Sebatang Kara's...

My baby...

Time passed, not feeling my womb was nine months old. My second pregnancy was not so troublesome, because I did not experience the name cravings. Maybe my son knows that his mother is busy.

A bright morning...

" Dek, Brother's money is less than fifty million again, so we can buy the house we occupy, because the owner of this house wants to sell this house for two hundred million rupiahs, can you lend me money from your uncle or aunt?", asked my husband.

" Yes bang, I'll ask you first", I said as I fed my daughter breakfast.

" Yes, later tell Abang yes, let Abang know, if you are grateful, you are not loved also no deck" said my husband with a smile.

" Yes bang, I'll call if Uda knows exactly how, besides if this house we buy, we don't have to bother anymore to move ya bang" I said with a smile.

" Yes deck, so adek persuaded your uncle or aunt", he said as he moved from his seat to get ready to go to work.

" Yes bang, I try to let my uncle or aunt give me a loan" I said with a smile.

" So my brother left the deck" he said, kissing my forehead and cheek of my daughter Syakira who was busy chewing her food.

" Yes, be careful baby ", I said while feeding my daughter.

After my daughter Syakira finished eating, then I ate. My sister-in-law has finished eating.

I ate my food very well, because I was hungry. After I was full, I cleaned the dinner table and covered our food using a serving hood.

I asked my sister-in-law to do the dishes and clean the kitchen. As for me, bathing my daughter Syakira who is going to go to kindergarten school.

After bathing and dressing her in a kindergarten school uniform, her bridge car had already arrived in front of our house.

I kissed my daughter's cheek before she left for school, and left it to her nanny's teacher at the kindergarten.

After that, I rushed to the bathroom to clean my body, because I wanted to go to the ATM to check the contents of my savings.

After the shower, I put on my light blue negligee and wore a black pashmina hijab.

After that, I rushed to our yard to call a motorcycle rickshaw that was running in front of our house.

A few minutes later, I arrived in front of the bank, and I immediately went inside the bank and went into the ATM room to check my savings balance, which I had saved for almost five years, for almost five years, from my stitches and the monthly spending money my husband gave me.

After inserting my ATM card into the ATM Machine, I saw my savings balance of fifty-five million rupiah, I was surprised to see it, I was surprised, because I don't remember how much money I've saved up all this time.

After removing my ATM card from the ATM machine, I rushed to the market to shop for kitchen needs for the next month.

After shopping, I called a motorcycle rickshaw to bring all my groceries.

A few minutes later, I arrived in front of our rented house. I rushed down from the bike rickshaw and brought my groceries with the help of a motorcycle rickshaw driver. After paying the fare and thanking the rickshaw driver, I took a short break on the porch, feeling cape.

My sister-in-law lifted my groceries little by little into the house, and I immediately entered the house with my groceries that had not been brought by my sister-in-law B. C. Isa.

I asked my sister-in-law to arrange my groceries into the refrigerator as usual.

I rushed to our bedroom to lay down my body for a moment.

I took my phone and called my uncle.

" Uncle Assalamualaikum", I said after our cell phone was connected.

" Wa alaikum greetings son", replied my uncle.

Then I asked him to help me lend me fifty million rupiah, but the money was my savings, because I didn't want my savings to run out without any leftovers, I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow, if there's no money to hold on to, I get worried.

After agreeing to our agreement, I called my husband.

. " Assalamualaikum bang", I said after our cell phone was connected.

" Bang, said uncle, he can lend fifty million rupiah for two years without interest, it can also be in the installments, said uncle", I said with a smile.

" Thank God the deck, then, when BB Isa transferred om, so that the house can be paid off immediately", tanay my husband.

" Said later the afternoon transferred to my bank account bang" I said.

" Well deck, if it is transferred, tomorrow the house can be paid off immediately" he said, ending our conversation on the phone.

I put my phone on my dresser. I noticed that my face was starting to appear black spots, because I was pregnant, I was not wearing my skin care, because I was afraid it could endanger the health of my baby.

Hopefully, my husband does not change like yesterday, because of my appearance like this, I said in my heart.

As I slept in my dreams, I was shocked to hear the sound of my daughter's car horn honking.

