
Our world is no longer the same…
You have been in a far away place …
And I'm lying in silence and waiting to meet you
I don't know when we will meet again
And together again as ever
I miss you so much that it always warms my heart
Your smile and your laugh
Who always decorate the days’ku cheerfully…
Yet…
God has a destiny and other plans
We are separated forever
Only a piece of gravestone is written your name
And heart’ku raging erratically…
In an empty and empty room
I sat on that bench you were sitting on
My heart held back sobs and cries
And tears that fell down
A month has been his departure…. I can only cry every time I remember it. Can only stare at the nanar figura which depicts her cheerful smile. The queen movement broke my daydream.
“ Mama's son is awake ? What smile do you want ? We go down to the opa garden “ I speak to queen to occasionally relieve my grief
“ Loh already woke up granddaughter oma ? “ asked mom when saw us out of the room
“ Already ni oma, queen want to go to the opa garden to pick fruit to sell to the market hihihi “ I said as if to be queen
I walked into the garden looking for the whereabouts of papa, it turns out that papa is harvesting cucumbers
“ Hello opaaa, queen want to join nih” gardening I said imitating the voice of a child
“ Uh opa grandchild here baby we harvest” said my father-in-law
“ Many pa his cucumber ? “ ask me
“ Thank God son, please take the basket there dong is not enough like ra” papa asked for my help
“ Yes pa, just nak quen in stroller first mama want help opa “
“ It pa her basket .. “
“ Thanks ra, you same queen see papa aja here” said papa
“ Queen.. here oma gendong. Mama let your opa tuh take cucumber” said mom took queen in stroller
“ Okay deh oma, mam queen help opa first yaa”
I took the basket for the cucumber container I harvested. I saw that papa was taking a break drinking tea made by his newly brought mama, with occasional laughs disturbing the queen. The feeling is very happy, if bg razqa still exists.
I don't feel like my tears have escaped…. Can she fall without permission hemmm
Oh yes see the happy face of my father-in-law's mother, I don't have the heart to leave this house . But when am I gonna be here ? I still have to live my life. I still have a family, I have no reason to stay here any longer. Even though their blood flows thickly in the queen's body.
Sooner or later I have to get out of this house, leave behind all the memories I and razqa have ever been through ….
“ Ma, pa…. Ara titip queen bentar can ? Ara wants to go to the supermarket in front of Bentar” pamitku
“ Yes already there baby, heart heart. What are you riding on ? “ ask my father-in-law
“ Ara ride motor aja pah just to the front doang kok “ I said
“ Oh yes already .. “
“ Do not speed nak... “ mama continued.
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