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Secret plan...

I actually wanted to teach Mira a lesson, but I wanted my husband to always feel guilty, if I pretended not to know about the betrayal he committed.

I have a secret plan that I'm working on right now. I cannot be rash in taking action, later I will also lose.

We rushed into the car, I asked my daughter Syakira to sit quietly with my sister-in-law, while I held my crying son, maybe he also felt the pain I was feeling right now.

I tried to be calm and hide my disappointment in my husband, so that my plan would work.

A few minutes later, you arrived in front of our house. I hurried down from the car while carrying my son, while my daughter walked with my sister-in-law to their bedroom, because since yesterday, my daughter has been rooming with my sister-in-law.

I threw my son's body into the baby box near our bed.

After that, I rushed to the bathroom to clean my body and change my clothes with my favorite peach color pajamas.

I came out of the bathroom, and I was wearing skin care I just bought online, and just delivered this morning by a courier.

After I finished my facial treatment ritual, I took a deep breath and took it out slowly from my mouth, so that my mind and heart would calm down a little.

I lay my body on the bed and covered my whole body, I don't care what my husband does anymore, maybe he's trying to persuade his store, or whatever, whatever, since my heart was numb to her, there was no longer any place in my heart, I was just waiting for the right time.

As I began to fall asleep, I heard the sound of my husband's footsteps walking slowly in our room. Tonight, I just want to sleep and sleep without a burden.

Time passed, morning came. As usual, I did my usual activities, cooking, cleaning the house and washing clothes with the help of my sister-in-law.

Heavy work feels light, if done together.

At exactly seven o'clock in the morning, all the homework, we're done.

" Dear, let's wake up, today Kira school!", I said while shaking my daughter's body.

" Yes ma, just a moment again ma, Kira is still sleepy" he said spoiled.

" Ntar, mama gelitikin want ya, if you do not wake up now, can be late to school dear", said me while tickling the soles of his feet, as a result, my daughter woke up too.

I bathed her in the bathroom, after which, I helped her put on her school uniform.

" Ma, Kira's hair is braided so I don't go out from inside the hijab" she said, smiling at me.

" Yes dear", I said as I took a comb to braid her hair.

Finished taking care of my daughter's needs, I rushed to our bedroom to see my son. He woke up and was playing with his father.

" Mommy's son is awake, baby" I said, holding my son and taking him out of our bedroom to the kitchen.

I gave water to my son and fed him rice with vegetable sauce and fried tofu that I had wanted in the hood.

" Mama, Kira wants to eat an omelet with a little chili", said my daughter while sitting in the chair in front of me.

" Covmba Kira looks first in the hood of saji, there is nothing that Kira asked for" I said with a smile on her face.

" What did you cook this morning?", asked my husband as he sat in the chair next to me.

" As usual", I said briefly as I was busy feeding my son who was eating voraciously.

" It's delicious also good cooking, so keep eating it" he said with a smile.

" That means all this time, my cooking has not been good, only today it feels good!", I said in a high tone while holding back my emotions.

" It's been good" he added.

" Yes ma, mama's cooking is always top - markotop kok ma" said my daughter while smiling at me.

I smiled at the praise from my daughter Syakira who was able to appreciate my hard work.

After breakfast, my husband left for work, and my daughter had already left for school in her pickup car.

I put my son to sleep in the cradle in the tv room, because our room was too narrow.

I asked my sister-in-law to clean the dining table and wash our dirty cookware and cutlery.

He started doing the work I asked him to do.

I rushed to our bedroom to lay down my body that was not tired, but my heart and mind were very tired.

I covered my whole body and cried all over under the blanket, until the pillow I was wearing was wet from my tears.

After crying so much, I finally fell into a deep sleep hugging my pillow.

I woke up because I heard the sound of my son's cry, when I had only fallen asleep half an hour ago, but I had to put my children's interests first rather than myself, it was already the taqdir of Allah SWT, but I had to put my children's interests first rather than my own, and I must be steadfast and strong in the face of this test of life, I said in my heart as I walked slowly towards the tv room.

