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After a few minutes of me and Lala chatting in room , I decided to go out . To see the body of bg razqa to be buried…..
“ Mah ... pah …. Ara not strong ma . Come at ara ma pa. .. wake up ara, ara sure this is just a nightmare. Bg …. Let's wake. It's not funny you know I'm like this. Bg razqaaaa hiks hiks hiks I am not ready, and will never be ready. Please don't take my husband “ I cried hugging the body of my husband who was ready to be lifted to the funeral. God, why do I have to face this situation now
“ You are at home yes nak same queen, mommy and papa come to the tomb. Later if you are strong, we go together to the tomb abg ya” said my father-in-law while stroking the shoots of my head
My tears were falling down my cheeks …. My eyes never looked out at my husband's body that was getting away, crowded…. That's what I think it is right now. Want to scream and cry as loud as her but all that is resistant. Once when he loved me and was still beside me, I wasted it and instead chose to stay apart just because of my misunderstanding.
Suddenly I heard the sound of my son's cry so loud from inside the room
“ You why cry Iaaang ??? Astaghfirullah….. Ta,La,Va,rel please help me” I shout calling my best friend
“ Why ra ? Queen why ? “ Ask eva who panicked
“ Queen her body is very hot, let's take her to hospital” I said
“ Let's go to the hospital? Ride my car only “ Darrel said
Without a second thought, we got into Darrel's car and went to the hospital. Arriving at the hospital, I immediately ran carrying the queen inside.
“ Sister please my child sus..” Shouted
“ Here mbak his son let be given help first, please be patient. Leave it all to us. Please help pray for the health of her child
“ Which one's his family Queensha ? “ ask the doctor who handles queen
“ My mama her doc “ I said
“ Come bu my room “
“ Look ma'am, Queen experienced VSD, a heart disorder characterized by holes in the heart's interchambered bulkhead. The hole causes the heart to leak in the left and right chambers of the heart, so that some of the oxygen-rich blood returns to the lungs. So, if queen fatigue then the heart can not pump normally because the blood that much oxygen back again to the lungs” explained the doctor
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Especially this, is it ? Even though my husband had just been buried, my son had experienced something like this. Why is there not enough punishment for me. I feel I can no longer support this burden alone, my head feels heavy but I still strengthen it to face it.
“ Can my child not be cured doc ? “ ask me with tears that have been drifting in no direction
“ Can .. It's just that Baby queen has to undergo a heart patch surgery. But it can not be done now because considering the age of Queen is still not possible. The task of the mother is to maintain the condition of the queen's body so as not to fatigue and do not let her grow up running and running like other children until her age is enough to be operated on. This we can not let too long too, because if the leak is too large then the dirty blood and clean blood mixed it will be difficult to cure . For that must be diligent check up yes ma'am. This I gave her a prescription, and queen can already be taken home “ said the doctor
“ Alright doc. Thank you very much “ I said
I walked out of the doctor's office crying. I can't afford. I was strong, my heart and my mentality was still fragile, until I finally felt very dark…..
