
When I fell asleep, in the middle of the night, I woke up from my sleep, because I felt pain under my stomach. I looked to my right, I did not find my husband sleeping there, because as angry as I was, never separated the bed with my husband.
I got off the bed and walked slowly towards the door of the room while holding onto my stomach in pain.
" Bang Izal.", I said loudly while coming out of the room.
He was shocked to hear my call.
" What's the deck, what's the matter" he said as he staggered towards me.
" My stomach hurts so much, I don't know why" I said, grimacing in pain.
" Let's just go to the hospital!", he said, hurrying up my jacket and jacket, and put it on me.
" Sister woke up Marni first yes deck, wait a moment in the living room" he said as he rushed to my brother-in-law's room.
A few minutes later, Izal bang came to me hurriedly accompanied by my sister-in-law. My husband took me out of the house to look for a passing motorcycle rickshaw.
Usually, at midnight there are still rickshaws passing from the housing complex we occupy.
A few minutes later, there was a man coming down from a motorcycle rickshaw across from our house, Izal bang immediately called out to him.
" Where are you going, sir?", asked the motorbike driver.
" Please take us to the hospital, it looks like my wife is going to give birth" my husband said, panicking.
" Athaghfirullah, yes, the hunted bring his wife into the rickshaw, let us go directly to the public hospital" said the rickshaw driver.
" Yes sir!", said my husband immediately rushed up to me and carried me into a motorcycle rickshaw.
After we sat well, the motorbike rickshaw driver immediately drove his pedicab to the hospital.
" His baby equipment has been brought by sir?", asked the rickshaw driver while passing his pedicab.
" No sir, this is my wife's content just past seven months, do not know why, it can be like this" said my husband worried about my condition.
" Later you ask the same obstetrician, so it is clearer" said the rickshaw driver.
" It still hurts the deck", asked Izal bang to me.
" Yes, it hurts this much, like his water has already broken, this is my pants wet, I'm ashamed, if this father's pedicab gets wet, and I give birth in this rickshaw, whereas the obstetrician said, my partus time is still two months away, where baby equipment has not been prepared, later my brother called Khadijah to buyinya yes", I said with the pain and twisted in my stomach
" That's all no need to think about, later you take care of everything, the important thing is adek and our child is safe and healthy huh" said my husband while holding my hand.
Hearing his words, my heart touched and feeling the warmth, my husband was just a human being as well as me, who did not escape from the khilaf and sin.
At that time, I decided to forgive him and clear him of a second chance. Because unbeknownst to him, I saw him shed tears as I felt a great deal of pain.
Maybe she blames herself for seeing the pain I felt, for giving birth prematurely.
" Daughter, you are horrified your husband said, if you give birth in the father's motorcycle rickshaw, it's okay, I don't mind, even very happy and grateful, because of the abundant windfall, in fact, later the cost of treating you father of responsibility" he said trying to entertain us.
A few minutes later, we arrived in front of the hospital. At that time, the care doctor gave his first aid to me, because the obstetrician was not there.
Because it's still midnight. I saw panic on my husband's face and great guilt. I know, he blames himself for the trials that are happening to us right now.
" Bang Izal", call me.
" What's the matter baby, are you still in pain?", he asked frantically.
" Yes, but it has started to lighten, what did the doctor say bang?", I asked.
" Yes bang, which is the best, the important thing is that our child is safe and healthy" I said worriedly.
" Sister called Khadijah, told him to come here soon" I said.
" Dear, my dear brother has sent the SMS earlier, for fear of replacing the patients who are here" he said while stroking my stomach.
" What time is it?", I asked.
" It's three o'clock in the morning, six o'clock in the morning, the obstetrician will come to this hospital deck, so don't worry, always positive thinking and praying" he comforted me.
" Will you fulfill my request?", I asked.
" What deck, must be my brother filled with adek requests" he said with a smile to me.
" If the doctor asks you who to choose, choose your child, I sincerely accept it bang" I said, holding back my tears.
" Grandpa said what exactly, it should be a positive thinking, you can't do that, you both have to be saved by the doctor" he said, releasing my hand and leaving the patient's room.
At exactly six in the morning, her obstetrician arrived at the hospital and checked on me.
" Abi ma'am, the mother must immediately be operated on yes, because it can endanger the mother and child in the womb" said the doctor.
" Yes sir, please save my son sir, if you will have to choose", I pleaded.
" Don't say so Ms. Ani, the mother and the mother's child will be safe and sound, I will try to do my duty as much as possible and as well as possible" said the doctor.
" Yes sir, please save my wife and son sir", Izal said pleading with the doctor.
" Pray to Allah SWT sir, I am only an intermediary, who determines our destiny, is Allah SWT only, ask Him", said the doctor advised us.
After the operation is completed. I was taken by the nurse to the operating room that passed through the hospital lobby. While we were in the lobby of the house, I heard Kak Khadijah calling me and bang Izal.
" anime...Izaal.!", call Khadijah's brother and her husband Raka.
" Kak Khadijah", I said after seeing his father's face.
" You are strong deck, and positive thinking, do not be discouraged, and do not forget to pray deck, Kamia will support you and wait for you outside the operating room, he said, and your baby equipment has brought everything" said Khadijah, smiling at me.
" Thank you very much, brother", I said with a smile on my face.
" Yes deck, do not be afraid or worry yes, Allah SWT will protect his servant who believes and fears Him" said Khadijah strengthened my heart.
" Yes Brother", I said with a smile.
Upon arrival in the operating room, my husband, brother Khadijah, and husband Raka, waited outside the operating room and I was taken into the operating room.
" Doctors, the patient's condition is fine, we have received laboratory results stating that the patient is in good condition" said one of his assistant doctors.
" Alright, we start the operation" said the obstetrician.
Two hours later, the Caesarean section I was undergoing was completed. I don't know what gender my son is, because during the operation I was unconscious.
I was taken to the ICU to monitor my condition.
Thankfully, as her obstetrician and her surgeon, my condition stabilized. Right now, I will be taken to the treatment room.
I want so much to see my baby, the fruit of our love. I really wanted to kiss and hug her.
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