
“ Geez ma. sorryin ara ya already ngingetin mama to his late abg bg razqa. Ara so make mama sad deh “ said I was sorry
“ Gak papa darling, you deserve to know you will already be a mama's child as well.. “ said my mama while hugging me.
I feel appreciated and loved in this family. I miss my sister…
*tok tock
“ Mah... Ara in dalem no ?” Razqa's voice knocked on mom's bedroom door
“ Mah, Ara out first yes nemuin bg razqa “ I said pamit
“ Yes dear “ replied mom
I opened the door of my in-laws room, I saw my husband with his sad eyes. I left him walking in the direction of our room.
“ Ra, you really don't come home ?” Ask my husband
“ No, I still want to be here.. “ I replied.
I heard him breathing rough, and then his phone rang …
“………”
“ What's up anyway ? “ said my husband
“ …….”
“ I have no time”
“ hhhh yes yes tomorrow noon yes, already “
I saw her face flushed red after receiving the phone earlier, I don't know who she was talking to.
“ Ra, no matter what happens you are still your wife. I'm sorry if you've made you so hurt. But trust me you never betrayed our marriage. Return to the city, tomorrow morning we have a meeting. You're good here. If you crave what to say to mama or whatsapp abg must immediately abg cariin effort… Good papa son yes take care of mama here do not be naughty while there is no papa” said bg razqa while kissing my stomach
I want to cry, I can not separate the same razqa, I admit I was comfortable next to him. I don't know if I can sleep without him or vice versa…
I follow her down the stairs, she'll say goodbye to my in-laws.
“ Ma, Pa razqa back to the city first yes. There's a meeting tomorrow. Ara comfortable here, maybe her body is here if not ngerepotin mama” said bg razqa with a soft eye view
“ Mama will be very happy if Ara is here, if your work can move here it will be better qa. Thank goodness I am not coming with you today. Mama so feels like having another child “ said mom while stroking my husband's shoulder
“ Good work there, don't think too much about your wife. She's safe with mom and dad. You focus on work and remember the main purpose of working for your wife and child. Be a firm and responsible man to “ papa's advice to my husband
“ Yes pa... Razqa will work harder . All this for ara and razqa's son. Papa mama healthy yaa.. you do not be too tired ra .. if there is anything immediately. Razqa go first. Assalamualaikum “ goodbye my husband
I looked at the car that was driving until it finally disappeared from my sight. I can't hold back the tightness and the crying that I've been hiding since…
“ Tell me son, if it can make your heart a little calm” said my father-in-law
“ Let's go in, we're inside story yes. It is no good to be pregnant standing for a long time like this “ said my mother-in-law
“ Ma, pa. .. Ara could not afford this wedding. For arable as anything there can be no tolerance anymore. Can you give up ? “ I talk while crying as you please
Did ara choose to go ??????????