Picking Up the Past

Difference Between Us

“you really want me to go, you are not really sincere to me, as I am sincere to you, you are not really love as much as I love you, now I realize, I am not, I'm just a stupid girl who was fooled by all your sincere-looking words” Abel said angrily.

Abel then leaves with the pain in his heart, Tomy leaves in a painful way, and Tomy lets go of the hug on her for feeling guilty hugging him, he felt there was not the slightest affection from Tomy for him.

‘she was just messing with me, she was just messing around getting married to me, she was just like them, playing a sincere me to them’ inner Abel sadly lamented Tomy's attitude, she said, even Tomy's eyes only looked flat when he saw that, as if there was no sense to him from those eyes.

Tomy took a deep breath looking at Abel's back that passed out from the door of his room, He momentarily closed his eyes to calm himself, he then sat on his bed and calm his feelings. “I don't understand how to deal with women” murmured slowly which made doctor Karina look at it with a face of sympathy.

“that woman is difficult to understand Tom, I can't even understand Mila until now” said Arya who walked towards the sofa and then sat there. Arya's words seemed to look into the heart of doctor Karina, the pain she suddenly felt, the pain because her feelings felt would never be avenged.

“Female feelings you can never understand, you will never know what a woman loves a man like, what a woman sacrifices herself for the man she loves, you will never know how disappointed women feel about being hurt, what women really feel, you will never understand, in the slightest it will not be understood by men like you” said doctor Karina full of meaning, he then immediately paired again all the medical devices Tomy had released before leaving earlier. He also examined Tomy's condition to ensure that the man was stable after he disappeared nearly 4 hours from the hospital.

Tomy and Arya momentarily looked at Karina's doctor at work, “Karina, what do you think I should do about Abel, I have absolutely no experience about this one” muttered Tomy asked quietly to doctor Karina.

“be the way you are Tom, I know Abel is sincere with you, I also know what you are like, there is nothing wrong with you, just because your differences make all this happen, Abel doesn't really understand what you really are, because he's big not in an environment like you, he's a thirsty girl with a male touch Tom, and I'm sorry Tom if I have to say this, as long as you are unconscious, I often see Abel clasping tightly and kissing your hands sincerely, I've seen him kissing your forehead feeling, I often see him touching your face, and maybe there's something else I don't see for what he's done to you, I know he's done it all because he loves you so much, and on the other hand, he said, you also don't really know what to do with women, because you always keep yourself from being forbidden by religion, I think men like you are too perfect for women like Abel, also like me to a man, that man is too perfect for me who still many sins this” said doctor Karina full of meaning, which makes guilt directly hang in Arya's heart. The look on Arya's face turned sad to hear it.

Tomy glanced at Doctor Karina with her pajama face hearing Doctor Karina's remark. He already knew what the heart of the woman in front of him was like, Now the woman was biased to say about her feelings for Arya.

Doctor Karina then immediately left and left Tomy's room, Arya stared at the departure of doctor Karina with a grimace with guilt. After the door of Tomy's room closed, Arya immediately glanced at Tomy, “justin, the woman is difficult to understand” said Arya tried to calm herself by speaking using her upset tone.

“you better talk well with Karina Arya, do not let her save feelings for you, later it could be a boomerang for your relationship with Ari”, replied Tomy to take a long breath back.

“he never said how I felt Tom, how I told him not to like me, but you think I'm crazy what” said Arya with a tone of regret to hear Tomy's advice.

“I'm confused about Abel Arya, I really don't understand what he wants, I want to take care of myself, but he asks for more than that, I'm really not sure, he felt I wasn't really sincere to him because I didn't do what I wanted to,” Tomy recalled what Abel's attitude was like every time they met, even Abel almost every hour contact him be it a phone call or chat during his work in Bandung, even almost every night he and Abel video call, wide video call, something that makes Tomy always feel uncomfortable because he is not used to things like that with any woman. What else he was also always careful for fear of sin.

“alah Tom, don't think about it again, let Abel calm himself first, anyway this problem will not be solved by us who both do not understand this woman” said Arya who was stopped because by the sound of her cellphone ringing and Arya immediately pulled her phone out of her pants pocket, she can see Rita's name on her phone screen.

“ada what Rita?”

“nona Anjani in your room Arya, she's waiting for you there” said Rita flat across the phone from Arya,

“Anjani?, what's the matter?, is there still another problem with the design?, right should today sign the contract” asked Arya who began to feel worried, he said, that fear suddenly seeped into his heart, meeting with the people who knew him in the past always made him possessed by fear, what else Anjani is currently on the enemy side who wants to finish him off.

“I don't know, but it seems that he is angry with you” replied Rita,

“Anged with me,? why?” ask Arya who is confused.

“I don't know Arya, let's hurry here, later he makes trouble in our office”

“iya,, yes, I am there now” Arya replied immediately closing her phone, she then glanced at Tomy.

“justify, the woman is difficult to understand” muttered Arya slowly while thinking about what Anjani wants to come to her room. While Tomy looked at him with a confused face.