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Grief and Wounds. Part 2.

POVS. Miras

Five days passed, my husband did not come home and there was no news.

I regret that I have made him not feel at home by inviting him to always fight.

I did it because I felt annoyed and jealous when he said that he had just realized his love for Ani who was soon to be his ex-wife.

Honestly, I just want to bang Izal into mine, and I'm the only wife. Because I love my husband and I'm sure he loves me too.

I was so shocked by her declaration of love towards Ani that she said back then, that I illfeel her.

Before he left five days ago, he had said that he would go to visit his children, because he had promised them to come to the city of Sidwomen, and I don't care about it, because I'm sure he'll come back to me soon.

But the truth is no, now that I'm pregnant, just waiting for my delivery time to arrive, my husband never came home.

Today, I intend to go to the office, where my husband works to ask if Izal has come to work, maybe he is angry with me, so he does not want to come to our house.

After leaving my son to the neighbors, I rushed to the side of the highway to ride a motorcycle rickshaw to my husband's office.

A few minutes later, I arrived in front of my husband's office.

" Assalamualaikum", I said to the security guard in front of the office.

" Wa alaikum salam Bu, who would you like to find?", he asked.

" I want to find my husband named Izal, does he go to work sir?", I asked expectantly.

" Ooh.pak Izal said he was on leave for a week, Mom, but if you still feel unclear, try asking the administrative office at the end of the room Mom", he said while pointing at the room he mentioned.

" Yes sir, thank you sir", I said as I rushed inside and walked towards the administration office.

" Excuse me ma'am" I said when I got to the administration office door, because the door was wide open.

" Well, what's wrong, ma'am?", he asked.

" This is Mom, I want to ask you about my husband named Izal, he said he took a week off?", I asked.

" Ooh ..his wife's mother, Mr. Izal?, was previously Mr. Izal on leave for a week, but our boss gave us a leave of absence of only four days, he said, while now there is more than one day of leave time given to Mr. Izal, but until now there has been no news from Mr. Izal, indeed Mr Izal has not come home?", he asked.

" Yes Ma'am, so I came here, wanted to ask about my husband's whereabouts, but it turns out that he also has not entered work, maybe he is still at home in Sidemuan visiting his children" I said.

" Ooh.who are the same kids?", he asked curiously.

" Well, it's her real mother, because I'm her stepmother, where maybe I want to take care of stepchildren" I said with a sniffle.

" Yes.ga need to rent thatu ma'am, Izal ga ga gah pak pantesan at home, the attitude of such a mother, very cute", said as he passed.

Aki was silent at her words that hurt my feelings. I left the office where my husband worked without saying goodbye to them.

While I was waiting for public transport, I felt a pain in the lower part of my stomach, and I felt water running down my legs.

I panicked and didn't know what to do.

" What's the matter, ma'am?", asked the security guard to come up to me.

" It seems I want to give birth sir, help me sir, I don't know what to do, my family is far away in the village, my husband is not here either, there will be no one to help me sir", I said while crying sobbing.

" Good Mom, wait a minute, I call the other employees first yes" he said as he passed.

A few minutes later, three women came to help me get help.

They took me to the puskesmas for delivery. Fortunately, I always carry my identity card in my wallet.

Right now, I'm struggling alone to give birth to my baby, what a bad luck this is, at the time when I need the Izal bang by my side, but he's having fun with Ani, I murmur in my heart.

Three hours passed, I finally managed to give birth to my baby who was a normal female. I saw my baby's face very similar to Izal's bang.

I cried when I saw my daughter. Sad to be happy, that's how I feel right now.

I would like to thank the women who helped me earlier.

They also paid for my delivery of two million and five hundred thousand, he said as a favor from the office where my husband worked.

Maybe they also feel sorry to see me struggling alone.

I was determined, if I had recovered, I would have followed my husband to the city of Sidemuan to meet him with our daughter, the fruit of our love.

Wait for our arrival bang Izal, I said in my heart.

Back to the main topic, guys...

His condition is still in a coma, and I don't know when he'll come to his senses. Maybe he is struggling between life or death, only Allah SWT knows, may Izal quickly wake up and healthy again, I said in my heart.

After closing my place of sale, I rushed to my daughter Syakira's school to pick her up from school on my matic motorbike.

Habib, my son is standing in front of me, because he loves to see the streets we go through every day.

A few minutes later, we arrived in front of my daughter Syakira's school.

I saw my daughter coming out of her classroom and walking towards us.

" Mama .", he shouted as he waved his hand at me.

" Yes dear" I said, replying to her hand.

" Ma, when are we going to see Dad at the hospital?", asked my daughter.

" Mommy will go to the hospital to visit your father, but Kira is just as adept at grandfather's house yes, because children can not stay in the hospital for long", I said while riding my matic motorcycle slowly.

" But I miss Daddy ma!", he said.

" Dear, baby, I know, but your father's condition is still critical in the ICU room, if your father is awake and healthy again, not in the ICU room, I promise you'll take you to see your father", kataku.

" Okay ma, Kira nurut same mama deh", he said while hugging my body from behind.

A few minutes later, we arrived in front of my uncle's house.

I parked my motorbike in front of my uncle's house.

After getting off my motorbike, we rushed to my uncle's door.

" Assalamualaikum", I said, knocking on my uncle's door.

" Wa aleikum salam", said my aunt as she opened the door of her house.

" Grandmother has come, let's go in, grandma just made a rainbow steamed sponge cake earlier, delicious lhoo.!", said my aunt with a smile.

" Hooree..eating a sponge cake made by my grandmother must be delicious" Syakira said while clapping and followed by my son Habib.

My aunt knew that my kids loved sponge cakes, either steamed or baked.

" Thank you Bi, for all the kindness and affection your aunt has for us" I said with a smile on her face.

" Yes son, we are family, we should care for each other and love each other" he said, smiling at me.

" Bi, I tipped Kira with Habib for a while, because I have to go to the hospital, visit Izal bang", I said.

. " Yes son, be careful on the road, Izak may quickly wake up from his coma and be healthy again yes" said my aunt.

" Aamiin" I said with a smile on her face.

" Kira, mama go for a while baby, take care of me, do not bother grandma, ok!", I said while giving a thumbs up to him.

" Ok ma", he answered while giving me a thumbs up.

I rushed to my matic motorcycle parking lot. After turning on my motor, I drove it at a moderate speed and passed a shortcut, to get to the hospital quickly, where Izal bang was treated.

A few minutes later, I arrived in front of the hospital. After parking my motorbike in the parking lot provided by the hospital, I walked to the ICU room.

Right now, I'm visiting Izal's bang in the hospital. While I was looking at it from the glass door of the ICU room, I saw Izal's body convulsing, I panicked to see him.

I immediately ran towards the nurse's desk to inform Izal of the state of the bang.

" Mom, Ayi to the ICU room, Izal bang is having convulsions there" I said loudly.

We immediately ran to the ICU room, while the other nurse called the doctor.

After we arrived inside the ICU room, I saw Izal's bang not convulsing anymore, but the medical devices that helped Izal bang to survive showed something else.

The doctor who had arrived inside the ICU room, immediately checked the heart rate and pulse bang Izal.

I was curious about the state of Izal bang, seeing his condition like that.

I rushed over to the doctor who examined Izal's bang.

" How is Izal's doctor?", I asked.

" I'm sorry ma'am, we're not....

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