
On this blessed day, Idul Fitri, where everyone gathers and mingles with family and relatives, a day filled with happiness,a day filled with an airy heart and sincere to forgive each other, I did not get in my family, at my grandmother's house.As a result of the commotion made by one of my uncles, changed the atmosphere of my grandmother's house that should be filled with happiness, the,but on the contrary, it is only sadness and disappointment that I feel. After Eid al-Fitr prayers, I greet my grandmother and my uncle and aunt who also participated in Eid al-Fitr prayers at the mosque. The mosque in our village is quite large and spacious, able to accommodate pilgrims who participate in praying, only for Eid al-Fitr prayers this congregation is very dense, very dense,so in the courtyard of the mosque there are also worshipers who pray by bringing their own mats and prayer mats, maybe this year many relatives or nomads who return to our village, to our village,so the mosque in our village is not enough to accommodate pilgrims who participate in Eid al-Fitr prayers this year
Finished greeting family and relatives who met at the mosque, on the way home, I happened to meet with my schoolmates first, and we were quite close, the name is Azam. He came up to me, "Ani how are you,?"he asked, "Alhamdulillah healthy zam," I replied with a smile, and asked back, "same healthy too right? where do I live?"," Thank God I am also healthy Ani, during this time I live in the city of Medan, and work in a shoe factory", he replied, "thank God that Azam is independent and successful,"I said while looking at his face, because during the journey home, we walked side by side with a considerable distance, for fear that there would be slander later on. Not felt, I was almost at home, while Azam's house was still quite far away, my family had arrived at home first. Just a few steps back to our house, "It's been planned today to go?" asked Azam, I answered him, "today, I will go to the side with my uncle, and stay there, so that I can continue my abandoned lecture before," I replied,and I saw there was disappointment in the look in his eyes, and then he left without saying goodbye to me, I just kept silent to see his disappearance.
I went into the house, and rushed into my room to pack the clothes and things I needed into the suitcase I had prepared in advance, so that no one would be left behind,I checked my suitcase again, after everything was complete, I locked my suitcase well.
I did find it hard to leave my grandmother who was recovering from her illness, but what can I do, the circumstances that forced me to go away from my grandmother. Before my college was abandoned, I did live in Sidimpuan, but not with my uncle, I spend time near the campus where I was studying.I majored in MIPA,Biology Department at a university in Sidimpuan.Now I have to live with my uncle, so that I can continue my studies until completion.
I was less happy living with my uncle, because I knew my aunt never liked my uncle's family, because according to my aunt, our family was a broken family, but I was also surprised, because according to my aunt, our family was a broken family,why would my aunt marry my uncle from this poor and broken family. This I never told anyone, only I swallowed the bitterness of all my aunt's words, even she used to say that I was an unlucky child, because I was born into an incomplete family,like orphans, when my parents are still alive, I am only a weak, helpless servant of God, I live only the destiny of my life, and I accept it. All those hurtful words, I will, for I am sure they will be beautiful in due time.
I also went out to the kitchen, looking at the living room, my uncle had finished packing their clothes and belongings, because I also wanted to help them pack,I also went to the kitchen to fill my stomach which began to rumble, because of hunger, after the commotion made by my uncle, I lacked appetite, thoughts with all his words that hurt my feelings, I was afraid,and since then I haven't seen him, maybe he's back at his house across the river from our village.
After I was full, I rushed to see my grandmother, and said "as long as I'm not here, you don't get so shorn to sew her, and if you have so many orders, just as you can, because I'm not home anymore to help you, grandma,and take care of your health, not too many thoughts", "yes my dear grandson, just calm down, once in a while I will go to the sidewalk to visit you", answered my grandmother. I hugged him too, and kissed him on the cheek.
"Ani...!!!", the uncle called me, and I went to him immediately, "bring your things forward, let us go, for our goods are already on the side of the road, and our goods are on the side of the road, and we are on the side of the road. "take your things with you,so only your stuff you bring!", "yes uncle", I replied. I hurried to pick up my things in the room, and took them to the front, by the side of the road, and I put them beside my uncle's things so as not to be scattered, and not to miss. While waiting for the public transport car, my phone rang,
"triying.lalala.."
