Picking Up the Past

About Gibran's Feelings

Seeing Mila's presence there, Indra approached and tried to greet her,

“bull yes mbak, kayak mas Gibran” said Saniah spontaneously which made the look of Naina's face changed instantly.

“hei, I Indra, in my room a lot of toys, you want to play not to my room?” take Indra to Mila, Indra feels eager to pinch Mila's perfectly rounded cheeks, which are very round,

“ayo” said Indra who then ran away from Saniah, Naina and Mila, Mila then looked at her mother and her mother then nodded, Mila immediately ran after Indra,

“bak very busy yes, let me help cook ya, mbak mesin aja his goods” bargain Saniah on Naina, mbak, he wanted to help Naina who seemed so busy choosing the clothes she was going to bring,

“duuh Saniah, later I even trouble you” said Naina did not want to trouble Saniah,

“no kok mbak, after all I used to cook here” replied Saniah again who again made fear in Naina's heart,

“aku to the kitchen yes mbak, ohh yes, this is no deposit from the father to mbak and bang Gibran, quite a lot mbak, the food can be durable, if you don't like the food there, mbak, mbak can eat this food” Saniah then give the food to Naina and go to the kitchen.

*

Indra pulled out all her toys and made it messy on her bed,

“ini all yours?” asked Mila with a look of admiration for Indra,

“iya”

“why are the toys in my house not this much huh?” said Mila who confused herself with herself.

“this is my favorite toy” Indra said as she pulled out a robot and showed it to Mila.

“that's what?, I don't like” Mila said,

“don't like it?, then what do we want to play?”

“hmmm, I want to play prince and beautiful princess, you become prince and I become princess nya” said Mila with enthusiasm,

That's the first time Mila can be friends with others, all this time her life just through alone without friends, since birth she was foster by her grandparents, and grandmother, but 2 years ago his grandmother died and he lived with his grandfather who also took care of his brother.

His life is far from the lives of most children, he more often spend time alone in the room, either by just playing dolls, or just watching movies such as Cinderella, snow princess, and others.

Knowing Indra opens a new page in Mila's life, that there is actually someone else who can play with her and can be friends with her, that person is Indra, a man he will never forget in his entire life, his first friend and first friend in the world.

*

“Saniah, how's your father doing?, why didn't he come today?” ask Gibran who is pouring water into his glass,

“father's health is down again bang, so he asked me to give you that food”

“your father is still smoking, you should advise your father to stop smoking, pity your father's body is like that, but still smoke,”

“you know for yourself bang how my relationship with father, he will not want to listen to me again”

Gibran just silently heard it, he knew very well the relationship of Saniah and his father was not so good after Saniah refused their arranged marriage, Saniah's father was really angry and disappointed, he said, and Saniah decides to elope with Tito, but only after 1 year, Saniah returns to his house pregnant, and cries to his father because Tito has betrayed his holy love.

But his father Saniah was already disappointed with his daughter, he did not want to accept Saniah in his house, he finally asked Saniah to give his son and take care of his grandson.

After giving birth to Irman, Saniah returns to Tito to fix everything, but unfortunately, when their relationship begins to improve and Saniah becomes pregnant with her second child, Tito returned to action and Mila was finally treated by her grandfather. After giving birth to Mila, Saniah returns again to Tito and for the second time, he apologizes to Tito.

But Tito's attitude never changed, he still played crazy with many women to fulfill his lust, which made Saniah fell into the same valley to avenge his heartache on Tito, who was not happy, she remains Tito's wife and lives with Tito, but he has relationships with many wealthy men to earn money and seek new adventures in fulfilling his inner orgasm.

Her beautiful face makes it easy to attract the attention of the rich, she gets a lot of money, her lust is fulfilled and most importantly she can repay her heartache to Tito. Given that it made Saniah who was cooking drop his tears, he felt himself dirty, if only he had received an arranged marriage with Gibran, maybe the happiness that Naina had would have belonged to him.

“bang, I regret having rejected you first, I regret it and all my life I will regret it” Saniah said with teary eyes, which made Gibran surprised to hear Saniah's confession.

“Saniah, what are you talking about?” asked Gibran did not believe what he heard, he did not want Saniah to make his love waver on Naina, the woman who has accompanied his life 7 years, a beautiful and loyal woman who is always by her side, even though Naina is not as beautiful as Saniah, but it is Naina's face that Gibran always misses every day, however, Gibran is afraid that the old love will rise again to fill his heart and make him betray his sacred love Naina.

“I only regret my stupidity bang, but I realize who I am now, I do not even deserve to be compared with mbak Naina” said Saniah again with his chest that had felt tight,

“I love Naina Saniah, I love my family,”

“I know bang,” cut Saniah. “I ask nothing of you, I will not seize the happiness of mbak Naina, because people as good as mbak Naina do deserve to be with you, but bang,, I have one request of you,”

Gibran still did not answer, he was aware that Saniah was crying at this time, although he could not see Saniah's face and tears, but from the voice and trembling of Saniah's body, he knew that the girl was crying.

“I want to realize my father's desire to establish family ties with you” said Saniah who made Gibran's eyes widen, and also the eyes of Naina who actually had long heard their conversation from behind the wall also widened in shock,

‘apa Saniah really wants to snatch the Gibran bang from me’ Inner Naina holds back sadly,