Picking Up the Past

Act More Calm

Mila could only rumble in her bed, her mind working to think about everything she heard and remembered. He remembered the warnings from his brother about Arnes, as well as the words of Arnes, and Abel's story about Arnes who wanted to harass his best friend, his mind also tried to digest Arnes' speech last afternoon.

'bang Arnes justifies the accusation bang Irman if he has to get married to be CEO in his father's company, what it means is the accusation that bang Arnes just wants my body to be right, too, then what about Arnes bang say about keeping love earlier, about the test of our love, what is that nonsense?, what is it?, but I can see Arnes' sincere eyes when she says it's all Mila's inner’ that's really upset by her circumstances.

‘what's right said mother first, I was too naive to judge bang Arnes and his family are good people, is it true too said brother Vanessa earlier, the, I've been fooled by her inner Arnes’ bang sentences again, she's trying to pull the truth out of what she's been through.

‘but why does my heart seem to not believe all the accusations, why do I always feel bang Arnes is always right here’ his inner again.

When Mila was thinking about it all, suddenly the door to her room opened, and she could see Arya was standing there.

Mila immediately stood up and approached Arya demgan smiling as if there was nothing. "you've come home?" he said he then wanted to grab Arya's hand to kiss her.

But Arya just silently did not answer him, he just stared flatly looking at Mila, and when Mila wanted to grab his hand he immediately brushed it off.

Arya stepped in without caring about Mila, she immediately opened the wardrobe and picked up the clothes to immediately enter the bathroom and cleaned herself.

While Mila could only grimace sadly to find Arya's treatment of that to her, her heart ached over it all, even much more painful than the pain when Arya left it for days ‘Arya must have known everything her inner’ that already felt tight.

Her tears dripped down her cheeks, only regret that was currently in her heart. The fear re-entered her, the fear of Arya going away again left her. Though their relationship has only improved a day. ‘ya Lord, do not let him go from me, I beg’ inner Mila.

15 Minutes Arya cleans herself and cools her still-painful heart hearing Mila meet Arnes.

As a husband he would still feel that way even though he already knew it would definitely happen when he blocked Arnes's number on Mila's phone, he then immediately came out of the bathroom, she said, and when he opened the bathroom door, he found Mila standing right in front of the bathroom door with wet eyes and cheeks.

'astaga,, did I overdo it with Mila?’ inner Arya who felt guilty saw the tears of Mila that wet the beautiful face of the girl.

“move, I want to pass” Arya said flatly to Mila.

“maaf” said Mila slowly with her guilty tone, Arya then pushed slowly Mila's body so that she could get out of the bathroom, Arya then stepped towards the window of Mila's room, and looking at the small garden that was seen from the window.

Mila then followed Arya's steps and stood by Arya's side who was staring out the window. “maaf Arya, she who came to see me, she who came to see me, I have absolutely no intention of meeting with him” said Mila lowered her head at Arya's side.

“you've seen how devastated I was yesterday for fear of losing you, I won't dare to see her again Arya, I'm not ready to go back to suffering from your loss, I'm not ready to suffer from your loss, and I also will not want to make that mistake again, I do not want to hurt you again Arya” said Mila softly with a voice that was still shaking, her cheeks were still wet, and one drop at a time his tears still continued to drip. Her chest was still tight for fear of Arya getting angry and actually getting away from her.

“Mil, what were you talking about with him earlier?” arya asked flatly to Mila.

“he asked me why I blocked his number, he also asked why I always refused to see him, since the incident in your room, I never saw him again Arya” replied Mila slowly, he momentarily thought, I never saw him again, it is not possible that all the content of the conversation was conveyed to Arya, because it could have made Arya misunderstand him.

“only it's Mil?” asked Arya again who made Mila pias instantaneously, ‘ya Lord, now I have to how, there is no way I tell everythingMila's inner’.

Arya stared deeply at Mila who was still bowed in front of her, “Mil” muttered Arya slowly, Mila then raised her head, and she could see Arya who was looking at her gently, a slight sense of relief appeared in his heart because of that gaze.

Mila opened her mouth to start talking, but her breathing was choked, she could not tell everything, because she knew it would hurt Arya's feelings. He looked into Arya's sincere eyes that looked softly into her eyes, his heart was really unable to hurt from those sincere eyes, his head was shaking at Arya, he said, he immediately hugged Arya and shed tears there.

“I can not say Arya, I do not want to hurt your heart again” Mila said in her tears in Arya's embrace.

Arya took a deep breath hearing it all, from Mila's answer she could already feel what Mila and Arnes were talking about. Arya rubbed the shoulder of Mila who was holding her to give peace to her Wife.

Arya is not the same as before who was carried away with her love for Mila, there is no more love there, there is only logic that thinks clearly and can understand what Mila's current position is like. Until he can be calm to Mila who has been carried away by his feelings.

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Mila closed her eyes and she spread her arms as wide as possible, letting the cold breeze through every little crack of her clothes close. The coolness that he enjoyed in his eyes was really able to strengthen his feelings.

The coldness of the wind was able to give him relief, at least he could breathe a sigh of relief because Arya was not angry at him at all, although he could feel Arya's disappointment, but at least now Arya did not go away from him anymore.

Arya walked up to Mila, she stood right beside Mila and noticed the beautiful atmosphere of the city in the afternoon. Arya breathed a long breath while looking at Mila, she looked at Mila's closed eyes, ‘I can't force her to forget the man, , but at least I did not feel the deep wounds as before, I was able to act calmly in the face of all his attitude that continued to make me sick, it turned out to be true, when I loved him, when I loved him, it was my feelings that would lead me to behave, so that I ran away from her in search of tranquility, and when now I don't love her anymore, I can stand straight next to her, accepting and forgiving her every behavior. inner Aryan.

“why did you bring me here Arya?” asked Mila quietly and still enjoying the cool breeze.

“I once lost, this is my place to calm down, I brought you here so you can be calmer and think clearly, I hope your mind can be clean from the words that the man said to you earlier”