Sebatang Kara's...

Unaccept...

" What's the bang?", I asked as I approached her.

When I got close to the Zainal bang. Suddenly she pulled my body and hugged my body tightly.

I revolted, but my strength was not strong enough to fight it.

Then, she brought her face closer to mine, and kissed my lips and********** with great passion.

I pushed her body hard, but couldn't, finally my mainstay of the moves I had to make.

Auws...

He shouted while clutching his lips that were bleeding because of my actions.

Well, that's my mainstay, so he'll kiss me without my idzin.

When my body was out of his arms, I rushed into our house.

I locked the door to our house, because I was annoyed by her stealing my kiss, even if it wasn't the first kiss, but I wouldn't, if people kissed me without my idzin.

I peeked out from behind the windowpanes to see if the Zainal bang was gone.

After he left, I let out a long sigh to calm my heart and mind.

" Why are you using everything?", asked Syakira.

" There is no dear, mama just want to see the glass is locked or not" I said with a smile on her.

" Where is Zain ma?", asked Syifa.

" Om Zain has come home, baby" I said with a smile on his face.

" How come Zain has not said anything to me?", asked Syifa.

" He said he was in a hurry to go home, there was an important guest" I said as I passed away to my room to rest.

I lay down my body while remembering the incident that just happened. Actually, I was confused by my own feelings, I started to like the Zainal bang, because of his kindness and patience, but on the other hand, I still love Azam, my first love.

A month ago, we competed with each other on WhatsApp and Video calls. To be honest, I miss him a lot, because we haven't been communicating with each other for a month.

No matter what he did there, in a foreign country, a lot of beautiful and sexy girls like top artists, maybe he would accept my children and my widowed self, this, pqdahak he can get more girls than me, said in his heart.

When I almost fell asleep, Adzan magrib also reverberated. I hurried to get out of my bed and walked to the bathroom to pick up ablution.

" Dear, my beautiful and handsome mama's children, Come pray Maghrib yuk", I said with a loud voice like Tarzan from the direction of our kitchen.

" Yes ma, we come soon ma" said Syakira telling me.

How many minutes later, they came after me to the prayer room.

After the prayer, I immediately went to the kitchen to cook the food for us to eat tonight.

" Ma, dinner was already cooked last night, just a telly omelet the same MK ie fried aja ma, is it okay ma?", asked Kira.

" We can already cook dear?", I asked in wonder, because all this time, every time I cook, Kira's job is to chop onions, vegetables, and peeling, but thank God, but thank God, my daughter Syakira is willing to study independently.

" Yes ma, because I always pay attention to my mother when cooking" said my daughter, smiling at me.

" Mama is proud of Kira, already wants to study independently" I said with a smile on her.

" Yes ma, Kira should have studied independently, in order to help Mama" he said, smiling at me.

" Syifa and Habib also helped kok ma!", Habib said.

" Yes ma, help me fight the same dirty kitchen ma" said Kira with a laugh.

" No ma, we are not that, ask Syifa!", he said again.

" Yes ma, Abang Habib really ma, we don't like it" Syifa said with a smile on me.

" It's nothing dear, let's have dinner together, let's taste better" I said with a smile to him.

After dinner, Kira and Habib clean the dinner table and wash the dirty cookware and food.

After that, we watched the television while sitting leaning against the wall.

Triings.triing..Lala

lala...

The ringing of my cell phone was heard from inside my bedroom.

" Bib, please get me my mom's phone, baby" I said.

" Yes ma", he said as he got up from his seat and walked towards my bedroom.

When Habib gave me the phone. My phone ringtone has stopped.

Then, I set a silent tone on my phone, so as not to cause noise.

drrt.drrr...

the sound of my phone vibration indicating incoming messages.

SMS from bang Zainal.

" Adek is angry with you Brother?, sorry Abang yes dear, Abang khilaf earlier, because Abang had long wanted nyium adek, because Abang was afraid to be angry with Brother" he said.

" *Well, so low am I in your eyes bang, is it because I'm just a widow?, so that Brother willfully kiss me?" I said.

" Ga dek, precisely because Brother noon loves and appreciates adek, all this time, I have never done it, I always hold myself back from doing indecent things to you dear, dear, forgive the error of Brother ya dek?", reply*.

I silenced the SMS and did not reply again.

Rasain, it is delicious to taste, I said in my heart.

A few minutes later, bang Zainal called me. I just let it go too.

" Ma, when did Kira Mama enroll in her Tahfidzul Qur'an boarding school?", she asked.

" Maybe next Sunday mama register Kira to the Darul Qur'an boarding school in Medan city yes son" I said with a smile at him.

" Kak Kira went to school in Medan ma?", asked Habib.

" Yes, baby" I said.

" Habib also wants to go to school there with Kira ma" Habib said with enthusiasm.

" Yes son, Habib will go to school in Darul Qur'an as well, so it's a good school, which is diligent in learning, so that you can enter Darul Qur'an like Kira's brother" I said encouraging him.

" Yes ma, Habib promised to study really, really, so that he could enter Darul Qur'an and can make mama proud" Habib said with a smile on me.

" Yes dear, may Allah SWT make all children mama, so children Sholeh and Sholehah" I said while hugging them.

" I am also yes ma" Syifa said as she sat on my lap.

" Dear, Syifa is also the daughter of the mother, Syifa automatically also participated in the dink mama doain always", I said while kissing her cheek.

" Ma, bobo yuk, Kira is sleepy" he said.

" Yes ma, Habib is also sleepy, Habib is very happy to play with Zain, the person is good again" said Habib.

" Dear, let's go to each room" I said as I got out of my seat and turned off the television.

We slept in each other's rooms, tonight, Syifa slept in Syakira's room, Habib in her room, while I slept alone in my room.

Fortunately, when Syifa was one year old, I had to renovate our house, to have three rooms, he said, prayer room and two bathrooms and a terrace house that can make us live comfortably in our house. A home that is simple, but soothing and happy, I said in my heart while smiling on the bed.

The night passed, and the morning came.

Like other housewives, I did my usual activities.

Cooking, washing dirty clothes, and waking up my children to prayer.

After that, I asked them to help me clean the house with gotong royong.

After cleaning the house, we immediately take a shower to clean our bodies, to make it more fresh and healthy.

It just so happens that today is Sunday. I had a day off from selling, because I wanted to spend time with my kids.

After breakfast, we relax in front of the television while watching their favorite cartoon.

Tok.dok..

I heard someone knocking on our door.

I got up from my seat and walked towards the door of our house to see who was knocking on our door.

"Who is it?", I asked.

There's no answer.

I opened the door and saw a large bouquet of red roses held by someone.

" Who are you?", I asked.

Then, she took down her bouquet of red roses from the front of her face, and smiled at me.

" you....

Seriate...