
This is not the hope I want. But if God asks, I'm sure you'll be happier in his care.
-ragile
"You.. are you happier now, Gil?" Ragil.
"You're happier after you've been separated from your wife. I beg you, you must be truly happy to avenge all this." Saga got up, looking very frustrated on his face. Yes, right now all Saga wants is Azka to wake up from her coma. Whatever his wife wanted, Saga would not hesitate to grant it. Even if it means he has to let go. Or if it means he must continue to be friends with Azka's increasingly broken feelings. Saga felt that was all he could do.
Saga is not Kara, who loves Azka by letting her go. Nor did Ragil, who had always had all the attention of Azka for a dozen years. He only wanted to be himself as he had promised Azka, to be the husband who had accepted her, who would always accompany her despite all her imperfections. He will always be on Azka's side, even if it means sharing Azka's heart space with others. In fact, he wanted to help Azka ensure the happiness of Ragil, if Azka happy is to see the man happy. Whatever, he'll do it.
Saga walked away from the bed. Plunge his body over the sofa in the corner of the room. Now, it was Ragil's turn to hold that cold hand. He looked down deeply, enjoying the cold sensation mixed with the warmth between his hands and Azka's hands.
"Well, when do you wake up? you don't want to see a cool widower?" Ragil chuckles. "Ka, I'm already cere. Marsha is back with Reno. ck, I'm really saying Ka, she's a crazy girl. But now I am calm, I am free. As you said, I am happy. You know what? I just met a girl, a new employee at the office. Beautiful Ka, though not as beautiful as you. What if I'm the same as him?" Ragil sighed. He's down again.
"Ntar if I get married, you have to come to Ka. This time I won't cover it all up again. As you want Ka, I'll be happy. My story will be happy ending as you requested." one tear escaped from her telaganya.
"Ka, I'd like to ask you something too. I want to ask you to stop hurting yourself, stop hurting Saga, your husband. Lo inget no, I ever say this? You have to fight harder for the love you will get from your husband. Lo inget, right? Love saga is the same. I'd be so happy that from now on, you can love him as much as he loves you."
"Lo know what? now I feel very happy, not because I always get love from you. But because I know, you've always been guarded by people who love you so much." Ragil turned his head towards Saga, the man was already standing up again from the fall.
"Ka, I'm happy. No more excuses for everything. Please give me another bang, I'm sorry for the lost candidate because you had to see me that afternoon. I'm really, really happy now."
Saga approached, he took another hand of Azka. He sat on the other side of the bed opposite to Ragil's position.
"Ka, I love you so much."
"It's not just Saga that loves you Ka. I love you too."
Along with that sentence, that second also the voice from the monitor on the bed sounded loudly. The sound of it lengthened their ears. And their gazes turned on the screen on the machine, both of them glued.
Like being weighed down by a heavy burden, both hearts were congested. Getting the line up and down bobbing on the screen is now changing into a long straight line along the monitor.
Straight line...
This was the hope they had obtained after waiting for such a long time. It turned out, this was why they ended up doing it all.
Azka, have to go. Leaving the two, leaving their families, and choosing to follow the baby who had first reached the greeting sky.
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Azka: Gil, you really don't do that, do you?
Ragil: Which thing?
Azka: That is what you told me at that time. You..not that cool, are you? You... have never done that bad thing to Marsha?
Ragil: What do you want the answer to?
Azka: Please tell me you never did that. Please tell me, if you're still the same Ragil that I used to know.
Ragil: (chuckles) You want that?
Ragil: I'm not as smart as you think Ka. I am still holy. I still pantes if you want to be the same me. (chuckles again)
Azka: Thanks.
Ragil: Thanks for that?
Azka: Thank you for not being a breng. I'm not strong if your image here (show heart) has to change. I don't want you to turn into a breng sek person, even if it's only on my mind.
Ragil: So love. (grim).
Azka: I am now ready to love Saga completely. But permit me to keep this story, taste, and memory.
Ragil (nodding, smiling while breaking the top of Azka's head)
Czech: Gil?
Ragil: Yes?
Azka: I'm sorry that our story never worked.
Ragil: Not all love stories have to work, Ka.
Azka: You have to be happy, promise?
Ragil: as you wish.
Czech: Gil..
Ragil: Yes?
Azka: I'm saying goodbye.
(sending a verse)
"First love does not always promise to succeed until the end.
But let me stay in my imagination.
That you are the most beautiful creature that has ever stopped flawlessly."
Ragil: His words steady Ka. Thanks for always thinking I'm good.
Czech: Gil, Gil,
Ragil: Yes?
Azka: Meet you again, My first love