Sebatang Kara's...

Grief and Wounds...

" Excuse me Mom, the neurologist who handles the mother's husband wants to meet the mother" said a nurse who stood to my right.

" All right, let's go to the neurologist's room" I said as I passed to the neurologist's room I already knew where it was.

" Assalamualaikum", I said, knocking on the door of his doctor's office.

" Go in" he said.

I opened the door and entered the room.

" Please close the door Sister" said the doctor.

" Please sit Mom" he said, pointing to the chair in front of him.

" Thank you sir, what did you call me?", I asked curiously.

" The current condition of the mother's husband is very alarming, because of the hard impact on his head, making him weaker even though he had time to wake up and look fine from the outside, he said, but it turns out that the nerves in his head are not functioning properly, so that makes the patient go back into a coma" he explained.

" So, what is the right solution to help the recovery of Izal bang sir?", I asked.

" If the mother's intention in terms of medical solutions has been done well, ma'am, and for the recovery of the patient, all of it is on the idzin Allah SWT, and if if the husband is pregnant, and if the husband is pregnant, he will lose his sight ", he explained.

" Athaghfirullah, sir please save Izal bang, because he must return to health as usual many responsibilities that he must bear" I said as I pleaded with the neurologist.

" As I said before, ma'am, in medical terms, we have done our best to save the patient, and for the patient's recovery, everything is in the hands of Allah SWT, pray Mom for the recovery of your husband" she said, smiling at me.

I was silent at his words. I got up from my seat and walked towards the door of the room.

I turned my body and said" Thank you very much sir for your kindness and help to bang Izal ", I said as I passed away through the door earlier.

I sat quietly in the hospital's patio chair and was confused as to what to do. Although Izal bang already hurt my feelings, but I always pray that Izal bang okay and always happy despite my suffering.

But, Allah SWT gave the test of life that we must live patiently and steadfastly. Maybe Allah SWT has prepared the best solution for the healing bang Izal.

O Allah, You are the All-Powerful over all, I give all to You, I said in my heart.

A few minutes later, I was summoned by one of the sisters who was taking care of Izal's bang.

" Mommy, someone's looking for mom and now they're waiting for you at the reception desk" she said.

I followed the Sister from behind. I just looked at her back, making me even more curious.

" Who is sir?", I asked spontaneously.

" It's me deck, bang Zainal Abidin" he said, turning his body.

" I'm sorry bang, who did I think I was, because my brother was so well dressed", I said with a smile on his face.

" Yes, it's nothing on deck, ooh yeah, I already know about the situation of Izal, your husband, the Sister told me, I'm sorry about your husband's condition" he said.

" Yes bang, thank you for your concern for us" I said.

" I want to tell you about your husband's hit-and-run, now he's in prison, even the man who told him to stay behind bars for life, for committing premeditated murder ", said explained.

" Thank God, may they be guided by Allah SWT, so that they may become better human beings in prison" I said.

" Are you not angry or vengeful towards them?", he asked.

" Why am I angry or vengeful to them bang, there is no benefit, all of it will not be able to restore the state of Izal bang as it was, as it was, after all, they have received a punishment that is worth the crime they committed ", I said.

He also kept silent to hear my words.

" So don't worry, all your husband's medical expenses are covered by health insurance and I will also help other medical expenses. Your husband's car is now in my house, if you want, you can come to your house to pick it up" he said.

" I don't want that car bang, if you want, you can buy it, because it's not a company car, it's a car he bought at the auction, as he said yesterday before the accident happened, I never had a problem with it, because we were already divorced, we just waited for a decision from the Sipirok state religious court" I explained.

" If the matter is, later I help sell it to a friend or brother, maybe the money can help the cost of living your children later" he said.

" Yes bang, thank you for your help, the car letters I saw were in the bag yesterday Brother, so the sales process can be done easily" I said.

" Well, if that's a bad wish" he said.

I will not let Mira get anything from the Izal bang, so that she can feel the pain that I felt for her actions to snatch my husband, I said in my heart.

After the conversation, bang Zainal went back to his house, while I went back to my uncle's house to see my children.

Right now, we're having dinner together at the dinner table.

