Picking Up the Past

Prince and Princess

“did you forget me?, Indra this is my little princess”

Arya's eyes widened in shock listening to the words of Mila who was still tightly hugging her, ‘Indra?, she knew who I was?’ his mind does not believe.

Arya again held Mila's shoulder to release the girl's hug, but Mila instead tightened her hug, she did not want her husband to leave her side again.

Arya then pushed Mila's body a little strongly, until the hug was released from her body, He then clasped Mila's shoulder tightly and stared deeply at Mila, while Mila was still down, both his hands are now holding tightly to Arya's arms, he is holding them as tightly as he can, if Arya tries to leave again, he will hold Arya with all his strength, ‘she can not go again, he will not leave, I can no longer bear the pain of losing her' Mila's mind sadly.

“Who are you calling Indra?” arya asked full search still in a slow tone,

Mila then raised her head, and she could see Arya's teary eyes, and Arya, she could see her wet eyes, and on Mila's cheeks still flowed her tears.

“You are Indra right?, do you not remember me anymore?” mila asked in a hoarse tone, she tried to calm her heart so as to have the strength to continue to be able to hold Arya from leaving her.

Arya's breath felt choked to hear it all, fear was now searching her heart, ‘astaga, she knew where?, did that mean that person also already knew’

“Mil, what are you talking about?” arya said with excitement, she still held tightly onto Mila's shoulder and looked into Mila's eyes, she was really scared if Arnes and her father knew who she really was, he feels like he has really gotten into the abyss of hell now, ‘Mila is dating that person, does that mean he knows about me too, my God, my God, what my life will end as well as father and mother’

Mila's right hand releases her grip on Arya's arm, she then rubs Arya's stiff-looking face, “kamu Indra right?, my childhood prince” Mila said again.

Arya swallowed her saliva, fear was enveloping her heart, she was too heavy to say yes, because it meant justifying her identity to the person she now felt was more in favor of her enemy.

“I Arya, not Indra” elak Arya.

“I've seen that photo, you must be Indrakan?” asked Mila again, Arya's eyes widened in shock, her breathing choked, and her chest was completely claustrophobic. His life felt on the verge of death.

“fo, foto” said Arya staggered ‘what was Mila who found the photo?’ the photo that he always kept was in Mila's hands, he was even half afraid to remember the photo as long as he was gone, both photos were as valuable as his life at this time.

“You said it was a photo of your parents, it means you are Indra right, and Tomy is not your brother, but your cousin, and Tomy's parents are your uncle and aunt, and Tomy's parents are your uncle, I've seen everything in the photo” said Mila who still holds Arya's face and looks into Arya's bead eyes.

Arya feels her body weakened hearing Mila's words, a secret that she always kept tight has now been known by Mila, a man who loves men who are currently eyeing for life, her grip on Mila's shoulder began to weaken and Mila took advantage of the situation to re-hug Arya, she really did not want to let go of Arya anymore.

“Who knows this is all Mil?” arya asked in a trembling voice, she could no longer dodge it now, if she said no, it would further deteriorate her position, because Mila could find out the truth to others.

“what do you mean?” said Mila again hid her head in the chest of Aryan field, for some reason she felt so comfortable to put her head on that chest.

“who have you told me about this?” asked Arya again, her body felt limp and stiff, the answer from Mila would really determine what she should do ahead.

“I didn't tell anyone” Mila replied with a slightly calmer feeling, Arya ke then raised her hand, this time she replied to Mila's hug. He hugged Mila tightly to release all the feelings in his heart. And Mila can breathe a sigh of relief over Arya's embrace.

Arya then closed her eyes deeply, life was really unfair for her, when she was ready to take Mila out of her life, now she was back trapped, she could not take Mila off now, she said, because the girl in front of him had held the biggest secret in his life, the secret that would become the fight between his life and death.

Arya's teary eyes were now shedding tears,

Long enough they hugged each other, until finally Arya released her hug, and then Mila also did the same thing, Mila again held Arya's face.

“Indra, you remember me right, you are my prince and I am your princess, thank you for keeping your promise to me” Mila said by looking into Arya's bead eyes. Hearing Mila's words Arya's memory returns to the events that occurred 22 years ago.

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“where are you going?” said little Mila who was 4 years old at the time,

“I have to go, go away” replied Indra who is still 6 years old

“I'll be back for you, you're the princess of her” Indra replied as she pinched the little girl's chubby cheeks.

“prince must return to the princess, I wait for you to return, do not go long ya” Mila said innocently.

“iyaa-iya” Indra replied,

“appointment,” said Mila small while lifting her little finger,

Indra then also raised her little finger and connected it with Mila's pinky,

Fb end, though,

“what are you little girl?” arya asked who was also staring in Mila's bead eyes.

“do you remember me?” said Mila smiled with relief, he felt happy that his prince could still remember him.

So even with Arya, he can breathe a sigh of relief now, the promise that has always burdened him for many years has now been kept, a promise that always looms in his memory, he said, ringing in his ears and making him always afraid to be bound to anyone because of his promise to Mila that he could not keep, but today, everything has paid off. The burden hanging on his shoulders from the past has now paid off.

“you think I will forget what you did in the past” said Arya flat, but he was really happy to keep that promise.

“what do you mean?” tanya Mila started to be confused by the direction of Arya's conversation,

“you kissed me first, did you forget?”

Hearing Arya's words Mila's face immediately flushed red, she immediately turned her face away from Arya because remembering how stupid she used to be, she kissed Arya to play what she saw in the film.

“that was, I was a child, still innocent, I didn't know anything back then” Mila replied defending herself, she was really embarrassed considering the incident.

“but you hugged and kissed my lips at that time, I was still innocent, and you made me a victim of your lust” Arya said in an annoyed tone to Mila.

“Indra” shouted Mila while pinching Arya's hand, she was really embarrassed to remember the incident, plus Arya who spoke as if she was a victim of her lust, further adding to the red hue of her face.

“Mil, don't ever call me Indra” Arya said it in a serious tone that made Mila look back at her face in confusion because of Arya's changing tone of voice. Mila looked at Arya's bead eyes with her her face,

“Indra I buried in the past, he will never live again until whenever” continued Arya seriously.

“why?” tanya Mila was surprised, “many things happened in the past that can not be opened again in the future Mil” replied Arya meaningfully.

“What's the reason your name is now Arya?” ask Mila again,

“Mil, promise me, you will not say this to anyone, just you alone know the problem of Indra,”, said Arya again,

“why Arya? what's the reason I had to hide about you in the past?” ask Mila again.

Arya took a deep breath, she couldn't possibly tell Mila everything, too much pain for her to tell everything, too much of a burden she would have to feel if she went back to telling what had been chasing her for years.

“this is for my life Mil, for my future” replied Arya, Mila then nodded even though she did not fully understand the meaning of Arya's sentence, Arya said, all he understands is that he must keep Aryan's secret about Indra for Aryan's future.

“what does that mean you won't leave me?” asked Mila, he now felt to be an important person for Arya, with Arya's words just now, implied the meaning of Arya believed him to keep something very important in Arya's life, it was about Indra in the past.