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Right now, we're visiting Izal's bang in the hospital, even though we can only see it from the ICU's glass door, at least my kids can still see his father.

I saw that Bang Izal's condition was still the same as yesterday, he was still in a coma. He could only survive for life with the help of medical devices.

" Let's go, baby, we'll go to the hospital canteen for lunch" I said, clasping my two children's hands.

We walked side by side to the hospital canteen. After lunch, we returned to the ICU. While we were walking to the ICU, a nurse came to see us.

" What is the name of Ani's mother?", he asked.

" Yes, myself, what's wrong?", I wondered.

" Sir Izal has been mummy, and he has been asking about mother?", he said.

" Thank God, Izal finally came to his senses" I said with gratitude.

" Let's go to hospital room number eleven, Mr. Izal is now there Mom" he said.

" Okay, let's go to that room" I said, clasping my two children's hands.

A few minutes later, we arrived in front of the room.

" Assalamualaikum", we said simultaneously.

" Wa alaikum salam", replied bang Izal in a weak voice.

" Aayaaah", cried Syakira as she ran towards the patient's bed.

" Yes..Ki..Ra", said bang Izal stammered.

" Dad's fine baby, don't cry yeah" she said with a smile.

" yes, well, Kira thought dad would leave us like we used to" she said.

" God willing, I will never leave you again like I used to" said bang Izal directly staring at me.

I just kept quiet hearing her words. Because I was also confused by my own feelings, on the other hand, I did not want to live with him anymore, and on the other hand, I did not want to see my children sad, could our relationship be good, could our relationship be good, if my heart does not accept him again?, I said in my heart.

" Habib, here son", call bang Izal in a raucous voice.

I brought Habib closer to Izal's bang.

" A.yah" said Habib slowly.

" Yes son, this is dad, call daddy dear" he said in tears.

My eyes glazed over as I saw this heartwarming scene between my father and children, but I could do nothing about it. This has all become a destiny that we have to live.

Finished hugging her children, Izal bang called out to me.

" Here is the deck, sitting on this chair" he said with a smile and pointed at the chair that was near the patient's bed.

I stepped my foot towards the chair he pointed at slowly and with a feeling of anxiety, I was afraid, bang Izal asked for things I could not fulfill.

I hurried to sit in the chair he pointed to.

" What's the matter?, you don't have to think a lot or move first, you're new brother siuman", I said trying to divert his mind.

" Yes dek, I already know the condition of Brother Giman, Brother wants to ask you important things ", he said.

I paused for a moment and looked at her still pale face. I'm afraid, if I avoid this, Izal bang will get more thought and make him difficult to recover.

" Well, you want to ask me what's important?", I asked.

" Can you forgive all my mistakes from the bottom of my heart?" he asked, looking me in the eye.

I paused for a moment and tried to think of the right answer for her, and did not affect her condition.

A few minutes later, I answered Izal's question.

" I have forgiven you from the bottom of my heart" I said with a smile on my face.

He let out a long sigh and returned my smile.

" If I ask you to come back to live with me, can you please fulfill my request?", he asked again.

" Can you give me time to think, because honestly, I want to make the right decision for my life, and I don't want to regret my own decision, and I hope you will not be disappointed and hate me, whatever my decision will be", I said with confidence.

" Well deck, I will wait for your decision, may God open the door of your heart again for me" he said, smiling at me.

" Yes, you rest first, said the nurse, you have to rest a lot", I said with a smile on her.

" Yes, but I'm asking you, I don't have to tell Mira about my accident, because she's pregnant, I don't want to, she's worried about me", he said while trying to close his eyes to rest.

I was silent at his words, in this condition, he was still thinking about the condition of his mistress, for a moment I forgot who I was to him all this time, I thought he had changed and didn't care about Mira anymore, but it was beyond my expectations.

Indeed you are not mine, I said in my heart as I walked towards the door of the patient's room while holding my two children's hands.

I want to take my two children to my uncle's house, because the children can't stay in the hospital for long.

A few minutes later, we arrived in front of my uncle's house in a motorcycle rickshaw.

" Assalamualaikum", I said, knocking on my uncle's door.

" Wa aleikum salam", said my aunt as she opened the door of her house.

" What's the state of Izal son?", asked my aunt.

" Thank God, Izal bang already known Bi, and now in the process of recovery" I said.

" What time do you go to the hospital again, son?", asked my aunt.

" Later five o'clock in the afternoon Bi, I will send Syakira to Habib here, yes Bi, I will briefly go to the hospital to see Izal bang, Izal bang, children can not stay in the hospital for long, said the nurse", I said while sitting in the guest chair.

" Yes, you rest a little, Auntie look at you first in the room, she again plays by herself because, if your Uncle was out, there is important business he said ", he again plays by himself because, if your Uncle was out ", my aunt said as she passed into her bedroom.

I got out of my seat and walked to our bedroom to see my children who had gone to our room first.

" Kira, what song is son?", I asked.

" This is again playing the same old doll" he said.

" Ntar again, mama bathe ya baby, because mama want to go to the hospital again nengokin your father" I said with a smile at him.

" Yes ma, Kira promised to take care of adek well ma, but mama don't stay in the hospital for long, Kira was afraid, if old mama in the hospital, adek nangis ga see mama", he said while smiling at me.

" Dear, my mom is so happy to have you in your life" I said, kissing her cheek.

" Yes ma, we are also very happy to have mama be our mama, beautiful mama, patiently face our mischief and take care of us with affection" she said while hugging my body.

I smiled happily at his words about me, but all this time, I still felt impatient in caring for and raising them, but I was grateful, Allah SWT gave me children like them.

A few minutes later, I bathed them in the bathroom. After bathing and putting on their clothes, I rushed towards my Aunt's bedroom.

While I was chatting with my aunt, my phone rang loudly.

" Assalamualaikum", I said after our cell phone was connected.

" Wa aleikum salam, Ms. Ani, we ask the mother to come to the hospital immediately, because Mr. Izal's condition, back to critical, is now in the care of doctors in the operating room" said the nurse.

" All right, I'll be there soon" I said, ending our phone call.

" Bi, I have to go to the hospital right now, he said Izal's condition is critical, I don't know what caused it" I said.

" Yes, son, go there, your children will be aunty take good care, you focus first on Izal yes" said my aunt.

I rushed to my matic motorcycle parking lot. In order to arrive faster at the hospital, I took a shortcut, and to avoid raids or traffic lights.

A few minutes later, I arrived in front of the hospital, I immediately parked my motorbike to the parking lot provided by the hospital.

I immediately entered the hospital, and walked towards the operating room. I asked a nurse who was passing by from the operating room.

" Sister, the patient in room eleven is done in surgery?", I asked.

" Yes Ma'am, we were waiting for the arrival of the mother, because we wanted to tell the condition of the patient in room number eleven, I happened to be the nurse in the room. Now the patient feels in the ICU room" he explained.

" Okay, ma'am, thanks for the information" I said with a smile at him and passed away to the ICU room.

Upon arrival in the ICU room, I saw Izal's bang lying weakly on the patient's bed. His condition is back there as critical as ever.

How can he be critical again, when he was fine, I said in my heart.

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