RAGIL (First Love)
Season 2 #33
Every living person will face death in time. We just wait for our turn.
- Author
"Happy birthday, Ka." said Saga on a mound of earth that has been sprinkled with various types of colorful flowers. The ground looked wet, as a result of the watering that Saga gave it a few minutes ago.
He also brought two bouquets of fresh flowers for him to put on the death tomb of his wife and his future son. Saga looked down deeply, his lips were seen flailing prayers.
The two centers on the right and left sides were not separated from his watch. He stroked the surface of the ground, as if he were touching Azka and their baby with love and affection.
"Are you celebrating this day yet? I'm here to make my own. But I am not sad, because even though you have left me in the world. You never really left. You stay alive here." said Saga.
"Ka, two weeks ago Kara was out of custody. He's hit, I intentionally didn't tell him about your return." Saga looked down, though,
"You knew? you're lucky, you're lucky to meet Kara. He's a sincere person, and believe it or not, I feel like even he loves you more than I do. I'm jealous." Saga chuckled, "But I'm luckier, because you've always chosen me."
"Thank you for everything Ka. Thank you for all the happiness you love. Thanks for all the lessons you taught me. I will never meet anyone better than you. Me, here will always remember you. No matter how quiet our house is, no matter how many people you bring to keep you. You, will never be replaced by anyone."
"Oiya, Ocha send greetings. He can't come here today. Profs. Ara and Nita too. Looks like Nita's coming back to Kara, she said she'd be here after meeting Kara." Saga finished her speech.
Saga got up, after stroking the two heads back. He stepped up from there, his eyes sad. Describing how losing Azka was the greatest loss she had experienced in her lifetime. But Saga never felt hopeless, he still considers Azka in his life. Azka, stay alive in her chest, in every beat of her heart, in every breath. Azka, always living inside her.
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A beautiful cake was placed in front of him. The candle that was burning on it was swaying due to the gusts of wind coming in from between the trellis of the window.
"Make a wish for Azka, Gil." said someone in front of him. Ragil closed his eyes, taking a deep breath before exhaling slowly.
*Ka, how are you? I have no hope for you. You're better there. You do not need to think about the tiredness of the world, tired of working like a horse, let alone the nyinyirnya netizen +62. You, all right there? I want to meet you Ka. I miss your smile, I miss the same bawel lo. I. kangen the same lo Ka.
Ka, as you think, I have now found someone who is sincere with me, no matter how depraved I used to be, no matter how bad my past, he still accepts me Ka. Here, the angel you sent me, huh? Thanks yeah.
You know what? he is now in front of me, even he nemenin me every time I celebrate your birthday two years. He was always ready to go to my tomb. He, like the incarnation of your affection into my Ka. I am grateful to meet him, just as grateful as I was ever destined to meet you.
I'm going to bed him next month. Doain from there, Ka, say the same God, to always abound for all my business. Later, if I get married, do you come? in a dream, no papa. I just want to look at you, if I'm really happy now. As you requested.
Lastly, I hope we will be allowed to meet in Heaven with God. It's up to you as what, but I hope I'm given a chance to see you there again. I still owe you. I hope you will receive my redemption.
I'm so sorry about Ka. Very*.
His eyes opened, coinciding with the extinguishing of the fire on the candle. Ragil smiled, the wind was like bringing Azka back here. Together they celebrated his birthday which he never celebrated before he died.
"We're home?" ask the girl in front of him.
"Come, I'll take you home." Ragil agrees.
"I want to know Azka. Looks like, she's a special woman." said the girl next to him. Now they are in the middle of the road. The cake that was bought was held tightly on the lap of the girl.
"Hemm, you can get to know him quite well from my story."
"Hhhmm, when are we going to his grave again?"
Ragil turned his head, then returned to focusing on the streets. "Not today, today the Azka navel belongs to Saga. If you spare tomorrow, we can go there." the girl nodded.
"Gill?"
"Yes?"
"I want Azka's permission tomorrow" Ragil scrunched his forehead. His eyes were still focused forward. "I want permission to take care of you, to make you happy. May Azka be happy when you know you're happy."
"Thank you, Azka must have been as if you were talking about it." The girl's head was broken with a smile.
"Kuenya so we send to the children again?" Ragil nodded, "OK."