I took my son from the cradle, and suckled my son so as not to cry anymore.

While busy taking care of my son, there was someone knocking on our door.

" Assalamualaikum", he said, pursing the door of our house.

" Wa alaikum salam", I said as I opened the door of our house.

" Kak Khadijah" I said, hugging him tightly and starting to cry.

" You why the deck, so miss the same brother yes, until crying gini" he said while returning my embrace.

" Whose brother is here?", I asked as I clasped his hand and led him into our house.

" Sister escorted with bang Raka here, because he had business in the mayor's office" he said while sitting in the guest chair.

" Wait on my sister" I said as I passed to the kitchen to make her a sweet tea.

I brought the tea while guiding my son who walked slowly to the living room.

" Habib is already big" said Khadijah while holding my son.

" Where's the big brother?", I asked.

" He was playing at his grandparents' house again, thank God since his older brother's son was born, they slowly accepted his older brother and loved his granddaughter very much" Khadijah explained.

" Thank God, my brother, they finally realized the kindness of Brother", I said with a smile on her.

" You guys are fine right deck?, because you see from the look on your face, you like depressed and a lot of trouble?", asked Khadijah while observing my movements.

" Thank God we are fine, my face like this is probably because it is too tired, taking care of children, husband and home" I said with a smile on her face.

" Ooh..thank God the deck, if you are okay here, if there is a problem, do not hesitate to contact your brother yes deck" he said with a smile on me.

" Thank you very much Brother for the kindness of Brother", I was moved.

" Yes, don't cry that, ntar Izal thought, brother hurts you again" he said with a laugh.

Izal who hurts my heart sis, even very sick and very deep, I said in my heart while smiling at him.

" Sister, let's eat first", ask me.

" Later on deck, because brother is still full, adek still sewing?", he asked.

" At this time, no brother, because Habib is still a child, if you are two years old, maybe I can start sewing clothes again brother" I said with a smile on him.

" It's good deck, ntar Brother sew clothes equally adek ja deh, if Uda starts to prosper again" he said.

" Sister does not add another momongan?, older children are already Gede, does bang Raka not want to have another child?", I asked.

" Yes will the deck, this is our second child program, again this business every night, hehehehe" said Kak Khadijah while grinning.

" Steady donk kak, mpe kerarnikan that yes", I said with a laugh.

" This adek can aja ya ngegodain brother, shy donk in the horrors of people ", said brother Khadijah with a smile.

" Let's just brother, it's a public secret, hehehe" I said, giggling.

Time has passed, my daughter Syakira has come home from school delivered by her school pickup car.

" Assalamualaikum ma", said my daughter as she greeted us in turn.

" Wa alaikum salam", we said together.

" How was school, baby?", I asked.

" It's normal" said my daughter as she passed away to her room to change her clothes.

" Why the Shakira?", Tanay kak Khadijah.

" You don't know, brother, maybe he's tired" I said with a smile on his face.

" Sister, I took Habib's rice first yes, maybe he was hungry, the installment continued to narek my clothes continue" I said as I got up from my seat and walked to the kitchen to take food for my son.

I brought my son's food to the tv room so that my son could eat quietly while watching TV movies and their favorite opon.

" Sister, let's chat here aja yuk ", call me.

" Yes", replied Khadijah as he walked slowly towards the tv room.

" Eat a lot on the deck" said my daughter who was passing by to the kitchen to pick up her food.

My sister-in-law had eaten first and was now taking a nap in their room.

After lunch, we continued our conversation in the living room.

" Assalamualaikum" said bang Raka as he approached us.

" Wa alaikum salam", we said together.

" Have you finished your business bang?", asked Khadijah.

" Thank God it's done" said bang Raka while smiling at him.

" Feed first brother, bang, just came home" I said with a smile.

" Depart the deck, if we come again here, we eat the rame-rame" said Khadijah comforting me.

" Okay then" I said with a smile.

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