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POVS. Izal1

A week went by, so my heart did not feel calm, and lately Mira always provoked my emotions, so we often quarreled.

Last night, I almost hit him, because he sued me to sell our house and give him the money to buy our needs in this house.

He did not know, if the house was sold by Ani, my first wife.

I am grateful that Ani sold the house, at least our children will not starve, because I am sure, Ani can make our children happy, unlike me who is stupid and irresponsible, he said, because they abandoned them.

This morning, when I arrived at the office, I was called by one of the administrative staff. I rushed to the administrative office and they gave me a letter from the Sipirok state religious court.

I rushed to my room to read the divorce papers filed by my wife Ani. I was silent and stunned to see the letter I had read that I had thrown on my desk.

Is it over?.?, I asked as I shed tears streaming down my eyes, I am truly sorry for all my actions to my wife and children.

O Allah, forgive me for wronging my wife and children, I cried sobbing in my office.

Rice has become porridge, regret always comes too late.

Had I quickly realized my mistake, I would not have felt guilt and disappointment towards myself.

After crying, I went to the bathroom to wash my face, because I didn't want anyone to know I was crying.

While pensively alone in my room, my subordinates came to surprise me.

" Excuse me sir, Mr. Bowo calls you into his room" said my subordinate named Satria.

" Yes, I'll be there soon" I said lazily.

I got out of bed and walked into the room of my boss Bowo.

" Excuse me sir", I said, knocking on the door of the room.

" Just go in Mr. Izal" he said.

I immediately entered his room.

" Please sit Mr. Izal" he said, pointing to the chair in front of him.

Then I sat down in the chair he pointed to.

" I know Mr. Izal is having personal problems, but personal problems sir Izal do not affect the performance of Mr. Izal, I see lately, sir Izal is often pensive and not eager to work, Izal is not, can Izal sir improve the performance of Izal sir?", he asked.

" Yes sir, I will improve my performance, and I apologize in advance to you, if it has harmed you ", I said while looking at him with confidence.

" Well, sir Izal, may your problem be solved soon, or can you take a leave of absence if needed?", he bargained.

" Maybe next week will be on leave for two days sir, to attend my first divorce hearing, please let me?", I asked.

" Alright Mr. Izal, next week, you report directly to the administrative staff, just say that I have allowed it" he said.

" Thank you very much, sir, for your kindness" I said with a smile on my face and got out of my seat and out of my boss' room.

I rushed to my room and continued my work to check the customer opening.

As time passed, I, with a disheveled face, and not eagerly returned to the house of Mira, my second wife.

Fifteen minutes later, I arrived in front of his house. I got out of the car and took my foot to the house.

" Assalamualaikum", I said, knocking on the door.

" Yes, wait a minute" Mira said in a loud voice.

" Why is your face so tangled?", she asked me gently.

There must be a desire, I said in my heart.

"What cook today?", I asked while sitting in the guest chair.

" Adek cook his favorite food Brother, anchovy nut use sambal belacan, vegetables mashed sweet potato leaves use coconut bang, surely Abang addicted ", he said while smiling sweetly at me.

I wondered what he would ask for in return.

I rushed to the kitchen to get my food.

" Just take it, Brother just sit back in that chair" he said while taking the plate in my hand.

I just obey his wishes, after all there have been two weeks I was not served like this, I said in my heart.

After eating the food served by Mira, I rushed to the bathroom to clean my body, because of sweating and smell, let it be fresher, I washed my hair all.

After that, I rushed towards the bedroom to put on my clothes that Mira had provided on the bed.

Had Mira been serving me every day, I would have tried to be a better husband.

In the past, Ani also served me well, without complaining one bit. He sincerely took care of my needs and our children well and lovingly, what a fool I am who could not see his love and sincerity for me, I prefer bronze over gold, I said in my heart.

At night, Mira put her son to sleep in the room next to us. His son with Fauzi, named Arya. His son is handsome, like his father. But, we were less close, probably because I wasn't his real father, but I tried to be kind and give my love to him, which I couldn't give to my children.

Unfortunately, the fate of my children, they could not feel the affection of a father anymore, if me and his mother separated, even the children of others who I gave my love, he said, is this a punishment for all my deeds, I said in my heart as I laid my body on the bed.

" Dreaming what a darling" Mira said as she hugged my body from behind.

" Sir ga menggamunin anything, Abang just thought about the divorce trial Brother with Ani, next Sunday held in Sipirok", I said with a long sigh.

" Do you regret divorcing Ani?", he asked in a dislike tone.

I just kept quiet and pretended I didn't know what he was saying, because if I answered, the edges fought, and I was lazy to fight.

Mira was silent, not getting an answer from me.

He turned my body to face her.

He started to love me with passion. At first, I didn't want to respond, but he skillfully played my flagship weapon.

Finally, I returned the fondness with passion and passion, until we finally broke out in sweat and exhaustion.

We hugged each other, after we were satisfied making love with passion.

" Bang, if Abang has divorced Ani, we insist on our marriage yes, so that our child will be able to have a valid birth certificate and be recognized by the state" he said

kiss my lips with passion.

" Dear, when it's done, we will send our marriage to the state religious court, so that our children can have a valid birth certificate and be recognized by the state ", I said while replying to his kiss.

Understand, it's been a week, we don't make love, as normal men, we really need expenses, so as not to stress easily, and always fresh and fit.

After satisfied making love two rounds, we fell asleep while hugging.

Time passed, five days passed. Tomorrow morning, I will go to Sipirok to attend the first hearing of my divorce with Ani, who will briefly be my ex-wife.

This is our marriage that we have to live. Although I had realized my love for Ani, it was too late, because I had already destroyed her feelings and destroyed our household.

I'm sorry Ani, I hope you meet a good man, who loves you more sincerely and can make you happy forever.

Seriate...