RAGIL (First Love)
Season 2 #28
This loss will teach us, that keeping is one form of love.
- Saga
Saga gets home. He was a little more calm. Kara was right, she had to be calm and not get carried away by emotions. He knew Azka was not in good condition. Moreover, their quarrel last night still did not improve. Saga has to be patient a little more.
However, he was determined to ask Azka to choose. Saga always said that she would accept Azka, helping her escape the snare of her first love. But a year of living it and now Azka just seemed to not appreciate, making her a little weak.
Saga reached into her pocket, grabbed the phone in there. He discusses the contact of someone he feels can give a view of this problem.
"Halo Assalamu'alaikum." said the person across the phone.
"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. Cha?"
"The saga? Wh why? tumben call? Azka all right?" ocha's voice sounded worried.
"He's good, still good as before. Cha's? did Azka tell you about Ragil again?"
Ocha budging, there is a sense of worry that spread. Does Saga know about Ragil? Oh my God, it's his fault. He shouldn't have told Azka about Ragil, just yet.
"No, Azka didn't tell me anything. Indeed why?"
"They've been seeing each other a lot lately. Azka, still loves Ragil so much? What is my effort lacking? Is it time for me to step down?" frustration is very evident there. Making Ocha cuckoo.
"Saga, please, listen to Azka's explanation. Forever, Azka will still choose you. Azka will take care of your marriage. He's not gonna destroy it all just because of Ragil."
"really?" ask Saga sangsi.
"I'll bet. Saga, please, whatever you know about Azka and Ragil, please keep believing in Azka. Azka really needs you."
Is it true Azka needs it more than what she feels for Ragil? Saga really did not understand, whether he was being hit by emotions, or indeed he could not stand all this. Did his efforts all this time mean nothing? Will he really be able to survive with Azka? Wouldn't Azka just get hurt more if all this stayed this way?
The voices filled Saga's head. He needed water to refresh his mind. He walked to the bathroom in his room. Open the door slowly and walk towards the sink. He washed his face, making it fresher. From the corner of his eye, he caught an object lying just like that in the corner of the room. It was a testpack that yesterday he threw in any direction. It doesn't seem to be visible so Azka doesn't clean it up. Ah, that name appeared in his mind. He missed Azka, but it seemed defeated by the disappointment and jealousy in his heart.
Saga picked up the little thing. He examined the mark on the end. The column is marked with a small positive red color. The markings are already a little faint because they may be exposed for too long. Saga menggelos, yesterday he did not see the sign. He only saw from the testpack shaped rods with two red lines at the end.
Wait, does this mean.. Is Azka actually pregnant? Then why didn't Azka say that to her?
"Yes God! Azka's pregnant? And since last night we've been quiet?" his words yesterday kept ringing. Saga lowered her head in front of the sink while holding the testpack in her hand.
"Can I say that yesterday? Oh God.. Azka, why don't you tell me you're actually pregnant?" Saga is happy not to play. Is this what Azka would tell him? Is this why you want to go home early today? And right now, all Saga wanted was to see his wife immediately. "Pet home baby, I can't wait to hear you tell me if you're pregnant." murmured Saga squeezed the testpack in her hand.
He immediately came out, and tidied himself in front of the mirror. He should be in good shape to welcome Azka home. Azka will be home soon.
Saga sumringah, smile can not be separated from his lips. Until a call from Kara made him fixated. His phone just fell.
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Saga ran along the hospital hallway. He was no longer thinking about the people around him. Tears flowed down his cheeks. He could not imagine what Azka was in at the moment. Arriving in front of the IGD room, what he saw was Ragil with a work shirt drenched in blood. Beside her was Kara, with a blank look into the air in front of her.
BUGH!!!
One blow he managed to lay right into Ragil's face. Ragil staggered, Saga hit him suddenly. Her unprepared self could only grimace, feeling the blood fishy start to creep up inside her mouth. He spat to the side, then turned towards Saga who had been held by Kara.
"Hit. Hit me! I pantes dapet it all. Hit if it can make you relieved Ga." said Ragil when he managed to stand.
"Sad man!!!" BUGH! another blow came off towards Ragil. Ragil staggered back a few steps back.
"Sorry Ga's. Sorry to make Azka kayak gini. It shouldn't be Azka there."
"SHOULD HAVE BEEN YOU!!!" Saga is still trying to get Kara's hand on her arm.
"Ga, enough, it's a hospital." Kara reminded, she was a little overwhelmed to hold back Saga's anger. "Gil, mending you get out of here. Wait for everyone to calm down, you can talk this out." pinta Kara.
Ragil said, he went from there. Even though he wanted to wait for Azka there. He owes his life to that woman. A debt he may have to pay with the rest of his life.
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"Have you seen the flashdrive I love?" ask Kara to Saga. They are still in front of the IGD room. The doctor who treated Azka did not leave the room.
"Yet. Haven't had time."
"Look, you should know."
"Hemm, I'll see."
"Hemmh, if anything happens to Azka. I'll be in charge."
"You mean?" Saga turned his head, waiting for an explanation from the young man next to her.
"It's all.."
"Family patient?" a doctor came out of the action room.
"I'm her husband doc." said Saga quickly.
"The condition of the patient is very severe. A blow to the head causes little bleeding. Some of his ribs are cracked, and also.." the doctor paused his explanation. "fetus in the patient's womb can not be saved. We should take a curettage action immediately."
"WHAT???" Saga limp, he had not heard the happy news directly from Azka, but the fetus could not be helped anymore.
"Father came with me to take care of the administration of the curettage act and other actions. The inside treatment will continue." the doctor ended his explanation.
Saga followed the doctor, his body limp. Mind fucked. His feelings are mixed. Guilt, sadness, disappointment, anger, inadmissibility, and all sorts of other feelings raged within his chest. He could only pray that Azka could be saved. The only hope is that Azka can return to accompany her days. And he will promise to make Azka happy.
Saga sitting limp in front of hospital IGD room. It had been half an hour after he had walked out of the doctor's room to sign the approval of the action against Azka. But there are no signs that the process will be completed. And one other thing he realized, Kara was no longer there.
