Picking Up the Past

Coercing

“once you don't argue with me, what's wrong Mil?” arya asked in a tone that turned irritated.

Mila was still lowered, guilt increasingly enveloping her heart. In fact all this time he always denied Arya, ‘I really a sinful wife, I always denied all my husband said.

“what one wife sleeps with her husband and hugs the husband she misses” asked Mila slowly to defend herself.

Arya gasps at Mila's question, she realizes, there is nothing wrong with what Mila did, She is her husband Mila and Mila has rights over her, including to sleep and embrace her.

'i am wrong, I cannot accept the fact of his betrayal, for that too, I am ignoring what should be for my own wife, I should have loved her even if I didn't love her anymore, I always refused to sleep with her, even though she begged and humbled herself for it, I even left her for weeks, she said, I don't even know what he was like during my time away, until he begged like earlier so that I wouldn't leave him again, ’ inner Arya who started to judge herself, she said,

‘ya Lord, I don't want to be your ungodly servant, who hurt and hurt my own wife, but my heart really can't accept all of this, she loves other men’

“sorry Mil, I'm the wrong” said Arya slowly, Vanessa and Mila simultaneously glanced in wonder at Arya as if not believe what they heard, Mila's eyes glazed over, and she looked like she was,

‘i am wrong because I do not obey his words, why he who claims wrong, O Lord, why so soft heart, so soft, I really don't deserve someone as good as Mila's inner Arya’ holds tight.

“I shouldn't ignore your rights that you should get from me” continued Arya still in her soft tone, ‘if I don't want them by my side, I just need to divorce her, I should not neglect my duty as a husband and hurt his heart, I am too late as my own heartache that I sin by hurting and injuring my own wife.

When she shed her tears again, she truly felt that she was the most sinful woman at the time, she ignored her husband's rights and neglected her duties as a guiltless wife, and even she loved another man without feeling it was wrong just because she loved him long before she knew him. she even selfishly asked her husband to understand his love for the man, when he should have killed her on her wedding day.

Arya tried to calm her feelings, she took a plate and filled it with rice, then she took a slice of red crab sauce and put the rice in front of Mila, “eat Mil, and then she took a piece of red crab, you seem very hungry” said Arya, he wanted to divert their conversation because there was Vanessa there.

“this is your rice, how come I eat?” asked Mila who was confused by Arya's attitude, Arya then smiled at his wife, “I just want to see you eat from the rice I took” Arya then take another plate for her, I want to see you eat from the rice I took, While Vanessa is still watching the couple, she is still judging what kind of relationship is currently going on between them.

“do I want to get it too?” arya asked innocently, she seemed to know what was currently on Vanessa's mind.

Mila then looked at Vanessa with an unhappy look, Vanessa looked at Mila, she understood Mila's point of view and then took her own plate.

They then eat in silence, Arya finishes eating first because she only takes a little rice, while Mila and Vanessa still greedily eat their food that is still a lot on the plate.

Arya momentarily looked at Mila who was still eating, “you already know the state of Tomy?” asked Arya who made Mila petrified and stopped from eating her. Abel and Ari blame themselves for what happened to Tomy.

“already, but I don't know anything for what happened” replied he lowered his head, he didn't know what kind of view Arya had to him now, whether the view was angry, hateful or flat, he didn't know, he was already scared if Arya also blamed him.

Arya then rose, she realized, while Mila was still his wife, she had to protect the girl, because she would be responsible, he said,

“from today don't contact him again, don't meet him again, don't, you can do anything with her if your status is not my wife anymore” said Arya who this time spoke in a firm tone.

Mila was still silent, her breathing was blocked, she felt insincere with what Arya wanted, ‘you might understand with my current feelings Arya, would you have this kind of heart to me, , forcing me to let go of feelings of love like this, this is so painful’.

Arya took a deep breath looking at Mila who was still silent, she could again feel that Mila still loved the man.

“where's your phone?” arya asked by raising her hand to Mila, Mila then raised her head, ventured to look at Arya's face, she could see Arya looking at her with a flat gaze. “for what?”

“I will block and delete the number, and if you dare again do what I forbid this, I make sure everything will end”, Arya said firmly, Mila felt tight in her chest, now that Arya is really going to be her whole husband, there will be no more men in her life, Arnes will no longer be able to reach out and approach her again.

Mila weakly pulls out her phone and gives it to Arya, and Arya blocks and deletes Arnes's contacts, and she also clears all of Arnes's chat to Mila without reading the contents of the chat, because he knew, the contents of the chat would only raise a wound in his heart.

“Do I need to delete all your social media so you don't get in touch with him anymore?” arya asked Mila,

“do you not believe me if I will not be in contact with him again?” mila asked back, asking,

“do you think I can still trust you?,” said Arya who asked back, Mila's eyes glazed over hearing it all, he said, the pain he felt when he heard Arya did not believe him at all.

“if I believe, I will not do all this” continued Arya who increasingly make Mila tight.

“Maybe all my life I will never be able to believe in the person who betrayed me because I saw for myself what the person closest to me was destroyed by the person who betrayed him” continued Arya again who made Mila water eye.

Arya then puts Mila's phone on top of Mila's plate.

“I will not delete your social media, I do not want to take away your freedom, I think now you already know what the best option you should choose” said Arya again who makes Mila more sick.

Vanessa looks at Arya with her curious face, she tries to understand what the purpose of Arya's actions is. 'has she shown her jealousy towards Mila?, has she really loved Mila again?, and has she really been in love with her?, but why so fast? does he also feel like he misses Mila as long as he's gone?' vanessa's inner still guessing Aryan feelings.