Picking Up the Past

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The door to Tomy's room opened, Tomy went into her room and deg,,,,, deg,,,, he got,,,,,. His face was instantly pias, his heart was beating fast, something entered his heart that made his chest feel tight. His heart ached at Abel's grieving condition, the innocent girl sat down tightly hugging the pillow. Her eyes were reddened and puffy, her cheeks wet by the roar of tears, ‘Yes God, I really hurt the heart of a girl as good as Tomy's inner Abel’ blames herself.

Abel lifted his head to see who was coming, and his heart was racing like Tomy's, the pain was seeping into his heart, the man was leaving because he was uncomfortable with his presence.

Abel then turned his face away from Tomy, he endured the increasing tightness of his chest, the pain he felt. Abel felt that Tomy did not want him at all during this time, Tomy always refused every time he wanted to touch him, Tomy even often turned his face when their eyes met, Tomy also did not like to talk long with him, Tomy also did not like to talk long with him, although it was only on the phone, and many other things he wanted from his relationship with Tomy, Tomy refused to give it. The rejection made Abel feel as if Tomy was disgusted at him, not wanting to touch him and looking deeply into his eyes.

Abel loved Tomy for her sincerity, kindness, politeness of her speech and mannerisms, always on promise, dislike trite talk and mature thinking, as well as the other side of Tomy who made it without a second thought immediately accepted Tomy's proposal.

But Tomy's attitude this morning made his heart break, Tomy was like really disgusted to him and deliberately ran away from him in such a way.

Abel hugged her hug on Tomy's pillow, trying to give her space in her heart to feel calm. Tomy stepped slowly towards Abel, while doctor Karina noticed the 2 people who were about to marry her with her flat face, ‘drama what else is this?’ his inner.

Arya followed Tomy's steps, she momentarily looked at the face of doctor Karina who was staring at her with a questioning face, Arya then shrugged her shoulders, as if saying ‘I don't know anything’.

“Bel” said Tomy slowly while touching Abel's shoulder, it was heavy for Tomy to do that, he did not want to touch Abel at all before they were officially married, one thing that he has been guarding with all his strength to fight the desire to touch the opposite sex. But he could not help it anymore, even he was eager to hug Abel who was crying sad, giving his chest to Abel, as a place to spill the sadness of the girl.

Abel's eyes widened in shock feeling Tomy's touch on his shoulder, ‘Tomy touching my shoulderEbel's inner shoulder couldn't believe it. For a moment Abel let Tomy's hand on his shoulder, because he really had long wanted to feel the gentle touch of the man on him, after a while, Abel then brushed Tomy's hand on his shoulder.

And deg,,, deg,,, the pain in Tomy's heart grew more and more because of Abel's pats, his chest felt increasingly tight, the girl refused the touch that she gave Arya seeing Abel's attitude let off a rough breath, 'was she that angry at Tomy? Is there another problem between Abel and Tomy, where maybe he can be angry just because Tomy went like this, ' thought Arya who began to look at his brain.

“you why bel?” arya asked casually. Abel closed his eyes to give him strength. He did not want to appear weak in front of those people, especially Tomy who had made his heart feel so sick.

“no, it's okay” said Abel as flat as possible, but everyone in the room could hear Abel's voice trembling with sadness.

“He wants to go from me, he doesn't want me to be by his side, he doesn't feel comfortable anymore if I'm nearby, I don't need him anymore” Abel said firmly, his heart was so tight that it all said. Abel held his cry as hard as he could, yet he failed, his body trembling withstanding the tightness in his chest.

Seeing it all, Tomy could no longer hold back his feelings, the innocent girl held sad with a state of concern right in front of him, until finally Tomy out of control, the innocent girl, he immediately hugged Abel and pulled Abel's head to his chest, and clenched the girl tightly. Tomy really felt guilty to Abel, he dissolved in his feelings.

Abel's eyes were again made rounded shocked by Tomy's attitude, the man who had always refrained from touching her was now hugging her tightly. The hug he wanted to feel from Tomy, but when he tried to give his touch to Tomy, Tomy always dodged and said I didn't want to touch you before we got married.

Arya narrowed her eyes looking at it all, ‘Tomy,,, you said you didn't love her yet, but now you're the one who hugged her first’ Arya's inner self while taking a deep breath, he wanted so much to pull Tomy's body away from hugging Abel at that moment.While Karina's doctor saw it all, he immediately shifted his gaze, he did not want his sacred eyes to be littered by a sight he should not have seen.

“sorry, Bel, I didn't mean to hurt your heart” Tomy said in a guilty tone.

But Tomy only briefly hugged Abel, when his consciousness returned, he should not touch Abel before marriage whatever the reason. Instantly also the feeling of Abel again grew sicker because of the hug that he had always wanted only lasted a few moments, and what made Abel angry was the sentence Tomy next “saf bell, and more, I don't mean to hug you” Tomy said in a guilty tone.

Abel glanced sharply at Tomy, even the man did not sincerely hug her, and apologized because the hug was a mistake, ‘his hug was just a mistake, just a mistake, so she really never loved me, everyone would hug her partner as a form of their affection and love, whereas her hug for me was just a mistake Abel's inner’ endured the pain.

“you really want me to go, you are not really sincere to me, as I am sincere to you, you are not really love as much as I love you, now I realize, I am not, I'm just a stupid girl who was fooled by all your sincere-looking words” Abel said angrily. He was really disappointed because Tomy acted as if he did not want to correct his mistake earlier.

"a,, aaaa, aakuu" said Tomy stirred, She swallowed her saliva at Abel's words, her mind blank at once not knowing what to say, The woman who had always been kind to him now scolded him. Tomy doesn't even know what to deal with Abel's anger because of her common sense of women.

Abel then leaves with the pain in his heart, Tomy leaves in a painful way, and Tomy lets go of the hug on her for feeling guilty hugging him, he felt there was not the slightest affection from Tomy for him.

‘she was just messing with me, she was just messing around getting married to me, she was just like them, playing a sincere me to them’ inner Abel sadly lamented Tomy's attitude, she said, even Tomy's eyes only looked flat when he saw that, as if there was no sense to him from those eyes.

While Tomy could only take a deep breath looking at Abel's back that passed out from the door of his room.