
After a 2-hour trip because the angkot ride to the village finally arrived…
“ Assalamualaikum.ma,pa “.
“ Waalaikumussalam..have arrived nak?”
“ Uda ma,papa same azmi where kok deserted?” I said while shirking
“ Oh they are called to the mosque what meeting was mama lupa”
“ Mbak shower first yes ma, later chat again”
“ Yes finished shower eat first we chat” said mama
After the shower, I changed my clothes, lay down for a while in my room. It feels like to repeat a time where I have not known dating, you have to go ngekost in order to avoid things that are not at all beneficial for my future. Because of that, I had to lose a lot of time with my family. I want to be angry but I don't know who. Just pray that we are given health so that we can regroup as before.When everything has not changed as it is now, when I have no reason to avoid.
Oh yeah I remember my grandparents, it's been a long time since I've been visiting. The most comfortable place when I again have a problem with mama papa. The grandfather who always spoiled me from my little one to my big gini. Grandpa always defended even though I was wrong. Grandpa knows best how to love me when I'm wrong. Healthy for my grandparents. I promise that one day I will be happy for you (
Tok tok tok tok
“ Ma'am, come eat already awaited mama papa” voice my sister who knocked on my room door
“ Yes briefly”
“ Let's eat later chat we continue in the guest room”
Only the sound of a spoon and a plate sounds…
When I finished eating, I cleaned up all of our tableware, and headed straight for the living room…
“ Ma'am, kekemarin widi and his papa come. They asked if you were ready to apply?”Papa said it made my heart hurt a little
“ Mama also did not enjoy meeting mama widi, she always discussed you. Mama is confused while your attitude is totally gadaada who responds about her” continued mama
“ Mah,pa....can ga this time mbak convey all the contents of the heart grumpy mbak so far about him?” I said while bowing. I was afraid, sad, angry all so one moment my parents talked about a man who had even hurt me many times
“ Please talk what you pendam during this” said papa with his firm tone
“ Ma,pa...then we dated do like it.and that's the love of monkey son Smp. Over time I lost my sense of the same. It all started with his lies. He walks with his ex and it's not just once. Then he took his ex to the kost. Not without evidence I say this all ma... mama may ask to revelation his sister widi I send evidence to the revelation to be given to his parents but the answer to what revelation? (Sorry, brother, I can't interfere with your business). Even to send proof to mama that widi at the same boarding house as his ex I can not ma. All this time the expectations of mama papa to him were very high. As if he were the most perfect human being. As if he was the man who could make me the most happy.Mama papa knew he was the man who almost ruined my future. Fortunately, I still have faith and self-respect. I've been holding back my heartache for mama papa, my heartache is all pending until I can reveal this to mama papa” my tears are flowing unstoppably.
“ But Ra, not a bag………
How does Hayoooo go????