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My mind thinks of you, my eyes seek you, but my heart says you are with me in my busy days and my sleepless nights. I miss you so much. Husband \~

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I hold my wedding picture figura with bg razqa, once married to her has not been based on love. She is not married to anyone else because she still loves him. Is this the reply I feel ? Or more heartache when I was your wife but my heart still belongs to another . The memory of me and him used to revolve around my head, every night I had trouble sleeping because it was still normal for him to come back. Back to me and the kid. I want to make up for all the pain he felt for me .

Tok tok tok tok

“ Ra, have you slept ? “ knocking on mom's door opens my mind

“ Not yet ma, enter here is not key “ replied I half screamed

“ You every night always like this son ? “ ask my mother-in-law

“ Like this ? …. What do you mean ma ? “ my number

“ Yes always muse , daydream , cry like this. What is razqa ? “ asked mama who immediately made me shed tears

“ What's wrong if ara still want bg razqa back ma ? What is wrong if ara loves and loves her husband too much ? Why is the world so cruel? Ara tired of strong temple temples, ara tired of happy temple temples so that everyone is not sad to see ara. ara . Ara tired hiks hiks hiks “ says I cry. I don't know how many tears I shed in vain, because my tears can't bring me back razqa again

“ Istighfar son…. You have queen. Mama please get up ra, it's been two years all this. Razqa must be angry to see you like this. Let her be calm up there son, “ mama hugged me tightly

“ Ma, ara is still very loving bg razqa. Even forever love is for her. But why did everyone tell Ara to get married again? Is it bad to marry without love? “ I said that was still sobbing

“ It's okay, slowly the love will be present as time goes by. Just like you were married to razqa” said mama smiling as she stroked my head

“ But different ma, if in the past ara can love equally and forget the person who ara love because he hurt the heart of ara. If now is it possible for ara to love others and forget the one who loves while the one who loves never hurt ara baarang in the least ? “ my number

“ That's my wedding test, and it's a challenge for your husband later. Her duty is what makes you love her. “ said mama

“ If ara remarries does mama still consider a daughter-in-law ? “

“ No son, mama already considers you a biological child mama is not just a daughter-in-law anymore. Mama loves you. The only ones mom and dad have right now are you and queen. Mama wish you all the best for your life ahead of her “ mama kiss my cheek and hug me again

“ Thanks yes ma . Forever mama papa remains a part of life fig. “ said I returned the embrace of mama

“ Yes already slept. Queen's sleeping with papa, let her sleep with mom and dad tonight. You guys are back tomorrow. Mom go to the room first, right ? “

“ Yes ma…. Good night “ mom just replied with a smile

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Tonight I can sleep well before 11 p.m. I usually sleep over at 12 p.m. But my alarm goes off at 01:30 …..

I pray tahajjud and istikharah. Nervous to get a clue to decide the biggest choice that should never happen .

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Adhan reverberated, I took ablution and prayed dawn alone . Never once did I not cry when praying for my husband, just by praying and reading Al-Qur’an I could slightly disappear my sense of longing with him.

After praying and teaching, I went to the kitchen to prepare all breakfast . I remember when my husband was there, he always sat at the dinner table watching me cook and occasionally teasing me . Now there are only memories ……….

“ Mamaaaaaaaa “ scream queen surprise me

“ What's up, baby? Is it still morning when you scream ? “ my number

“ Yes baby, later if we have another weekend here again deh “ I said who can guess the expression queen. He's comfortable here, because this is where he's from the baby.

“ Yeee benel ya ma ? “ says queen

“ Yes dear. Oma same opa where ? “ my number

“ Oma belesin place tidul, opa is sports behind “ says queen gesas

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“ Ma , pa …. We're going home, right ? Mama papa is healthy here. If there is anything do not hesitate to tell me about “ pamitku to my two in-laws who already consider me like his biological child

“ Your heart child, take good care of queen . Don't worry we're here “ said papa

“ Yes son, right said your papa. And most importantly you should accept the man's proposal . Don't delay someone's goodwill “ says mom

“ Yes ma pa…. God willing to accept later “ replied I gave up

“ Queen, good same mom. Remember not to be naughty ? Must obey what mama said, said oma and opa there . Okeee ? “ papa hugging and kissing queen

“ Grandson oma should be a smart child and sholeha, make us all proud yes son especially papa up there “ continued mama who kissed and hugged queen

“ Okay omaa opaaaa . Dadaaaa “

I slowly drove my car out of the yard of my in-laws house . There was a sad feeling when I died that house, a house full of warmth …..

“ You do not want to buy food first in the queen supermarket ? “ my number

“ No ma, win want powder only yes ? Win macih sleepy “ says queen nyengir see a row of her teeth that are not how much hahaha

“ Okay princess. Good night, the driver's mother will focus on driving you to the destination “ I said

“ Hahahahah okay mamaaaa “

While driving, I heard my phone ring. There's a phone coming in from Darrel

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“ Assalamualaikum first “ I said

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“ Waalaikumussalam.. This is again on the way back. Where are you, emang ? “ my number

“ At home, today I am free. The two dinners tonight, huh ? I picked you up Maghrib“ darrel said

“ Yes is okay…. I was driving the danger “ I said

“ Ready boss, take care with my queen yaaaa ? “ says darrel. Without me answering I turned off the phone connection gahaha

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