother", I said as I blinked one eye at him.

" Grandfather has started to tease you now!", he said as he began to kiss my face.

I just care about his treatment. Right now, we are kissing until we are out of breath and making us breathless.

We smiled happily and let go of our embrace.

" So you go home first, baby!", he said with a smile and passed away to his car.

" Yes bang, be careful baby!", I said with a smile on her face.

After his departure, I went back inside the house and locked the door of our house.

" Well, Mama Nerima om Zain, right?", asked my children while looking at me carefully.

" Dear, my mother Nerima proposed to be your father" I said with a happy smile.

Hoorees...

we have a father..

om Zain is our father...

say my children while cheering for joy.

I laughed at the happiness of my children.

Well, my children's happiness is more important than my happiness.

Although, in my dreams, I always met with Azam, but I had to accept the proposal bang Zainal, for the happiness of my children.

Maybe, Azam and I were not destined to live together, especially until now, there has been no news of the dirabta after a month or so.

I do not want to sacrifice the happiness of my children just to expect an uncertain love from Azam, even though he is my First Love.

Azam, wherever you are, may you always be happy, and forgive me for not being able to keep my promise to you.

I'm sorry Azam...

Seriate...