
POVS. Izal
Evening came, when I came home from my friend's house, and arrived in front of our rented house, I saw sitting on the porch waiting for me to come home.
Two told me about the departure of my wife and my daughter carrying a sizable bag using sign language.
Knowing that, I became worried and regretful for not accompanying my wife to visit Khadijah.
But, since I knew he did not have much money, he would automatically quickly return to this house with me, I said in my heart as I walked towards our bedroom.
I threw away my body that felt tired. To be honest, I felt guilty for being so indifferent to her all this time, but what about it again, I was so upset and disappointed by her words at that time, that I was concerned with money rather than the sadness I felt.
Even though he explained his good intentions and apologized to me, my heart was not ready to forgive him.
I still smell jasmine in this room. I smell my wife's favorite perfume. At that instant I felt lonely and missed the immeasurable.
I hurried to get my phone on the dresser, and tried to call my wife's phone number.
After a few calls, not going in, even the operator who spoke told you that the number you were going to was not active.
Maybe he forgot to charge his phone, so that the phone battery runs out and is not active, I said in my heart.
After feeling calm, I went from the bed to the kitchen for dinner, because my stomach started to rumble.
I opened the hood, I just saw an egg cow's eye and a clear vegetable spinach. Even so, I still ate the food until it ran out without waste.
I remember when my wife came with me to eat and get me some drinking water, still serving me well, even though I haven't treated her well lately.
After eating and drinking, I tried to call her phone back, but it still didn't connect.
Shetan started teasing me and whispering something negative into my mind, maybe he was having fun with Raka, because right now, Khadija can not serve Raka, I said in my heart while clenching my hands.
I was getting restless and couldn't sleep. I am afraid and worried that if my wife leaves me, how will I care for and raise my daughter alone.
My mind and heart sprouted in my heart, I finally fell asleep from feeling tired of mixing my guilt with my wife.
POVS. Ani
Time passed, it didn't feel like three days, I didn't activate my phone as well for these three days. I did deactivate my phone on purpose, because I wanted my husband to feel the pain, worry, and loneliness that I feel these days, because of his behavior.
Today, the last day Khadijah was admitted to this hospital, for further recovery, can be done at the Khadijah home.
After a final examination from an obstetrician, and receiving an outpatient prescription from a doctor, we were getting ready to go home.
Since I was carrying my daughter, we automatically asked one of the sisters for help to hold the baby Khadijah, because bang Raka has been troubled to bring our goods into a car that has been parked in front of this hospital.
" Put, we would like to ask one of the nurses of this hospital to hold baby brother Khadijah up to his house, because I can't hold baby brother Khadijah, and Bang Raka is driving the car later, while Khadijah's brother is still recovering ", I said with great hope.
" Alright, later sister Cantika who will hold baby brother Khadijah to your house, later she will come back here by ojek aja, do not need to be delivered", said the Princess while smiling at me.
" Thank you Put, for all your help during our time here" I said, hugging him.
" Don't thank Ni, everything I do is my duty and you are my close friend, so it's only natural that I help you, even if you're dating my cousin's sister, you will be my dear brother-in-law, but all is God's will, he who reunited us here ", he said, returning my arms.
Finished packing, we rushed to the car bang Raka. Brother Aan Khadijah was driven in a wheelchair, and baby Kak Khadijah was carried by sister Cantika.
After saying goodbye to the Princess, we also went into the car bang Raka which was already lit. After we sat quietly, bang Raka drove her car at a moderate speed.
The distance from the hospital to their house was not much, in twenty minutes, we had arrived in front of Khadijah's sister's house in the housing, which was actually my aunt's house.
After straddling our luggage, the Raka bang carried Kak Khadijah from the car to their bedroom, while I rushed to the guest room to lay down the body of my daughter who fell asleep during the trip from the hospital to this house.
I saw Sister Cantika sitting on the living room couch holding me baby sister Khadijah.
" Sister, here let me be a fat one, so Sister can return to the hospital quickly, to work again, thanks for helping us", I said while giving a hundred thousand as much as two pieces to him.
He was stunned to hear my words, and immediately got up from his seat and gave baby brother Khadijah to my lap.
She received my gift money while thanking me and passed away to go to my aunt's yard.
I do not accept, Jiak there is someone who has bad intentions towards my brother, because Khadija brother I have considered like my own brother.
" Ni, where's the Sister" asked Bang Raka.
" Have returned to the hospital bang, already kikasih fare earlier" I said briefly as I carried the baby Kak Khadijah to their bedroom.
I put Khadijah's baby body into the baby box next to Khadijah's bed.
" Dek, did you evict the nun?", asked Khadijah to interrogate me like a cop.
" No brother, I just asked him to go back to work in the hospital, ntar scolded his boss how" I said briefly.
" It should be good to drink first, or eat first" said Khadijah.
That's kind of heart Kak Khadijah, two do not know or do not realize that the Sister, there are characteristics of the woman of the Actor, I said in my heart.
" So I've given Kak the fare, the same drinking money for his services as a sign of our gratitude to him, so Kak Khadija should not feel indebted to him, because it is his duty", kataku.
" Well my dear, where is your daughter?", he asked in surprise.
" In the guest room, sister, again sleeping soundly, so I can help brother here" I said with a smile.
" Ooh yeah, what's the name of this handsome baby brother" I said as I kissed the cheek of the baby.
" When it's about the name, Bang Raka will give it, because it's our agreement, if it's a woman, I give you the name, and if it's a man, Bang Raka who gives his name", kak Khadijah explained.
" Steady.!", I said as I held my thumbs up at him.
" Sister, I went to our room first yes, afraid that Syakira would wake up and cry, if not see my face", I said with a smile.
" Yes, you rest first deck, bang Raka aja ntar who help sister yes, you also need to rest, let it ga soy sauce that, and the face suntux really looks, so lost tuh beautiful", said teasing me.
" Sister can do it!", I said as I passed away to the guest room.
Upon arrival in the room, I saw my daughter still fast asleep, and I immediately laid down my body next to my daughter's body and I kissed her forehead.
Tired, I finally fell into a deep sleep while hugging my daughter's body.
While asleep, I dreamed of seeing my husband laughing happily with a beautiful and sexy woman. I held back my tears, because my tears were too precious to cry.
Let her go, if that's what makes her happy because love can't be forced.
Suddenly, I woke up to the sound of an alarm that had been set before.
I saw the clock on the wall showing at three in the afternoon, which meant I had been fast asleep for three hours, and I saw my daughter sucking her finger while whining, probably because she was hungry.
I got up and carried her to the kitchen to get some food.
Thankfully, bang Raka had already ordered the food online.
I took a full plate of white rice and picked up my favorite spicy sweet tilapia for lunch this afternoon.
I feed my daughter in turn. My daughter's rice grave with spinach vegetable sauce and cow's eye eggs. I felt guilty, for forgetting to give him lunch, for sleeping with him.
My daughter ate well and I was the same. After I was full, I put our dirty dishes in the sink. I gave my daughter a toy so I could wash dirty dishes.
When I finished washing the dishes and putting them together, I heard the voice of a man I knew, like the voice of someone I missed. Her...
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