Picking Up the Past

Irman Test Results

At 10 am Arya took Mila to the hospital to check on her. Arya chose noon to the office in order to accompany Mila to the obstetrician. He should be able to divide his time well. He must seem calm as if there are no problems in front of Mila, so that his wife does not feel burdened and thought of the problems she must face.

Mila and Arya did not need to queue for the length of the day, with a letter from doctor Karina, they could go straight into the examination room past the long queue. After going through various examination processes, Arya and Mila sit in front of the obstetrician to listen to the direction of the doctor.

Starting from the diet, type of food, bad habits during pregnancy, the emotions of pregnant women, until the direction for a husband and wife relationship during pregnancy is explained by a doctor carefully. Mila and Arya carefully listened to the doctor's explanation. Before returning home Arya took the time to the room doctor Karina to take what she asked yesterday.

While Vanessa went to company 3A Friend when Arya and Mila went to the hospital. He wanted to collect Ari's explanation of the Arya and Adinata group and the meaning of the Mila family sentence of betrayal. It was quite burdensome for her thinking, but she managed to refrain from asking Arya and Mila.

While at the reception, Vanessa is served politely, all employees already know who she is, she will not be underestimated again there. Even the treatment he got was the same as the treatment that the owners of the company got. It felt like all the bad things in his life were treated with all the hospitality of the people who appreciated him in the office.

“Ari sir's room is on the 6th floor buk” Receptionist politely replied to Vanessa.

Vanessa smiled back at him kindly, she then headed for the elevator and immediately headed for the 6th floor.

The floor is slightly different from the floor of Aryan's room. When the elevator doors opened, Vanessa was immediately filled with a large room without a bulkhead, all Ari staff worked there, staff was much more than the staff of Arya on the 4th floor.

Vanessa got out of the elevator walking slowly, she did not want to disturb people who were busy working. On that floor, all of Ari's staff manage reports of all their projects in the field.

“mission buk, there is something we can help” greet an employee to Vanessa.

“i looking for Ari room, the room is where ya mbak”

“room Pak Ari, there buk” show the female employee at one of the doors there.

“thank you mbak, sorry to bother” Vanessa told the female employee.

He then immediately went to Ari's room and knocked on the door twice, Ari's secretary who was sitting a little far from the door immediately stood up to Vanessa.

"sorry ma'am, what is the need with Pak Ari?” ask the secretary politely.

“anu mbak, I have an appointment with him, say aja from Vanessa, her brother Mila” said Vanessa who already knows the meaning of Ari's secretary.

“well ma'am, wait a minute ya bu” secretary Ari who then entered into the room Ari, and a few moments later he came out and invited Vanessa to enter.

Vanessa goes into Ari's room, she sees that the room is quite neat like Arya's room, the glass wall is also there like Arya's room, Ari's work desk is also almost similar to Arya's work desk, it's just a little smaller.

While Ari himself has been sitting on the sofa with a casual gaze towards Vanessa, “you came too, sit lah” said Ari briefly.

Vanessa thought for a moment, she looked at Ari's eyes in full search, “sit down, are you still afraid of me?” said Ari flatly.

Vanessa shook her head, she momentarily smiled faintly and then sat down in front of Ari, “what do you want to drink?” tanya Ari is stale.

“I just want to hear an explanation of what you said yesterday, I can not for long, later Arya and Mila hunted home from the hospital”

Ari took a rough breath, he himself also did not want to linger, “I will tell you all this, as long as you can keep this secret well, and make sure Mila is not burdened because of this, he said, I don't want anything to happen to him”

“as you're the same as him?” vanessa asks who is getting curious as to what Ari really is.

“Arya has chosen her, I also learned to accept her as my best friend's wife, I want my niece to be healthy and safe, and for sure, to be born, do not take one eye our friendship relationship four” explained Ari slowly. Vanessa nodded slowly indicating she understood Ari's intentions.

Ari then tells at length about who Arya is, until his problems with Irman and the Adinata group shareholders meeting. Vanessa just stared at Ari hearing it all, she did not think there was such a big thing in Arya at all.

The figure of the man he just knew 6 months it really makes his chest feel tight. "you're sure with all your stories it's Ri?"

"i was also hard to believe at first, but I've seen for myself the results of Aryan's tests with Gibran adinata, they are son and father"

Vanessa rubbed her eyes that began to feel wet, "what's so difficult about Arya's condition?, what's as sick as her life?” muttered Vanessa when Ari finished his long story, “for sure all this time Arya life is overshadowed by her fears, she must have difficulty facing all this alone,” muttered Vanessa again.

“Arya must be difficult because of his position now, he loves his wife, but on the other hand there are us and people who are loyal to his father who depend on their safety to Arya” said Ari slowly.

