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I want to love you simply

with a word that cannot be spoken

wood to fire that makes it ash

I want to love you simply

with a signal that was not delivered

clouds to the rain that make it go away.

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Alesha Fahira Hadi \~

My present happiness cannot be painted with any scenery, and I cannot tell with poetry as beautiful as anything. I'm very very happy. I'm afraid all her treatment will never change even though she has been in the household for a long time. And one that I hope he won't change his affection for queen even though there will be a biological child.

This morning we had breakfast at the hotel, after which he took me to walk around the hotel which happened to be the beach. As we walked towards his sea, it arrived ….

Deg

When I saw the sea, I remembered my first encounter with bg razqa . While I was walking with my best friend again, I accidentally met his end with a short story trip he made me his wife, in our household trip, only he has always loved me. When I started to love and love him, God loved him more. He only gave me the most beautiful trust that is Queen, Queensha Faqiha Atharazqa 💓

“ Why darling? How do you look sad ? “ Question Darrel surprised me, almost my tears I fell remembering those memories. Like I can't see the sea. My sadness is still in my heart, I am still devastated when I remember her . The terrace is like a dream I lost her so I can remarry with another man whom I once loved so much.

“ Gak papa kok, narang you ah I am happy loh Darrel dear “ words I divert his questions so that he does not suspect. I can't tell you honestly that if I remember razqa, I appreciate him as my husband now. However she is now entitled to me, I must guard her heart….

“ Bener ? Or are you not comfortable here let's go back to the hotel boxed to go home ? “ Darrel took me home

“ I want to be here first same time you spend. You're working tomorrow, right ? Very little anyway her holiday “ I pura pura pout to cover all her. Covering my sadness and discomfort

“ Risk of marrying a dear country man…. Must be willing to share me with the country “ said darrel while holding my hand

“ Yes it's okay don't share you with other women . I don't like rails when there's a third person in our relationship. I always forgive whatever mistakes people make towards me, whether couples or friends. But for infidelity and betrayal my heart is not that big. Even if I forgive, but to return as it was when it was heavy. And it will not be possible to “, I said as I looked into his eyes, which were also staring at me

“ Very far your thoughts on me , if only I was the type of man like that of course from the time we were in college I would have wanted to date you. And when you're married, I'm definitely looking for another woman. But I'm not like that, it's okay if you don't believe me. The man who holds the evidence is not a promise. Let's just look ahead, I make sure all my talk is true. Just like back when I told you to wait for me to settle down. See I'm keeping it, right ? “ words darrel smile

“ Astaghfirullah…. Marriage is a sacred thing. I pledge with God and in front of your parents both my parents and our whole family. There's no way I'm playing with something so sacred in our religion. I'm not a coward…. Like her you have not known much your husband is “ said Darrel who looks disappointed

“ Sorry …. I'm sorry if my words hurt you. You know, from the past until now my race is the same for you. Even when I married my first husband, I still always wanted you. Whether this is a punishment or a happy miracle I don't know. Losing her dead razqa is a punishment for me as a wife who still wants another man in her life. But if it's punishment why don't I get hurt? There are queens who are more hurt by this incident. Even so, I also have saved my love for razqa even though it is not as big as my taste for you. You two are the same as the man I love, only your place in my heart is different. You have your own position. Enough razqa left me, please don't “ said I cried

“ Eitsss do not be sad dong, sorry I made you remember the old wounds that are still trying to be treated. I promise I won't leave you in any condition other than death. Trust me, we're gonna get through it all together. We're gonna keep queen and our other kids together. I love you, I love you my wife“ Darrel said pulling me in his arms

Comfortable….

That's how I feel when I'm in his arms.

“ Thanks yaaa rel . I love you too my husband “

“ Let's go to room . We have to go back. Don't miss what queen is ? “ Darrel took me home

“ Uh yes after this you come with me right? “ further darrel

“ Yes. But what about the queen rail ? “ ask me doubt

“ We mama and her papa queen, wherever we go she has to come with us. Don't ever assume it's not good to position the queen when with me, the queen is my son. Don't hesitate . I don't like you looking at me for someone else for queen, my love sincerely please appreciate, please make her love me like she loves her biological father. You take it easy, I will not make her forget razqa, as time goes by she will understand who I am and who her biological father is. And when that comes I don't want him to distinguish his affection for me or razqa” said darrel who made me very moved. Oh god, I am lucky again. Thank you god

I immediately hugged her, unable to say the word . I can't help my taste of haru. How lucky I am 💓💓💓

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More than just keeping promises,

Being with you today is an immeasurable gift.

Sitting together clutching fingers at the drizzle, drizzle,

My one-on-one Happy has pecked real,

That could age with you until death pick us up \~ Darrel Athalla Pratama