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Something you fear will never miss you, and what passes you is certainly not your destiny\~

Yes …. Maybe this is a fate that will never pass me by. Destiny must come to me. Left behind when again in the situation and in conditions still very needy right. I asked if I was sad ? Not just sad, I'm broken. I felt a condition where I wanted to give up but there were things I hadn't finished and required me to endure…

That thing is Queen…. Queensha Faqiha Atharazqa Son of Andrean AthaRazqa. Only for the sake of queen I survive to strengthen my heart to live this life. In my busy life thinking about my fate in front of him, I was aware of the call of my mother-in-law

“ Araaa …. Eat a little. Queen seems thirsty, eat quickly let Asi you contain. Poor Queen nak..” said my mother-in-law

“ Yes ma, Ara to the kitchen bentar ya “ I said as it passed

I eat little by little. Although what I eat does not feel the slightest, the important thing is that my stomach feels full so that my child does not lack nutrition.

“ Mah, here queen let ara milkin first. Mama keep abg yaa ma “ said I took over queen from mommy sling

“ Yes son …. “

I carried the queen to the room, I suckled her with her position on my lap. I looked at her sleeping face with an occasional smile adorning her tiny lips. He who does not understand the meaning of a loss, even he has not had time to know who his papa should be held by the new status of an orphan. My heart is heartbroken to remember that this innocent baby boy had to endure all this pain. What will I answer when he first asks where is his papa ? How should I explain if he doesn't understand what it means to die ….

After I thought the queen was full and started sleeping again, I put her in a baby box. I stepped out of the room. I saw that my best friend had been there, and most surprisingly there was a man who had been very enthroned in my heart before I fell in love with my kind and very patient husband.

“ Araaa…. You are patient, razqa is a good man. He who can accept all your lack of ra, I know how he is. Spirit ya ra ngejalani live for queen “ said eva hugged me

“ Lu still got us ra…. We promise we will help you make sure and bigin queen” said Deta who also hugged me

“ We all love you ra.. sure there will be happiness in front of later. God is still giving you the same test, god is sure you are strong so you are chosen to run this test” continued Lala also embraced me

“ Thanks for always being there for me, I don't know what to do in the future. Even I can't even afford to let alone have to keep up with” I said as much as I liked

“ Ra…. Sorry if my presence made you uncomfortable. I was speechless when I found out from them that you were married. Even when I knew you were married, I was shocked again by this situation. I am so sorry ra, may you keep the spirit of living for the princess he entrusted to you. Yaaa yaa spirit “ said Darrel who made me feel more guilty to him

“ Thanks for rel already want to come. God willing I will be passionate for the sake of queen “ I said

“ Its okeeee “