" Last noon he was uncle, but when we got home, he went back to being critical, and now he's being treated in the ICU again" I explained.

" Is the collision wound so bad?", asked my aunt.

" Said his neurologist, he said a deep wound to his head that made the condition of Izal bang become severe like that" I said as I chewed my food and fed my son Habib.

" May Izal get well soon, son, so you don't think about him anymore" said my uncle.

I was silent to my uncle's words.

After dinner, I put my kids to bed in our bedroom.

It's been more than three days, I don't sell, I can't focus on taking care of my kids and my house, because Izal bang. Syakira, also two days out of school, I've told her homeroom about her father's condition. Thankfully, her homeroom teacher could understand our condition.

After putting my children to sleep, I rushed to the living room to meet my uncle.

" Uncle, if you'll excuse me to go to the hospital, ten o'clock at night, I come back here again, I want to see the condition of Bang Izal" I said.

" Yes son, be careful on the road yes, do not speed with the bike" said my uncle.

" Yes uncle", I said as I passed to my matic motorbike parking lot.

A few minutes later, I arrived in front of the hospital. After parking my motorbike, I rushed into the hospital, and walked towards the ICU room.

I saw Izal's bang still lying weakly on the patient's bed with some help from medical devices.

Actually, I was sad to see the situation, but I couldn't do anything about it. But, I wonder, why did Mira never contact Izal bang mobile number, because Izal bang mobile phone is on me these few days, even no SMS, because Izal bang phone, whether he already has another man who is more famous than Izal bang, I asked in my heart.

" Abaghfirullah, what I take care of that woman for, the important thing is that I should focus on taking care of my children and bang Izal, maybe tomorrow I will resell and deliver Syakira to school every day, she said, so that he does not miss the lesson, I said in my heart.

As I walked towards the chair in front of the ICU, someone called my name.

" Ani, what else is going on here?", he asked.

" Ooh, bang Zainal makes me surprised, who thought, this is I again see the condition of Bang Izal", I said while smiling at him.

" Ooh, should we have a chat in this hospital canteen" he asked.

" Well bang, I also want to drink coffee" I said as I got up from my seat and walked to the cafeteria.

A few minutes later, we arrived at the hospital cafeteria, and we immediately ordered drinks and snacks.

" Do you know why you could divorce your husband Izal?", he asked.

I was speechless, because I thought this was my personal matter, and I didn't want anyone else to interfere in my matter with Izal's bang.

" I'm sorry deck, if you have been sassy to ask about personal problems adek, brother just want to know, if you want to tell a story, maybe can reduce the burden on the heart adek, adek, and if you don't want to tell a story, it's also okay" he said again.

" It's okay, actually I feel hard to tell about my problem, but like you said, it might be able to reduce the burden on my heart", I said with a long sigh and took it out slowly.

" Bang Izal is married to another woman behind me, and that woman is his former lover, and they love each other, whereas I am only among the love they have, maybe you already understand what I mean", I said as I looked into his eyes.

Bang Zainal was silent to my words. Maybe he doubted my words, but I don't care about his judgment, he wants to believe it or not, that's his right.

After finishing my coffee drink, I decided to go home to the Zainal bang.

" I go home first, because I have to take care of my children at my uncle's house", I said as I moved to the cashier's desk.

" Any brother who pays the deck, do not be embarrassed Abang donk, by paying our food and drink bills" he said.

" Yes bang, I know that Brother will pay, I want to be wrapped in fried kok bang, to take home, can I bang?", I asked while smiling at him.

" Yes can deck, please, wrap as much, if possible, brother who sent adek to the house uncle adek, how?", he asked while smiling at me.

" I'm sorry Bang, I don't think I can, because I don't want any slander that will happen if you take me home, let alone late at night, anyways I bring a motorcycle matic kok bang, anyway, You don't have to worry ", I said with a smile on her.

" Well then", he said briefly.

" Thank you bang, for your kindness and for the treat" I said as I passed towards my matic motorcycle parking lot.

I saw the silent bang Zainal from a distance enjoying his coffee, and for a moment he waved his hand at me, and I returned the wave of his hand and passed away on my motor matic.

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