
At home
After her from the house siti I kept thinking about her words. Not that I'm not sure about razqa, but I just want to keep my heart steady. Can I really forget Darrel ?
But life goes on, until when I dissolve in feelings that will never be reciprocated. Tonight I begin my istikharah.idap gaya gaya kah love definite answer to the decision of what I will take ….
The day goes on ….
I finally convinced myself to accept the proposal of razqa.
I immediately contacted him via whats*pp chat
“ Me : Assalamualaikum…. About the statement abg the other day, bismillahbornrahmanirrahim ara accept. inshya allah ara want to be abg's wife . Can you come to see the parents ? If the parents say yes, then bring the family here “
“ Bg razqa : Waalaikumussalam.. alhamdulillah if ara love the opportunity to ask for blessing to the parents ara. Thanks yes ra .. abg promise insyaallah will be a good priest for ara .. “
“ Me : aminn.. may god ease our path. Yaudah bg ara want to talk to papa first when can abg dateng . Prepare yourself, papa his people fierce hihi “
“ Bg razqa : readyp master princess “
Haduh ... how to talk to papa huh ? Papa is most concerned with social status . Will be accepted no yes . Bismillah is …
“ Ma , papa where ? “ ask me to mama
“ Still shower , why mbak ? Is something important, huh ? “ ask mom
“ Hehe anyone wants ara speaking little to mama papa “ answer me
“ What's up Ra ? “ papa who arrived came from his room
“ Hemm pa , there is a man who wants to sleep ara . He knows enough about religion. Therefore he does not want to date with her . He wants to go straight to bed and marry ara . That's also if papa izini . But pah , good intentions can not be rejected lo “ said I heart
“ He's just an employee of PT pah , but he's a hard worker . Papa calm down I can definitely be happy with him “ replied I still lowered my head
“ Good because of his good intentions tell him to meet papa tomorrow night “ replied papa
I immediately hugged my mom and dad . My mother who is like her is still in shock and still silent . Then I decided to go up to the room.
I'll take my phone to chat someone …
“ Me : Assalamualaikum , bg razqa tomorrow night can you come here ? “
“ Bg razqa : waalaikumussalam , yes for our future “
Hadeh.. so relieved to talk to papa . But what about tomorrow ? Papa bakalan nerima or even expel bg razqa .
Oh yeah I forgot, I have to nagabarin siti nih
“ Me : assalamualaikum sitiiii …. I have good news “
“ Siti : waalaikumussalam ... alhamdulillah must have received the male proposal right ? “
“ Me : hehehe you know aja .. earlier I tried to talk to my papa ti , but like his mama papa I still heavy nerimanya. You know my papa mama who always wants social status “
“ Siti : yaudah gapapa pray aja, hopefully later in the pacification , may god also soften the heart of your papa mama . Don't forget tahajjud yaa bride-to-be “
“ Me : haha you can. Aminn yaallah .. doain yaa ti “
Happy, deg deg an , afraid that's what I'm feeling right now