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After the hospital, we went straight home to my in-laws. A house that has been making me comfortable for a few months….

Someone who is the reason I live here but he is also the first to leave me here without messages and impressions, will never find his figure in the same person ….

You know what it's like to miss someone who's gone all the way up there ? I can only hug his memories, not with his person (

“ Ara …. Take queen break to the room. Mama papa's going to Razqa's office. There is something to be taken care of about his insurance will be able to for the future queen later “ mama told me to rest, I was tired but to sleep it felt very heavy

“ Yes mah “

I entered my late husband's room which I had occupied for several months, a room as grey as my heart and my future.

Lined up her photos from childhood to when we were married. Oh yeah, look at the picture I so remembered the first and last photo of the three of us. Yes, my picture, my husband, and the queen that has not been printed and will not be possible to repeat. That's all the queen can remember later when she misses her warm embrace and figure well for her.

*Tring …..

“ Hello…. Why va ? “ ask to the person across the phone

“ We can come to the house of mama papa bg razqa not this week ? “ said eva .. yes eva called me

“ Sure can, but…. Don't take Darrel va I beg you. I'm a little uncomfortable. “ I said

“ Okee. We are only three. How come your in-laws are you surprised if we come? “ says eva

“ Yaudah deh see u, do not be sad yaaaa greetings for queen “

I immediately disconnected the phone. I lay my very tired body on the bed next to the sleeping queen. Staring at the sky my room imagined my time when the beginning of marriage until I was finally abandoned…. For ever

*Tok tock

“ Mama can enter ra ?”

“ Can ma “ I directly open the room door

“ This razqa savings, his insurance will be transferred through here. Then this is your travel business file that is managed from now on, son. Maybe this is too soon, but if the business is abandoned. It was razqa's own effort that woke up from Zero. You don't want to let him down, do you ? “ says mommy counsels me

“ Huffff….. If I may choose better I do not have all this than I should be left bg razqa mah, mah, it feels heavy to take care of all this especially I have to take care of the queen alone to be a mother and father for her. Just try if bg razqa horrified me to stop being an employee and more focused to take care of travel surely there will be no such incident…. “ I said while holding my chest that felt tight

“ Mama knows what you feel, but trust me this is all the destiny above. Mama was also sick, her only precious treasure was gone. Just you and queen harafan mama papa. Mama please rise up son, slowly it can be “ said mommy hugged me

“ Yes ma, insyaa allah ara rise for queen. Please help ara to get up yes ma, still very difficult to accept her. Ara just still feels bg razqa gone temporarily, ara's heart has not received its full “

“ We learn the same yes son.. Razqa still remains in our hearts forever even though the body we can not see and touch “

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