
Mamma...
Here I write a story about you
A breath that never lies
A determination unshaken by time
No matter how much it hurts, you are still full of love
Mamma...
Without getting tired of serving us
With all the pride to be lived
Unable to think for a moment about your tiredness
You keep walking between the thorns
Mamma...
I never expected you to get old and old
I never wanted you to be tired at this age
I always expected you to stay with me
With love give your advice
Mamma..
You are my angel
Healer of wounds in pain
The thirst quench for affection
Until whenever it is..
I will still love you..
Mama, my wingless angel π
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A mother's embrace is the panacea of all kinds of diseases. Like a heartache β¦.
Oh no, not just my heart hurts, but my physique. I suffered enough, maybe this is what I have to pay for his wounds inces because I feel that he has been ignored by his own papa .
β Queen, papa can withstand the pain in your heart when you refuse papa's embrace and call papa with the name om in front of the crowd. But please don't hurt your mother's heart. He's the one who has done you β said papa darrel started the conversation because he saw me who was still reluctant to return the embrace of mama.
β Tell mama son, do you have to bow down before your feet so you want to come with mama again ? Enough mama feels guilty to your late father because while being his wife mama has never been dutiful. Please don't make mama feel more guilty for abandoning you, her favorite child β said mama sobbed with her hands still tightly clutching me.
I tried to hold back the tightness and tears I was about to fall, but it seemed unstoppable. My tears will come down with a rush but I don't want to look weak I immediately brushed it off.
β Mama is never wrong, queen is wrong. No need to apologize . But queen please allow queen to stay here, oma and opa are old they only have one queen . Please don't force queen to come with mama again, it will never happen maβ said I tidied
β But mama wants to take care of you until you recover son, mama can not stay apart with you what else with your situation like this ..β said mama who is still crying
β Like this what does mama mean ? Paralyzed ? Hahaha I'm good, don't mind me. I don't like being pityed. As inces said, maybe if I die it's better. If to stay in that house again queen apologizes as much as her mom, please appreciate the queen's decision to stay with oma and queen's biological opa ! β says I'm firm
β Better mama go home , restβ¦. Do you know if Queen is okay? The queen is not going anywhere. If you miss you can come here. Let's take mom home, you promised to take care of mom. Boys should be able to be protectors β I continued Staring at the king β¦.
β Brother, let's go home. Brother does not pity the king ? King no one helps PR work English if brother no β king who turns to seduce me
I walked into the room with a great shaking body holding back the crying to keep looking good. Once in the room I took a towel and undressed me in the bathroom. I cried under the shower I turned on so no one would know I was crying.
Will my life continue like this, God ? Being an orphan is not my choice. I've lost a father's love, should I also lose a mother's love ? If only the inces had not envied me, I would have still felt the warmth of the family intact. But unfortunately his heart inces very hard that makes me have to be aware of my position.
Suddenly my head was dizzy,
Tests
Tests
The flowing water turned into a dark red color. The smell of water is very noticeable in my sense of smell. Turns out I'm a nosebleed. Lately I have always had nosebleeds when I was very tired and many things filled my head. I quickly stood up shutting down the shower. Rushed out of the room and put on my clothes.
*Tok tock
Someone knocked on my bedroom door
β Queen.. This is oma, you haven't eaten after school. Let's eat first, oma readyin huh ? β said oma yelled behind my bedroom door that was still closed.
β Yes ora briefly queen still change clothes β I said a little scream
After I finished changing clothes, I went out of the room to the dining table in the kitchen.
β Here dear β oma patted the seat next to her
β Do not make a burden on all the problems you are facing. Believe that God is testing you. A good child will have help. Believe the same oma ya β continued oma advised me
β Yes oma, queen want to try hard for all these problems. Queen's life will continue with or without queen stay with them β I said
β Heleh wants to toughen up but his eyes are red glass so β opa words that arrive arrive
β Idih opa sok tau, this queen is sleep-deprived so this is β I said sewot
β Lah continues if lack of sleep emang can bengap so ? What else do you want? Wanna say in the wasp entup ? Narang wae kuee β words opa giggled amused
β Huh this again grandpa sebiji happy very disturbing his grandson.β I said defending me
β Tau nih opa really like to make queen upset loh oma, just law opa make me sleep in the back garden β I said complain to oma
β Uh don't dong just feel good about you. Yes, you continue to eat first queen to take medicine. End of that break.β Opa said while stroking my head.
After I finished eating I went back to my room, hp I said there was an incoming message .
β Haikal : Haiii queen, how are you? Can I go see you ? β
β Me : Do you know where I am? β
β Haikal : Yes, if possible, all share location hehehhe β
β Me : Tomorrow if you want to look, I am very tired today β
β Haikal : Can I come ? Yess . Yaudah rest yes, do not forget share location. Sweet dreams queen π β
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My heart pounded while reading the chat from haikal. I just read without intending to reply.
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Ciee cieee from collision so love each other nih like nyaa uhuuyyy π€