Picking Up the Past

The Hidden Feelings

Arya closed her eyes, and a single tear fell from her left eye when she recalled how painful it was 22 years ago, he could still vividly remember his father lying covered in blood, he could still remember second by second when his mother said “run,,,, run,,,” and finally let out her last breath, which he put in his arms, and much more painful is that he had to face it all when he was 6 years old.

“what wound should I avenge? and I have to seize everything that the man took, even his son has stolen the feelings of my wife that I should have” muttered Arya holding tightness in her chest, he again saw the beautiful scenery in front of him, he again saw the beautiful scenery in front of him,

‘will my future be as beautiful as this scenery, whether it should seize everything or not, whether it be with Mila or not, I just want everything will be as beautiful as this view’

*

Mila stared blankly at the chair in front of her, the chair that Arya used to occupy every time Arya sat at the dining table, Vanessa stared sadly at her lackluster-looking sister-in-law eating her breakfast. He then touched Mila's shoulder and gently stroked her.

“dek, do you still think about it?”

“that is my sister, I only wish her back, and would like to give me sorry” Mila's eyes glazed over as she expressed the hope that had long been stored in the depths of her heart.

“dek, has your heart chosen it?”

“do I have to make sure my heart first to choose sis?, do I not have the right to expect it even though my heart has not chosen anyone among them”

“this is not just about your choice of deck heart, it concerns the life she lives, she just needs certainty, if you can't give her certainty, then let her choose her own life deck path, she's just going to have a, do not force again to survive, what else your way will really be difficult for you to face”

Vanessa explained it with tears that had soaked her cheeks, she felt not sincere if Arya went from Mila, but she also had to be aware, the road facing Arya was also difficult, he said, it's not just about the Mila family company that is currently dying because of Arya's company that maybe if Mila finds out, Mila will be furious at Arya.

But also about Rita who is on the side of Arya, which in Vanessa's judgment, the girl will never be sincere with the marriage of Mila and Arya, who are, Vanessa feels like there is a past grudge in the girl's heart that may never be cured, although he actually also does not understand why Rita like still holding a grudge after the long-ago matchmaking event,

Not to mention the doctor Karina whom he met in the hospital, his words like implying a threat to Mila and Arya's relationship, are,

“what were they said by Ari yesterday?, is it because they Arya lost the news until now?” doctor Karina said at the time, then doctor Karina said again,

“I have known Arya for more than 5 years, but only this time I saw Arya like this, can you explain to me what happened to my friend?”

That's two sentences from doctor Karina who like being a threat to the relationship of Mila and Arya, Vanessa feels there are many more things about Arya that she does not know, he did not know, his mind drifted back to Ari's figure who was being rude to him. He even suspects Ari will be rude if he meets Mila, just like Ari's attitude to him.

‘If Mila can't give her heart completely to Arya, then there they will only hurt each other over the impartial circumstances of their relationship.

“I would love to choose Arya sis, but I also can not take off the bang Arnes easily” Mila replied with her voice that began to tremble holding tightness in her chest.

“Do you not trust your brother and Abel if the man is just an ******** Mil?” vanessa asks Mila who is still surprised at Mila, ‘why does Mila still love the man?, even though Abel, and bang Irman have told her how much of a bastard Arnes is to her'

“kak, not that I do not believe, but I need proof for it all, I already love and trust him” martial Mila on his own feelings.

Mila is even completely confused with herself, on the one hand she desperately wants Arya back to her, even she desperately wants to choose Arya over Arnes, but from the other side he still expects Arnes, although he is still afraid to meet Arnes, because he is afraid that Arnes will do bad to him, even though he is afraid to meet Arnes, but still his heart rejected all accusations against Arnes. The state of the heart that really made him confused at that time.

“do you want him to admit his depravity in front of you Mil?, do you think he will admit all his ugliness in front of you?, what proof do you need?” Vanessa stared in wonder at her sister-in-law, she was completely unable to understand about Mila's heart which to her gray she could not see.

“aku, I just want Arya back kak” said Mila resigned to the uncertain state of his heart,

“kakak really do not understand with you Mil, you want Arya back, while you also can not choose between them, want to until when you are this selfish” said Vanessa annoyed,

*

Abel stared into the face of Tomy who was still faithful in his stupor, Abel's eyes had even reddened, after days of always crying when talking to Tomy who was still unconscious, he told Tomy how he misses Tomy every day, he also told how loyal he was waiting for messages from Tomy who works in Bandung, Bandung, while he keeps silent he sees the cell phone in the room waiting for a message from Tomy.

Abel also shared how happy he was when Tomy asked him to marry, telling him how happy he was when Tomy came to his house to propose to him, he tells in detail how blooming his heart was when Tomy came into his life.

But the sadness of his heart he can not hide, he felt disappointed in himself because his presence was not able to make Tomy realize from his stupor,

“Tom, wake up Tom, don't stay like this, I'm afraid of losing you” Abel told Tomy,

Abel momentarily looked at Tomy's phone which was on top of a small closet next to Tomy's bed, ‘why didn't Arya call Tomy?, wasn't she worried at all?, it's even past from 2 weeks they don't communicate with each other, the inner’ of Abel who feels strange with Arya's self.

The door to Tomy's room, opened, Dr. Karina came in and immediately stepped towards Tomy's bed, looking at Abel for a moment before checking on Tomy,

“how do doc Tomy?” abel asked without taking his eyes off Tomy's face,

“I was also confused Bel, Tomy should have been aware, but this he is still not aware also” said doctor Karina with her tone.

“truss what's the problem doc?, why doesn't Tomy wake up too?”

“you have tried to talk to him Bel, sometimes we have to stimulate someone's mind to help restore his consciousness, yes sort of stimulate his mind to work and push for his consciousness back” said Dr. Karina,

“already doc, I've spoken many things to him, but he has not realized also” Abel sounded desperate talk, he then turned to the direction of doctor Karina, and the doctor Karina Abel who was trying to hold back her tears.

“I know Tomy and Arya are very close to the Bel, maybe if you hear Aryan's voice can make Tomy realize” immediately explained Dr. Karina,

Abel took a deep breath, he had been waiting for Arya to contact him or Tomy's phone, but did not visit Arya to contact the two phones that Abel was holding, he said, he has also tried to contact Arya through the number stored Tomy, but the result is nil, Arya's phone is not active at all.

“I've been trying to dock, but Arya's number is not active at all, Ari has also been to Arya's contract, but there is no one there, we have tried to contact her doc, but nil all, all, no one knows the news of Arya now” explained Abel who is getting lethargic.

Doctor Karina nodded slowly, she already knew everything from Ari, and even she herself had contacted Arya many times, and she had also come to Arya's contract and indeed the contract was empty.

“Bel, do you know what Arya is having trouble with?, I have known her for a long time, but only this time he disappeared there is no news like this” asked doctor Karina who actually has long held a curiosity about the cause of Arya who suddenly disappeared.

Abel took a deep breath to answer Karina's doctor's question.

“i can not talk much doc about Arya problem, this is a household problem” replied Abel who made the eyes of doctor Karina widened in shock,

“his household? what do you mean Arya is married”

Abel glanced strangely at doctor Karina, “doesn't doctors have known Arya for a long time?, why don't doctors know that Arya is married?”

deg,,,deg,, doctor Karina swallowed her saliva, her body trembled, her world crumbled as soon as she heard the news.