RAGIL (First Love)
Season 2 #18
Let this be the saddest and most painful penance. There will be a happy time for me.
-ragile
Kara is fond of a flashdrive she received from her friend, Beni. There were recorded all the activities that took place around rooms numbered 376 and 380 on the day he was at the Crown for a seminar. His suspicion about Azka's movements that day, made him sure that something was not supposed to happen, which seized Azka's mind. So when Azka disappears from the closing ceremony, Kara immediately darts in search of the woman. He then found Azka standing glued in a hallway between the doors of the hotel room. Not far from him, two people who Kara does not know who is kissing friendly. Whether there is any connection between Azka and one of them, which is clear that the scene makes Azka's legs shake, even he looks almost unsteady. Azka photographed the scene, Kara did not understand what her purpose was. Only, the action did not go smoothly. Azka is almost caught and caught off guard, if no one pulls her into one of the hotel rooms.
Only after she receives the flashdrive does Kara know that the one who attracted Azka is Ragil. He was in the room together with a friend whose name is listed as room number 380. While two people Azka examined, Kara still did not know. All he knows is that room number 376 was booked in Reno's name, which Kara doesn't even know who the man is.
Then, after he knew the truth, what would he do? Will he continue to let Azka into the hole of his past even further? Although Kara does not know what the motive of all Azka's treatment to the figure of her first love, but Kara believes that this should not be allowed. He did not give up so that Azka returned in the puddles of the past that squeezed him. He told Azka that she could be happy with Saga, the good man in Azka's life. But why did Ragil actually reappear in front of Azka after one year disappeared?
Wait, did Ragil really show up? or is it Azka who is too happy to search until they finally find each other again? Aaagh!! why could Azka be so stupid when it comes to a Ragil? Even her, that girl-emm seems like Azka is no longer a girl right?-, willing to drown herself, barely sacrificing her marriage just for a Ragil? Kara was completely out of thought for all of those things.
With a quick movement, he grabbed the car keys and darted out of his apartment. He must stop one of them, or they will all be destroyed in a hole called the past that is never finished. Or even by a misunderstanding. He drove his car to a place, a place he knew would bring him to meet someone among them.
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Ragil returns home in a state of chaos. He was too tired with all his hours. He walked towards his room. But realizing that the house was still in complete darkness, Ragil realized one thing. Marsha wasn't there. He pressed the light switch, giving a glimmer of light to the surrounding dark room. He opens the door to the room Marsha used while in Jakarta, although Ragil does not know if the woman actually used it. The room was empty, Marsha was really not home. So, where's the lady?
Ragil traced the empty room, noticing the still-cluttered mattress with a pair of pillows and bolsters. The corner of his heart grimaced, he still could not believe experiencing all of this. In the past, maybe he really loved Marsha. But after that betrayal, his heart was completely shut. Closed from the word sorry, closed from the desire to refer back, also closed from the sense of acceptance of the marriage he is now living. If Marsha was the one she loved first, maybe her fate as a husband wouldn't be like this. If he married the woman he loved, maybe he would be like another married couple. He will be welcomed every time he comes home from work and released with love every time he leaves for work in the morning. Perhaps, marriage will be as beautiful as people say if that's the case. Ah, not the right moment he's dreaming of right now. Marsha wasn't there, even when she said she loved Ragil. He is still with Reno. Is his wife really with Reno?
Tsk, why is he thinking about it. Doesn't he not care? Didn't he say that Marsha was free to go anywhere because he never wanted to? Even if it is true that the woman, who is now his wife, is currently having fun with her affair.
"Bang Ke!!!"
Remembering the name, anger and disgust re-emerged. Taking over all the melancholy feelings that had possessed. Now or before, in fact Marsha was never satisfied with just him. Marsha was like a fox in Ragil's eyes. He binds one heart to a sacred bond, but behind it all he is playing with another man.
Remembering the action of Marsha yesterday the day after tomorrow in his room made Ragil immediately snatched the books.
"****!!!!!!" he shouted as he looked at the row of account mutations imprinted there. In less than a week, the cunning woman not only fed him up, but she also drained his savings.
Ragil opened another savings book. Can he feel relieved? that only one successful savings book did the woman drain?
"BANG SUL!!!" So this is what Marsha was looking for in her room. What else did the woman take from her closet? with his tabjngan book he rushed into the room. Open the drawer and check the files that are there. Everything's secure. It turns out that the theater is his wife. Is Reno less able to live it? it doesn't make sense. Why he cheated on Reno so long ago if he couldn't live it. Haha!
Apparently, Marsha is really a parasite in Ragil's life, and as a unwilling benevolent host, Ragil will make sure that the divorce is imminent.
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After he finished with his bathing ritual, he headed to the dining room to fill his stomach. It's the lyrics of a food storage cabinet, there's nothing but instant noodles. He had forgotten that he had not bought food for a few days. On the table there was only bread and some jam. With a heavy heart he applied the jam to the layer of bread and gently bit it. The shadow of her dream wedding is back. If he married a good woman, his dinner wouldn't be this sad, would it? Even if his wife is not good at cooking, he can order food from the outside and eat it together. Not alone as it is now. As it turns out, realize yourself are not alone, but it turns out it is more sad than the ugly singles.
Ragil was about to pick up the second layer, as his phone rang. From unknown number. Wh who? thought.
He opened the contents of the notification on his phone when the phone ringing was over, a missed call, then he would call back, his phone rang again.
"Mr Ragil?" ask the voice, "Your wife on behalf of Marsha Deliano Putri is in our office due to the destruction and making a scene. Hope you can meet him here and you can give him a guarantee for his freedom."
Nah kan. What else is this? why is he always getting shit like this?
