Police And Accountants

101

No need for hours, me and queen have entered the yard of the parents' house bg razqa. A place with many memories . Oh yes by the way our house in town on contract right yes, his money was for queen savings.

“ Assalamualaikum…. Ma , paaa “ I knocked on the door

“ Waalaikumussalam.. Ara, Queen yes god miss her the same you. How did you just play here ? “ mama hugged me and directly carried queen inside

“ Sorry yes ma, Ara just finished college business so just can play here. We can do it, right ma ? “ my number

“ What is that question ? Never mind nginep, staying here can also be “ said mama

“ Oma, where is opa ? “ ask queen who is in my mother-in-law's arms

“ In the back garden , the garden that made her special for queen uh it turns out her queen does not stay here “ said mama with a sad look

“ Win want cana ya ma “ I reply with a nod

“ Come ra you all meet your papa, surely he is very happy “ mama took me

“ Yes ma bentar yes ara location of the bag first in the room” said I

I entered the room that used to be my room and bg razqa. The contents are still the same, I ordered the same mom to not change the contents of this room. I want my memories of razqa to stay here without having to be changed.

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“ Pa , healthy right ? “ I greet papa who is playing with queen and mama in the garden behind the house

“ Thank God healthy son, how are you? Good job ? “ ask papa

“ Thank you pa …. “

“ Travel how are you boys? “ ask papa

“ Smoothly pa, every end of the month or self who checks there “ I said

“ Oh yes son, it has been two years more Razqa died. You don't want to find a husband yet? You are still young, razqa has left and may not return while your journey is still long ahead “ said papa

“ You have to continue your life son, find a protector for you and queen. Queen also needs papa figure “ continued mama

“ Huh…. Actually, not a bit of it crossed the mind to marry ara again ma pa, but all told ara to marry again. Moreover, queen is almost school, mom papa ara was afraid queen sad because seeing her friends still have a complete family while she did not. But heavy ma it feels “ I said sadly

“ Try son, if not try how can you open your heart to other men ? “ says papa

“ Actually ara here also because you want to share the same mama papa , someone proposed ara college friends first. He's good the same queen can always make the queen happy. But ara still can't afford to start with a new ma. It still feels like bg razqa said ijab qabul , ara .. hiks ara not yet believe this all happened “ I said sobbing while hugging mom

“ Mama tau this is heavy, very heavy. But try son, there is nothing wrong with trying to open your heart. Mama papa wishes her the best. Try to bring here the man, papa mama want acquaintance. Isn't it pa ? “ said mama who was directly nodded by papa

“ Later will ara think ma, ara want to go to the grave abg . Mama papa want to come ? “ my number

“ Yes no papa ma, Ara same queen to the grave first huh? “ said

“ Loh queen invited ? “ ask papa

“ Yes pa, let queen know her papa house. He has never been there “ I said

“ Yes already you guys heart and do not be too late afternoon back it yes son “ said mama

“ Okay ma , pa …. “

………

“ Come on baby we have arrived at papa “ said I hold queen's hand

“ Come on ma, win cudah ga cabal “ says queen

Now I'm here , in front of a pegged mound of earth that says “ Andrean Atharazqa”. The name of the one who is very meritorious to me, the one who is still in my heart and will always be there forever

“ Assalamualaikum papa…. This mama come bring the beloved princess papa loh . Come on baby introduce your name to papa “ said I told queen to introduce herself

“ Allo pa, this is a beautiful papa boy win. Papa don't be sad yes dicana, papa must have been happy right above? Is the place beautiful, huh pa ? Win here first take care of mama huh. Note that it is time we gather, yes pa dicana ? “ says queen

“ See bg, your son is smart right ? I'm sometimes confused, I'm afraid I'm wrong to educate him. I'm afraid he's grown to the way you've been told. But I promise to educate her and raise her as much as I can. Oh yeah bg, there's a guy who's nagging fig. Remember Darrel? The guy who used to hurt ara, but he loves the queen bg. Can he change the task of keeping the queen ? Abg calm aja different position in the heart of the fig, and abg will always be in the heart of the fig forever . Ara confused bg, actually ara not intention to marry again. But on the other hand the queen is very needy figure of a father, ara should how bg? Help ara to make a decision . If asked about ready, ara not ready even until now because of the departure of abg only a nightmare, but it turns out the fig is wrong. Sorry if according to abg ara betray abg, but believe me ara love and affection just as abg “ said me while crying hugging queen

I made the biggest decision in my life that I have to face right now. It's hard to choose. But this is the destiny that God has written that I must live.

if I could choose God to bring him back, I might have asked for that a long time ago, but I couldn't…..

god has brought another one into my life, Darrel…. Darrel Athalla Pratama's

maybe this is my soul mate? Replacement mate after bg razqa ? Uh no…. Razqa will not be replaced. Forever his position is in my heart.

Even if I match with darrel, he will have his own place on the other side that has been filled with razqa.

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After returning from the tomb, I took the queen to the park that I used to go with my husband.

“ Queen , happy not here ? “ my number

“ Happy ma, win melaca dicini no papa, but win not bica see her face “ says queen

“ Queen pray a lot for papa ya so that papa happy up there “ I said

Queen my reason for being happy, queen my spirit of life after the slump I lost her .