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"Kar, you like someone else?"
"But sotoy! But yes," he said cuek.
"Who?"
"It's definitely not you, Tea. I have a high appetite for life partner problems." he replied rancidly.
"So" Azka snorted, "I really asked. Who else do you like? I know dong."
"Without me knowing him, you know him, Tea" he replied without looking.
"Seriously??" Kara nodded.
"Canty isn't?"
"Okay," he replied.
"Beauty me dong!" Kara just muttered indistinctly. You are the one! It is said to be ordinary, it means ordinary!
"You're not so hard to come! You were not invited to marry me!" his reply instantly got a sharp delicacy from the woman next to him.
"Here's the evil." Camebik Azka.
Kara opened her eyes, she was still sitting at the same table since morning. The first table that brought him to Azka. The table in the middle of the reading room of their former campus library. The desk that leads Kara knows many sides of a girl's life that interest her.
Kara, despite having been released from her custody two weeks ago. However, he felt more and more imprisoned by his guilt. He caused his Azka to be gone. His efforts to protect Azka, in fact, made Azka hurt, even leave them. If he hadn't done it. If only he had let Azka solve her own problem. Maybe the woman is in front of him. Throw strange sentences, bring on everything, or just moody complaining about many things.
Ah, Kara misses Azka. Azkanya who had not become Azkanya since three years ago. But strangely, he still always felt that Azka was Azkanya. Azka has always been Azkanya. At any time, Azka remained the Azkanya.
"Kara, have you been waiting a long time?" nita's voice suddenly filled her hearing. Sabotaging himself from the daydreams that had left him nowhere.
"Eh, Nit. No, just came." Nita just smiled. He obviously knew Kara was there since eight in the morning. He saw it from the visitor's book at the reception desk.
"So, where are you going today?"
"This is it."
"Will not go to the tomb?"
"Today must be Saga there. I don't want to disturb."
"So..?"
"I want to be here, at this table." Nita glanced, what's so special about this table?
Nita sat in the chair in front of Kara. "This table..?"
"The first time I met Azka's desk." Kara chuckles, but her eyes are glaring. His eyes were sad, filled with sorrow and regret. Nita only ber ooh ria without sound.
"Kar, emm.I understand how you feel. But Mr. Saga dropped me off to say this to you. Mr. Saga said, this is all fate. You don't have to feel guilty." a heavy breathing sound coming from Kara's nose.
"I think Mr. Saga is right. We are all.. will indeed die in time, right? So is Azka."
"Azka won't die if it's not because I hit him, Nit." cut Kara.
"Azka died because it was time for him to return to the lap of the Almighty, Kar."
"Through my intermediary."
"It's just.."
"Hmm." Kara grunts.
"Azka wouldn't be happy to see you like this." Kara closed her eyes, trying not to hear Nita's words. Both of them remained silent for a long time. Kara did not open her eyes. Nita got up to pick up some books for her to read. It seemed, he should have other activities besides seeing Kara who was depressed so.
"Kar. Nita said." That voice was very familiar to Kara. He opened his eyes, getting Azka to sit where Nita had been.
"Ka.." call him shrewd.
"Hush! not polite. Azka Tea!" Azka swearing funny.
"How are you?"
"I'm happy there. You should be happy too. Saga and Nita. It's not your fault. Sorry for having to spend 2 years there." Kara just chuckles, though,
"Kar, promise me."
"What?" lazy answer.
"Smile dong. You have to smile! you have to be happy, or I'll just keep quiet there. okay!" Kara flicked her lips, poking the shoulder of indifferent marks.
"Promise yes! okay?"
"okay."
"Kar?? Hey, Kar? can you fall asleep here? Oh my God" Nita shook Kara's shoulder.
"What, Ka?"
"Hey, it's me. Nita." Kara blinked her eyes, Nita sat back in her chair. Kara was still silent, Nita chose to open the book she took earlier. Until Kara finally raised her voice.
"Happy Birthday, Azka."
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Thank God, the end is also finally Ragil season 2. May this end make all satisfied, yes. If you can, I want to ask for comments dong for Ragil's story from season 1 to season 2. Make me a memory. Hehehe. You see, after this, I will definitely miss Ragil, Azka, Saga, and Kara. And with your comments, I'll be even more pleased to remember this story.
Ehehe.
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