
In room
I lay staring at our family photo. Sad the hell, that's what I feel . I hate adults . I want to be an SD kid again, let me have some free time to play with my sister . Her one sister whom I love the most who absolutely can not cry in childhood . Which I always protect . I'm the one who always bathe, I who love to eat, even until she SD . I fell asleep while hugging this figura…..
Samar I heard my phone ring, it turned out to be my alarm. I woke up to take ablution and pray alone.
After praying I fell my body again in bed
I saw a message coming in at wa
“ Bg razqa : Ara , sorry to sound rushed . I have loved you for a long time . But look at our social status abg insecure first . This is because just to reveal it, you must not answer why . You know yourself enough . But already revealed gini abg a little relieved “
“ Me : why can you like it ? Ara ga never problems with social status bg . Ara is comfortable as well. But sorry to commit to gabisa bg . Ara has been disappointed many times . Afraid to fall into the same hole many times “
“ Bg razqa : abg ga ngajak you for dating . If we want to apply directly . I want to get married directly. But sorry for your salary not yet how much compared to your pocket money. Agg is just a regular employee at company”
“ Ara asked for time to think, because how is it also the biggest decision for the future . Not because of social status . But the position of abg in the heart ara “ reply me and immediately I put hp on the bed .
I sat on the balcony of the room while contemplating.
I'm tired of loving people, when I love but that person never really seriously loves me .
Maybe it's better to be loved by someone I know well. Munkin after later contact then the love will be present slowly….
but I have to get married so soon ?
I remember there were 1 of my friends I could ask for an opinion. He knows about religion, especially about marriage
“ Hello assalamualaikum “ replied the recipient
“ Waalaikumussalam .. This is Siti yes ? Sorry to interrupt this I Alesha “ school student Junior used to know me by the name of Alesha
“ Oh yes masha allah alesha how are you ? It doesn't bother me . Why have you been in trouble for so long ? I miss “ he said
“ Yes sorry yes I was busy studying until I had no time ngabarin, I also rarely go back to the village “ I replied feeling not good
“ How are you doing ? “
“ Thank God I am good .. oh yes siti , where are you again ? There's no time ? I want to confide in a little opinion “ asked me
“ I am at home .. I again gabisa out of the house about her again in pingit nih . How are you playing here ? “ said
“ Okee ntar afternoon I went there yaaa “
“ Ready .. awaited yes. Yaudah assalamualaikum “
“ Waalaikumussalam “ reply
I rushed to take a shower, changed clothes, and went downstairs for breakfast .
I saw that my mom and my sister had already started breakfast. I also ate my breakfast
after that my mom came to the office and my sister went to school .