Ari remembered the face of Mr. Abdul and doctor Reny, when saying that, ‘only Arya can save them, as strong as anyone I have, it will not help at all'

“so what should I do?” Vanessa asked after taking a deep breath.

Vanessa nodded slowly indicating she understood Ari's intentions, “I will keep Arya and Mila's relationship, you just calm down”

Ari momentarily took a rough breath, she weighed in to say something. After thinking for a while, he decided to ask about it, “can I ask you something?”

“was wondering what Ri? just ask" Vanessa replied quietly.

“why are you still loyal to your husband?, even though he does not treat you well at all” asked Ari who immediately made Vanessa's breath choked and her chest felt tight.

“who says my husband doesn't treat me well?” asked Vanessa who was trying to dodge.

“do not go home, have 2 apartments to play crazy with many other women, including employees of his own office, he said, isn't that the name does not treat you well” said Ari who increasingly makes Vanessa's chest tight, her eyes teary because the pain in her heart felt great rumbling.

“who says?, don't just accuse you” said Vanessa still trying to dodge.

“i am the enemy, I know how bad the person who is my enemy,” said Ari again who made Vanessa speechless, he covered her mouth with his hands, trying to keep her voice from coming out, he said, his chest was getting claustrophobic hearing Ari's words.

“why do you still want to be with that man?, he has not touched you anymore, he does not give you a living anymore, why else do you maintain your marriage” continued Ari.

Vanessa flinched, how could the man know Irman's attitude towards her. Vanessa herself is also unlikely to say that her infertility is a matter of her relationship with Irman, “it is none of your business,” said Vanessa who then stood up.

“i know, I also feel disappointed with someone now, I just want to know why you survive even if you are treated like that, I also want to hang with him even if he disappoints me,” said Ari momentarily stopped.

“I'm sincere to him, he accepted me and gave me hope, but the truth is, his heart was never there for me, I want to know why you survived, maybe for the same reason, I can survive” explained Ari again.

Vanessa shook her head slowly, “if you want to survive, find your own reasons, if you have no reason, better leave her, there are still many other women who are good for you, you can find a woman who can be sincere to you, what else you are a very good person” Vanessa then walks away towards the door.

Ari quickly pulled Vanessa's hand back to sit down, “I'm not finished, you haven't answered my question, sit back in a moment.” Ari said flatly, he knows sadness is sweeping through Vanessa, he said, but she also wants to know why Vanessa is still loyal to Irman, a reason that might convince her heart to be with Karina's doctor.

Vanessa's answer was just a formal answer for her, it doesn't mean anything. “I want to know your reasons, with all the bad attitude to you, you still want to survive, what else you don't have children, a barren man like him wouldn't be able to have children, I just want to know what your reason is, surely that's a very strong reason that you survive in this condition"

“manly men?” asked Vanessa who was astonished by Ari's words.

“iya, don't you know your own husband is barren, or do you want to keep it a secret from me, I told you that I know what he is like,”

“no, she is not barren, which,,” said Vanessa instantly stopped, ‘aku imperfect, I let her down her inner’, her tears dripping without her being able to hold back.

Ari then stood up and picked up a document in his closet, he also picked up a tissue on his desk. Ari then gives a tissue to Vanessa and puts the paper in front of Vanessa who is back sitting on the sofa, “don't defend any more men ******** it's in front of me” said Ari flatly.

Vanessa's eyes were round in disbelief with the paper she saw, which stated Irman's condition of not having children.

“I,,,ini” says Vanessa staggered.

“why surprised?, it won't be difficult for me to get the test results dia” said Ari still flatly.

Vanessa's head shook her head, the reality was very painful for her, the test results showed Irman was healthy, and his condition could not have children,”ini must have been one” Vanessa said.

“wrong how? where might the hospital keep wrong” data

‘ya Lord, what really happened?, what bang Irman faked our test results first, I still remember the test results, I who can not have a child’ Vanessa cried sadly, I have a, his tears could not bear, whichever was right and wrong became blurry to him.

Vanessa then immediately got up to stand up, she had to leave so that her tears did not break there. ‘what is this?, why did Irman bang this spare to me?, did he really fake the test results? then why is he torturing my feelings like this?, what is my sin to him?, what is my fault to him?,’

While Ari immediately chased after Vanessa, he still hoped for an answer to his question, when Vanessa was about to pull the doorknob Ari immediately held him, “ answered my question first, just left, I need your reason it”

“open the door, I beg” Ogre Vanessa who can no longer resist her disappointment, her conjecture to Irman made her heart unsettled.

“you why?, what's the matter exactly? why are you surprised to see the test results of it”

Vanessa immediately turned her body, she hugged Ari and shed her cry there, her cry broke without being able to hold, the cry that also made Ari's shirt wet by her tears, ari's eyes are rounded not believing what Vanessa is doing.