I looked at the clock on the wall of my room that showed me at eleven o'clock in the afternoon, my daughter Syakira's school-going schedule.

I hurried out of bed to meet my daughter. After opening the door, I saw my daughter who was walking while crying towards our house.

I immediately walked over to his nanny teacher and asked him.

" Dek, why is Syakira crying", I asked.

" I also don't know what the problem was, it was at school, the mother's daughter had a fight with her classmates, and when we asked her what the problem was, she didn't want to answer it" the teacher said.

I grabbed my daughter's hand and brought her into our house

I sat him down on the guest chair and I sat down next to him.

" Mommy don't be mad at Kira" she said, staring at me in the face.

" Yes, mama promised not to be angry" I said with a smile on her face.

" Said my friend, he had a new father, and his father looked a lot like my father, and I said that he lied, and my father couldn't possibly be his father, right ma?", he said while crying.

I hugged him, and rubbed his head.

" Don't cry baby, your friend is just joking, maybe he doesn't like Kira, so he talks like that, so that Kira gets angry and fights with him, maybe your dad becomes his father", I said while holding back my tears.

To be honest, my heart became restless, maybe my husband had a mistress, I asked in my heart.

I rushed to hug my daughter's body to calm her heart and my heart, if that were all true, I didn't know what else to do.

I brought my daughter into the BB room to change her clothes. At this time, in my condition, Allah SWT gave me the test of life that I had to endure patiently.

After changing my daughter's clothes, I fed her lunch.

After eating, I accompanied him to take a nap.

After my daughter fell asleep, I got out of bed to take ablution. After the Adhan of Dzuhur reverberated, I fulfilled my duty to the head of the Creator, and made all my restlessness and turmoil that was raging in my heart.

My heart felt calmer, after complaining to Him. I had lunch with my sister-in-law while watching television.

After eating, I relaxed while watching television, because I wanted to distract myself and my mind, so as not to be affected and not to affect my already-timed content.

I saw a clock on the wall showing at four o'clock in the afternoon, it was time for him to get home from work.

I rushed to the bathroom and cleaned my body, as well as taking ablution for ashar prayer.

After that, I put on a white batik negligee, and I put on a sow powder, so as not to get too dull.

" Assalamualaikum", my husband said after opening the door of our house.

" Wa alaikum greetings", I said with a smile at him.

" Just finished the shower on the deck" he said.

" Yes bang, just finished the Ashar prayer as well" I said as I passed taking mineral water for him.

I gave her a glass of mineral water and sat down next to her.

Actually, I felt uneasy, and still curious, but I didn't know where to start, so I just kept watching.

" Why are you decking, pensive?", he asked me.

" Ooh.ga nothing bang" I said with a smile.

" Have you heard from me?", he asked me again.

" Wait ya, I used to wipe my phone, because I was watching tv, and my phone is in the room" I said as I passed to our bedroom.

I picked up my phone and saw my Uncle's SMS, which said that he had already transferred money to my account.

I rushed to the living room and met my husband and showed him the SMS.

" Thank God, later tonight, we go to the house owner of this house yes deck, so that this house becomes fully ours, later behind the name of the certificate, by in the name of adek aja ya", he said while smiling at me.

" Yes bang, it's up to you" I said with a smile on her.

My husband walked to the bathroom to take a bath and took ablution for ashar prayers.

When my husband was in the shower, I looked for his phone that I had never held or checked, because to be honest, I did trust him.

I don't know where he put his cell phone or he took it to the bathroom.

I'm resigned to this situation. Therefore, I have to prepare my bath, and I will follow her daily life, so that I know the truth, I said in my heart as I lay down my tired body.

After my husband finished his bath, he put on his clothes in the bathroom, maybe he was in a hurry, I thought.

I don't really care what he does.

" Tumben Abang wear clothes in the bathroom, where are you going?", ask me curious.

" Ooh.g not going anywhere on deck, you want to quickly pray ashar, afraid of running out of time" he said with a smile on me.

I just kept quiet to see his reaction which I thought was still normal and ordinary.

. After the prayer, my husband laid his body beside me.

" You why the hell the deck, the clamor continues as you are, is there a problem?", he asked me while hugging my body.

" There's nothing bang" I said briefly.

I could only surrender in his arms with my curiosity high enough.

Seriate...