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Expecting him but not always there
And it makes me no longer believe
But, you came to calm down
All thoughts and hearts are worried
***
Comfortable. I used to chase her, love her but never got anything in return. Is this how God makes one of the prayers I have ever heard ?
“ Already arrived, let's buy donuts for queen “ Invite Darrel to my daydream
“ Pantes queen puffer yes ra, she likes snacking ? “ further her
“ Hehe yes so , that's one way I rejoice him rail. Let him get big can mengelupain his sadness by snacking. Even though he is still a child, but my inner bond with him is very close. He must be participating in my sadness also” I said
“ Yaudah you don't be sad anymore yes, I promise you will always be there for you and queen. Yaudah yuk pity queen if you wait at home “ I only reply with a nod
Arriving at the queen langsyng house welcomes Ky happily. Don't forget he was greeting and hugging Darrel. There was a warm feeling when I saw that.
“ Ra, I go home first huh ? Later that night I have a task to mop at a karaoke place near polresta “ said Darrel who made me a little disappointed. Uh wait wait…. Why disappointed ? Wait why are you
“ Yaudah you heart huh ? I'll be able to “ I said
“ Yes , greetings for queen yes like her she forgot there we are here because to enjoy eating donuts in the kitchen hahaha , greetings also to your papa mama “ notes darrel
“ Okay . Baaaiiii “ I wave my hand
After her car came out of the fence of my parents' house, now I go inside to shower and clean clean clean .
* In the kitchen
“ Ra , how do you question mommy same papa the other day ? “ papa reprimanding me
“ What question pa anyway ? “ I'm confused
“ Yes you are the same Darrel “ mama directly ketus
“ Yes how ? Mama wants me to accept her ? “ ask me back
“ Is not so. It's not good you hang people's children, if you don't want to yes don't want to be picked up by him. Pity him , do not give information and then later drop “ mama advised me
“ Huhhh... later on ma, this weekend the same queen want to go to the house of parents bg razqa all to the tomb bg razqa. Who knows after from there the door of the heart open for nerima Darrel “ I replied
“ Hmm well , mama also does not force you kok “ said mama
“ Not mean but telling ma ? Hahahah “ I said kekeh. Yes, my mother said no meaning but always urged me. Had his oma queen is there only
“ Yes mama just don't want queen lack of affection from a papa “ said mama looked at me
“ Ma, there or not his darrel in the living fig and queen it will not be the same taste as his present bg razqa. Stay different in taste ma “ replied me firmly
“ Yes still queen need papa ra, even though it is not her biological papa at least darrel dear same sincere queen “ said mama
“ Yes yes ara tau, well later ara consider. Let's eat ara already hungry ma “
“ Tau nih your mama most eagerly told you to marry again, whereas the same razqa was very opposed to “ said papa
“ Already do not reveal the ones that have passed. It's all been happening. Let's thenaaaan “ I said
The meal and the short discussion drama have finished …. I invite queen to enter the room for gasket because tomorrow we stay at the house of parents bg razqa, oma opa queen also .
We're still on good terms, like they said they used to be when they thought of me as a real child.
***
In the morning, the sunshine greeted me this morning. I woke up because I couldn't pray.
“ Queen…. Wake up yok son. He said to go to the house oma opa his papa , let's take a shower let our breakfast directly on the way “ I build a queen who is still very asleep. His attitude like this remembers me first when I wanted to school in the wake of the hardest mama, when I woke up to take a bath eh in the bathroom to sleep again hahahah.
I kissed her whole face, she was just squirming .
“ Mama don't mourn dong, sorry yes. It's win want to take a quick shower we go to the house oma and opa. Call us to papa's house, ma? “ ask queen while hugging me
“ Yes baby, so let's take a shower.”
I saw with enthusiasm he was ready to go to the house oma and her opa. I was always so busy with my world that I forgot my son's wishes.
Oh yes by the way why my parents are busy here and there can not help me? Because mama papa is again focused on my sister's test, she's TNI-Au so kind of like that.
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In Car
“ Queen ... “ I called her
“ Yes ma ? “ she replied but her eyes still look to hp
Queen is engrossed in her gadgets, while I'm lonely no chatter mates. I'm radioing in the car
🎤
Sewindu is
I don't hear your voice (your voice)
I don't see your smile anymore (your smile)
The one that s'then adorned my day (adorned my day)
Sewindu is
You're not by my side
You disappeared from my sight (my sight)
Don't know where you are (where you are)
It's not ready for me yet
Losing yourself
Not able to get away from you
Which is still in my heart
Sewindu is
You're not by my side
You disappeared from my sight, oh-oh
Don't know where you are now, ho-oh
It's not ready for me yet
Losing yourself
Not able to get away from you
Which is still in my heart
God, please help me
'Forget about him
All the stories about him made me
Then I remembered the love that had lived me
Why is it that every time you turn on the radio in the car, it's always the music that fits my mood? Hemmmm sprained.