"triiying.lalala..."
I saw my phone screen, there was the name of Izal bang, my uncle saw me with a sharp eye, so I changed the call bang Izal, and sent him an SMS, "sorry bang Izal, I again with my uncle, I said,wait for public transportation to go to sidimpuan, later tonight I call ya bang Izal..!".Half an hour passed, the end of public transportation passed, maybe because it was still easy, public transportation rarely passed, while widened. I say goodbye to my grandmother and regret her, and kiss her cheek. My undercover uncle was still at my grandmother's house until the third holiday he said to accompany my grandmother. We got into public transport, carrying our belongings. After we sat down, then the driver drove his transport car back. In my heart, I read the prayer of salvation by riding a vehicle, that Allah SWT might protect us to the end.
I fell asleep on the bed playing my phone, I also remembered Izal bang, I sent him an SMS," bang, I've arrived at my uncle's house, Abang again where now...?"", for a moment I waited for my SMS reply, before taking a shower, because my body felt sticky because of the alarm when taking public transportation,
triying....
I saw the screen of my phone there SMs in," Alhamdulillah adk arrived safely, the branch also just arrived in the village, because it had stopped at a friend's house, later that night Abang phone ya dek....!!?" reply, "iya bang" only TU fill in the SMS I sent him. I rushed to take a shower, to be fresher, and could help my aunt cook dinner, because it was late in the afternoon.
Finished helping auntie cook dinner, I was cleaning my uncle's house, because of the dust and garbage. After everything looked clean, and taking the trash out to the trash can by the side of the road, I washed my hands with soap to make it cleaner, and avoid germs, according to the word solidah," that cleanliness is part of the faith".
I sat on the porch of the house, looking at the man walking down the highway. Without feeling the time passed, before the adhan magrib roared, I went into the house, and waited for the Adhan to be completed, and carried out my duties as a Muslim who obeyed Allah SWT. When I pray I can pour out my heart to the Almighty, for I have no one to pour out my heart. Every time I finish praying, my heart and mind feel calm and unburdened again, and I will be stronger in my life.
After the prayer I helped my aunt to arrange the food on the dinner table, and we had dinner together. Finished cleaning the table and washing the dirty dishes, I caught up with my uncle and aunt in the tv room, to gather with them. My uncle does not have children at this time, maybe Allah SWT has not given them the confidence to be parents. We watched tv together, and my uncle said" tomorrow uncle will go to your college to take care of your abandoned college problems first, hopefully you can go back to college quickly, he said,because according to your uncle is a smart boy, it's worth three years you get a scholarship in your college, meaning you are able to finish your college, fortunately not yet a semester exam, but,so you can still catch up with you for the two months that are delayed yesterday", "yes uncle, I will try to finish my college well and not disappoint my uncle, aunt and grandmother" I said.
I felt sleepy and alone to my uncle and aunt to go to bed first. Before going to bed, I prayed first, then I laid my body comfortably on the bed, I checked my phone, there were five missed calls from the Izal bang, I immediately called him back,because I can't remember we promised to talk on the phone tonight. My second call was when Izal picked up his phone,
"Assalaamu alaikum bang Izal...! I don't remember that you're gonna call me tonight,!"I said, "it's okay, maybe it's busy or sleeping, so don't remember, IT's normal, people can't escape the deck error, don't worry, 'Abang is not angry anyway" he replied, I also smiled at him, and I was happy because Brother Izal is not a grumpy man, because I have been traumatized by my uncle's evil anger since I was a child."yes, thanks for your understanding, when we met bang, when,he means when will my brother meet me?", my husband, "inshaa Allah, tomorrow Abang will come to meet my brother, my uncle's house adek, where is his address,?"he said, "in the sitamiang gang bang, pas on the side of the road, green house paint nmor ,28, there is a shop of the fireball bang", I replied."iya, tomorrow Abang call adek before leaving there, and wait Abang y dek",he replied, "yes bang, I wait for my brother at home" I replied with a smile. After an hour or so of talking on the phone, we ended it because we were sleepy and wanted to sleep, "hopefully dream of the deck"....
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