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“ Dear …. You were in the room to rest. Mama wants nyolatin Razqa's body. Do you pray or do you pray ? “ says my mother-in-law

“ Yes tan Deta followtt “ says deta

“ Eva also tan “

“ Darrel also tan “

“ Lala nemenin ara ya tan, about her again leaked nih “ said lala

“ Oh yes already…. If you are thirsty or want anything, take it in the kitchen…. Come on others take our wudhu “

“ Hayuk La we go to the room while looking at queen” Invite me

“ Yes ra...”

Once in the room, I saw my son still awake from his sleep. I told Lala to sit on the sofa in the room.

I still can't believe it's like my husband died. If I knew his age would be this short, I wouldn't have left him alone in town for months. I'll definitely spend some time with him. That's what the saying Rice Has Become a Porridge ……

“ Ra …. You know, I was really disappointed when I found out you were married but didn't tell me. But on the other hand I'm happy because of lu muveon and don't bother the dunguk darrel again. Sick ra when you see you like being stuck in bed waiting for him who is not sure. Just now you feel a complete happiness with the presence of queen, you are even faced with a situation like this. Among the four of us were always spoiled childish, but now you are the most mikul heavy burden like gini. You must be sure ra you must believe that the way of life that is destined by God is certainly the best for you. Strong yaa “ said lala advising me

“ Yes I know, believe Ra bg razqa must have been happy with you already love him. He left because he was calm. He's still concerned about you, don't like that he must be crying like this. Udah ah can not lament, pity him” said lala calms me

“ Thank you very much…. You have touched my heart and mind. I need you guys really at a time like this “ I said

“ So you need us only in times like this ? Mck... “ says lala ketus

“ Hehee is not, forever I need you guys beside me “ I said

“ Well dong laugh again…. Mama queen spirit “ says lala

In front of people I love I can laugh and make them believe that I am okay, but my heart is very fragile. I don't know how long I can live pretending to be happy like this.

Honestly, I'm not strong. Can I just give up? I am fragile, God is fragile.

May I not ask to wake up and when I wake up it turns out this is all just a dream? That's all I can tell you. But like that is impossible ……

This is the reality, bitter reality that has indeed happened …..