RAGIL (First Love)
DUA
There is nothing wrong with love.
We can't stop him from coming and going.
-azka
"So, how are you with Rasya?" ask Ocha on the sidelines of their conversation. Ocha immediately approached Azka when he got home. The long years they spent without each other. The distance that pauses, the busyness that parades their relationship can not actually erode the friendship of the two.
"We're done, Cha. And that was a long time ago. Please don't make me remember those memories." Azka said and then sighed
"OK, okay. Then, Ragil?" asked Ocha while looking at Azka's pitch-black netra
"Hemmm" Azka paused for a moment. "Still the same as before. Come on, Cha, it's a long-time boy's love." Azka seemed reluctant to discuss the subject of unrequited love while still sitting in junior high school.
"Is it really just a boy's love?" ask Ocha sansi
Azka spread her shoulders, she did not want to bother. His fingers again played the phone that did not vibrate earlier. Scroll up scroll down activities are futile.
"She may still be the same as before" said Azka lirih
"Yes, especially after you and Rasya.." Ocha's words hang.
"Yes, and I'm gonna get more guilty of it all"
"Ka, there's nothing wrong with love. When he comes, you will never be able to hold him. And also when he has to go. And I think you've been really good at how you feel all along" Ocha took Azka's wallet open next to her, pointing to the R. A. symbol that had been written before. The paper is still stored in Azka's wallet. Azka smiled forcedly, He still kept the emblem. The emblem that He wrote before when his heart was at the peak of admiration for a Ragil.
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"Are you in love?" ask Ocha to Azka who is sitting next to him. The girl seemed to be smiling to herself.
"Ehm ehm" he replied reluctantly, but the smile was still etched clearly on his face. Anyone who looks will think the same with Ocha.
"Trus why are you smiling like that?" ask Ocha again
"It's okay Cha"
"So don't want a story?" caju Ocha
"Where well, hehe" Azka still smiled, then He took a breath, held it for a while and exhaled it slowly. Looking at a friend who since a year ago has always been a place to exchange stories.
"You see him?" azka asked while pointing at someone who was sitting far away across them. Ocha narrowed her eyes.
"Rase?" ask Ocha guess
"No, but the next one" Azka blushed a little
"Who? Ragil???" Ocha was flabbergasted to find Azka's cheeks were as red as tomatoes next to her.
"You like Rag-?"
"Satrssst!!! Don't fad!" azka hurriedly shut the mouth of the girl next to her, who was already chuckling due to Azka's increasingly strange behavior. Azka took off her hand after she felt Ocha was quite calm. Although Ocha still giggled amusedly, he tried to regulate his breathing, preparing to hear his best friend's words about a man named Ragil, who was none other than Ocha's classmate in the seventh grade.
"Jadii?" ask Ocha to start
"Nadia? Sacred? Anne?" Ocha used the names of their Azka classmates. Azka shakes.
"I don't dare tell them the same story. Let this be a secret between me, my heart, and the God who is up there. And also you who now know" said Azka steady. "Promise yes, not stories. I also hope for nothing. I'm just amazed, like, I don't know what else it's going to feel like" He looked at Ragil who was laughing over there. He seems to be joking or exchanging jokes with his friends. Azka tells how she was initially attracted to Ragil, whom she did not know because of the different classes. He also admitted that some of the reasons why He often approached Ocha was so that He could also catch a glimpse of Ragil's whereabouts in that class. Even Azka also told how she was very surprised when she knew that she would be in class with Ragil when class division in eighth grade.
"I guess Rasya. because he said Rasya likes you" Ocha asked after Azka finished telling her.
"Why does it feel like the same class? Uh, wrong tapi, how does it feel like the same class of gebetan that his best friend likes and sneakethin you?" Ocha slipped a tickle between his questions. He closed his mouth, holding his laughter back.
"What the hell is Cha. Rasya same I do not deket. Just because of class, and..."
"and chatted frequently since her brother died. Aye right? I know you like to chat with Rasya" Ocha couldn't help but laugh, He chuckled beside Azka.
Azka snorted in annoyance. Upset at himself, because what Ocha said was true. Instead of approaching Ragil, or vice versa, he was closer to Rasya, my friend and friend of Ragil himself. Even though it doesn't change anything. In fact, he was more interested in Ragil than Rasya. Although compared to Ragil, Rasya was more friendly.
"Don't get upset as soon as Ka. Well, at least if Ragil ga dapet, there is still Rasya. Same sweet right?" Ocha teased Azka who was already a little pouting.
"Enak. If you have a goal that must be focused, do not think of backup first" Ocha increasingly open to hear Azka's speech.
"Yeah. Hope you are a match. Hihihah"
"What the hell, we're still eighth grade. How come mate" the red tinge reappeared on Azka's white cheeks
"Loh, kok gamau didoain be a mate. Can it be later after a long time we bergelang buana, college, work, uh it turns out to meet again. Trus y'all get married" said Ocha lightly
"Married? Geez, I haven't thought that way yet Cha" Azka said as she patted her forehead. Honestly, he didn't think that far. They were young, just a teenager who had just tasted what puberty was like. It's still the most superficial taste. He admires Ragil, who feels inexplicable and gives no reason. Even if Ocha asks why he likes the man, Azka is sure she has no definite answer. Let the feeling flow, he thought. Pearl sentences about love that mill around on internet search pages often say, "Love can come for no reason". Again Azka thought, Let what He felt for Ragil come without reason, so that when He must go, he will not leave excuses.
"But aamiin-in isn't?" ask Ocha a little teasing
"Aamiin-in deh, amiin is the most serious" Azka smiled
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"So, the day after tomorrow will gather with the children?" tanya Ocha pulled me from the daydream that kept us quiet for some time.
"Yes, here. Are you sure Gabisa's coming with Cha?" azka asked hoping that the answer from the lips of the girl next to her would change
"No way, sorry. I have to go to Grandma's house" she replied as disappointed as Azka
"I'm scared"
"meet Ragil?" his tanyanya convinced his guess
"Yes, just this time, he's coming together with us right. Just this time, I met her again"
"Yes good dong. be reasonable Ka. Don't get too carried away" said Ocha trying to calm down. He stroked his best friend's shoulders, closing their heads until they leaned against each other.
"Don't be the one I said a long time ago. After a long time you guys breezed, college, work, uh now see you again. Trus y'all married" said Ocha floated his dream when Azka first told him that Ragil, was his first love.
"Aamiinin again don't?" said Ocha while nudging Azka's arm sitting next to him.
"Come" Azka replied while shrugging her shoulders.
