
For you whom I admire
Somehow this sense must be revealed
All just raging in the heart
Without going out in the dark
I can say but only in silence
Actually I don't want to hope
It hurts too much if I'm the only one who wants you
When I know it's true you'll never realize
For you who are my prayers at night
Somehow I have to act
Rain that comes with lightning
Arrived to remember hoping you'd make me cramped
I can hide the feeling
But not forever
Later, if God wills
You'll know why I'm still standing
HAIKAL SON BUWANA\~
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Currently still at 13:00 wib, I have been excited to try a dress that is suitable for me to wear later tonight to meet the same haikal.
Uh wait wait
I have often met with him, why this time a very good stock ?
Be present as if people want to live. Hufftts
Tok tok tok tok
“ Queen, what else? Opa has been waiting a long time at the dinner table. Let's not have lunch yet!!!!” I screamed from outside my room
“ Yes oma “ I came out with a moody face while walking following oma to the dining table
“ Hadeuh queen, opa want to faint nih waitin you do not come out of the room “ complained opa when I just sat down
“ Yes sorry opa “ said I looked down sluggish
“ You why oma pay attention to the glum ? Upset tonight this week night no one has done anything yet ? “ says oma
“ Idihhh sotoy really omaaaa. Precisely later that night queen was invited to the same road haikal “ said keceplosan
“ Lah is invited to walk ya nice dong, kok even moody so? “ words opa
“ The problem, queen is confused about what clothes to wear. One closet queen unloading nothing fits “ said I was annoyed
“ Haahahha village yes your grandson is oma, take shopping all to the salon there “ words opa intruksi opa
“ Assiapp opa, out of lunch we leave queen “ said oma excited
“ Ah yes kok queen do not mind ya hihihi “ I said kekeh
“ So indeed if young people fall in love so bege “ my opa word, haduh this opa opa one why so use gawl language like this
After lunch I and the oma in between the driver went to the boutique friend oma
I got a pretty red dress. Combined with a hill that is not too high.
My watch pointed at 17:00 wib. We headed home because it was late afternoon…..
“ Oma, queen shower first yes “ I said
“ Okay and beautiful yes sayangg “
I took a shower, then put on the dress I had chosen. I put on my face with make up.
When I looked at the mirror it turned out that my face was very similar to the late papa Razqa.
I took a figura that drew my mom and dad when I got married. I don't feel my tears dripping, I imagine if I was raised by my biological parents, for sure now I'm asking them for permission to walk the same way the man who recently filled my day .
I wipe away my tears that pass through my beautiful cheeks . I have to keep smiling.
Triyingggg
“ Hello…. “
“……… “
“ Yes it's done already, just yes I dropped “
It turned out Haikal was calling. He's on the porch with opa
“ Haiii kal…. Opaaa “ words I approached them
“ God is so beautiful granddaughter opa. Sihiy who wants to ngedate “ opa makes my cheeks meet red
“ Opa, haikal pamit take queen for a while can ? “ haikal request permission to opa
“ Yes. You bring queen in this situation, go home should also be like this yes “ opa said commemorating
“ Good opa. We went first Assalamualaikum” said haikal salaman sama opa and passed open the car door for me
On the way
I felt nervous, but this was not the first time I went alone with haikal
“ Ehmmm.. you are so beautiful queen “ word haikal melts the atmosphere
A few days later we arrived at a cafe . Haikal opened the car door and took my hand to enter the cafe.
Exquisitely
The view I saw around the cafe, like there was a proposal. About the nuances of romantic-style young people that. Cielahh ……
Until it is on a very romantic table, there are roses in the form of love . Haikal pulled a bench for me to sit on
“ Hah you're not wrong I'm sitting here ? This time it's a place that wants a proposal. Not see his place already romantic gini “ said I feel awkward sitting here
“ It's okay, sit down first . I went to the toilet for a while “ said haikal
Suddenly the sound of music filled the entire cafe.
At the end of this story
On the edge of your anxiety
I see your eyeballs
Beautiful listen to me
I'm not as handsome as Don Juan
There is nothing more than my love
But right now I have no doubt
I really asked you to
Be my life partner
Be the mother of my children
I opened my eyes and fell asleep next to me
I'm not kidding around
Like any other man
The one I know
I'd like to propose to you
I'm not as handsome as Don Juan
There is nothing more than my love
But right now I have no doubt
I really asked you to
Be my life partner
Be the mother of my children
I opened my eyes and fell asleep next to me
I'm not kidding around
Like any other man
The one I know
I'd like to propose to you
Hew
Oh
Be my life partner
Be the mother of my children
Open my eyes and fall asleep next to me (by my side)
I'm not kidding (playful)
Like any other man
The one I know
Oh, the one I want
I'd like to propose to you ho
I was surprised to see who was singing on stage. He walked towards me, carrying my favorite edelweiss flower.
“ Queen…. I know the way we met has made a bad impression on you, and I have not become anything I can be proud of to be your life partner. I know I still lack a lot, I can't be as great as your late papa and as emphatic papa Darrel . But please allow me to learn to be a man worthy of accompanying and protecting you with all my body and soul. From the beginning of meeting I have put my heart on you, but my fear of uncovering it makes me always harbor this feeling. And because I have passed the selection to become a TNI-AD and will run my education for two years to Papua, I want to tie you up and give you the reassurance that you will marry me after I return home from my education. If you're willing to wait until I get home, take this ring. “ Haikal kneels while giving up a diamond ring
My eyes are glassy, what is this ? I love him too, but why don't I know the fact that he wants to go to education . He never told me what: (
“ I…. Yes, I will wait until you come home. But promise to come home in good shape. Keep looking after yourself and your heart. I am willing to be your future wife “ I said while taking the ring that was thrust
“ Thanks queen... I promise, my heart is only for you. Be patient for the next two years “ said haikal who will be ready to embrace me
But arrive
“ Eittssss not yet muhrim, don't dare her dare you hug my son “ that voice
“ PAPA ??? Mama ??? Oma ??? Opa ??? Inces ??? King ???? Om ??? Tanteee “
I was shocked to see the presence of my entire family and haikal parents
It turns out this was ready. I feel very lucky. May I be paired with Haikal…….
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There are so many life journeys that every human being experiences are different. God will give us happiness after the trials we pass. Be patient and have a chest . Stay grateful no matter what the circumstances ….
EXPIRE