RAGIL (First Love)
Season 2 #24
Can I still trust you? I'm starting to falter, but I have to hold on, right?
- Saga
Arriving at the hospital, Azka immediately received treatment by obstetricians and gynecologists. Kara who accompanied heard the doctor's explanation during the examination. He grimaced when the doctor said that Azka was weak. Physical conditions are tired, psychologically disturbed due to stress, making the content is still eight weeks old it becomes vulnerable.
"You have to rest Tea, your content is too weak to be carried to work hard" said Kara. Nita is taking care of the administration, leaving Kara accompanying Azka in the waiting room.
"Yes, I'll be careful. Please don't tell Saga. Let me tell him." Azka told Kara.
"Don't delay. Saga must know that in your stomach the seeds have grown from it."
"Ck," Azka just clucked in response to Kara's rant.
"Don't forget, you can't do bed sports."
"Kara!"
"Aw! lt hurts! What's wrong with my tea? I'm just talking about the doctor's explanation!" said Kara sewot while stroking her head that was hit by a piece of Azka who was next to her.
"No need to be checked. I'm really snotting." Azka was very upset, how could Kara say that casually in the waiting room like this. Azka was ashamed, even though no one actually heard.
"Teh," call Kara.
"Yes? why?" azka replied still.
"Did we leave your apartment something happen?" hearing Kara's question, Azka stiffened in place.
"What happens until you fall? bleeding out? and pain?"
"There is no Kar. Suddenly I felt sick." Azka told a lie.
"Is that red cheek just make up? it's not usually you make your cheeks redder than the others." Kara's lead is a little quip. Azka's reflexes were holding her cheeks. The cheek is still painful. Remembering Marsha slapped him twice with great force.
"i-it, hemm.. I-"
"Ka, these vitamins are the same blood enhancer. You drink it." said Nita who was near them. "Eh-h-have a chat, huh? hehehe sorry cut up." said Nita who noticed Kara's fierce gaze.
"Not really Nit. Yuk's home. I'm nauseous here." take Azka who was immediately embraced by the two.
The three of them go home, with Nita and Azka sitting in the passenger seat while Kara herself in front holds the wheel. Just like an online taxi driver.
"One in front why the hell?" ask Kara in the middle of the trip.
"Diem aja bawel's. Azka Kasian if sitting in front, later her stomach is nervous." replied Nita origin.
"Still flat Mom, her stomach. Oh my God, you guys just make me look like an onlen taxi kang!" kara Spray. Nita and Azka giggled.
"Eh, Kar. Kecilin dong music, Prof. Ara called." pinta Nita on Kara to shrink the sound of the music player in the car. Kara extended her hand towards the music player. Press the minus (-) button several times to lower the volume.
"Hello, sir."
"..."
"Oh, yes it's done. We're on our way out of the hospital a few minutes ago."
"..."
"It's okay sir."
"..."
"..."
"Yes Sir. Okay." Okay."
"Why?" ask Azka when Nita hangs up the phone with their supervisor.
"Kar, I'm anterin to the office first yes before Azka. Mr. Ara asked me to help there because the expert team was lacking." said Nita who was managed by Kara. He drove his car towards their office at a crossroads. Azka was still waiting for an explanation. He was ready to come to the office if there was anything important, he thought. He forgot he had just barely lost the baby in his womb.
"Mbak Mira also came home, she said her son was sick. You're the same as me here. So Mr. Ara is less people." explained Nita when she found Azka's face still showed an expression waiting for her question that Nita had not answered.
"Judah I'm coming, yeah,"
"NO!!!" answer Kara and Nita compact.
"OK, I'm home. No need to glare at it, bejoking me Nit, Kar." said Azka resignedly.
Kara restarts her car when Nita gets off in the lobby of the building where their rental office is located. Azka now sits in the front passenger seat. And it's true that there's nothing to do with sitting in the front seat with a belly like Nita said. Why be thinking? Obviously Nita was just making it up. You idiot! think Kara.
The journey that took a long time because of the traffic jam made Azka's eyes slowly closed. He seems exhausted. Kara realized it turned off the music that was heard from the music player. Remaining silent in the air. His hands stretched out to change the wind direction from the AC so as not to lead directly to Azka's body.
"Tea, wake up Tea." Kara shook Azka's body when she finished parking the car in the basement of Azka's apartment.
"Teh, hey. I'm here, when do I want to carry? Oh, ah, heavy! It's not a novel" he said. However, Azka remained unmoved. He saw the tired face of Azka who was asleep. Although a tired murat was visible, but his facial expression was calm. Perhaps this is the new quality sleep Azka gets after some time of this continuing to take care of their research project.
Kara smiled. He enjoyed the view while leaning his head on the wheel. He recalled the times he was so crazy about the woman. Women who even today still continue to consider him a boy, a sister, or something. Yeah, he's right. Azka still remains the same Azka even though she is now married. He remains his Azka.
Kara remembers how Azka used to be. He at least knew what Azka had experienced since she was alone. And at the moment, it turns out the condition is not too much different. He is still tied to his feelings. Although now Kara can see that her feelings are not much greater than the first time they met. Kara knows, Azka has started to love Saga with all her heart. Although Ragil, he still could not eliminate completely. His first love was strong. Everything that Azka went through was so heavy, even to this day when he had possessed Saga.
Getting married does not guarantee our lives automatically happy?
Kara let out her breath. Marriage will always be happy if we choose to be happy. Happiness is a choice. Whether alone or both, if we do not choose to be happy, we will not be happy. Aye right?
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"You should know that your presence is necessary. Please do not be consumed by the unclear news. Moreover, it was just a shipment from an irresponsible person."
The words were always on his mind. However, it is undeniable that he was burned by jealousy and anger when an unknown number sent him all the photos. Photos that not only show what happened at the hotel. But also the events before that, which he did not even know.
"aaagh. I don't know which one to believe. Can I trust you Ka? Aggh, Damn!!"
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"Does he know? And he chose to keep believing? then we make a new chapter. Make him start not believing." The woman should also feel lost as she feels. Must. He glanced at the clock in his hand. The time is 16:30. Maybe Ragil will be home.
"Damn! I have to get out of that house? ****!" He hit the steering wheel alternately with the head he bent into the seatback. "Where should you go? **** nero! Lo where the hell is. The car you live in!"
He grabbed his cell phone lying in the passenger seat next to him. Checking his savings balance, which is the savings balance he moved there a few days ago. He counted, then clucked. It looks like he will choose to stay by renting a temporary apartment. He won't come home until he takes revenge.
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"Hello Bang, I can't go home yet. Can I ask you to take care of this divorce file?"
"..."
"OKAY. Sorry ngerepotin. I'm told you. Thanks a lot."
Welcome to divorce court. In his heart he felt relieved, that this shitty journey was about to end. I hope what he does goes well. Uh, should she say thank you to Azka? Hasn't he helped a lot? Yes it seems so, he will try to contact Azka. Or maybe he should ask permission first?
Huh! why gerogi gini. I want a first date. Crazyhead!.
