Picking Up the Past

Choosing With Heart

Arya had reached around the park, she immediately approached the 2 bodyguards who were standing in front of the garden door, they were looking carefully at every movement around them , they made sure that no one would come near and hear Mila and Tomy talk, as Tomy had told them.

Arya then approached them and asked, “where is my wife?”

2 The bodyguard then saluted Aryan pepper with their heads. “there tuan” replied one of the men while pointing at Mila who was crying by Tomy's side, and Arya saw the situation

“then why are you here?, shouldn't you be watching him from afar” continued Arya asked with still watching Mila, without she realized something looking at her heart saw the body of his wife who was shaking because she was tight withholding tears.

Even though the love had faded, still he never sincerely saw tears fall from the eyes of Mila.

“tuan Tomy asked us to make sure no one else heard their talk tuan” said the bodyguard while looking at Arya's eyes that seemed to start glazed.

The hearts of the 2 bodyguards also hurt to see Arya's teary eyes, they had too often seen Arya's tears fall because of Mila's actions that never stopped hurting Arya.

“thank you for taking care of my wife, you are indeed the best trustworthy” said Arya while holding back her tears so as not to drip, for some reason she did not feel sincere to see Mila like that, her heart grimaced with pain at Mila's sadness.

Arya then hit the two guards slowly “I owe a lot to you” he said and he then left the 2 guards who also felt sad to see Arya's eyes.

They also do not sincerely see people as good as Arya must continue to be hurt, behind their sturdy body, there is a soft heart that always feels appreciated as a human by the good attitude of Arya and Tomy, who always feel valued as human beings, the two people always appreciated their performance and their other friends

Always initiate orders with the word help me and thank them for the work they do, therefore they also dare to talk to Vanessa if they sincerely become guard dogs to protect the honor of Arya.

Arya stepped slowly towards his wife's body that was still shaking from sobbing holding back tears, while Tomy saw Arya's arrival with a smile, “did you tell me everything?” ask Arya quietly to Tomy.

"i have to make sure he's on our side” replied Tomy flatly.

Mila who heard Arya's voice instantly raised her head and she could see Arya's teary eyes looking gently at her.

While Arya could not help but feel sad, she could not see the wet eyes of Mila, and also saw the black veil that Mila was wearing also seemed wet because of her tears.

Mila immediately got up and walked quickly to Arya's body, she immediately embraced the body to quell her heart's sadness, Mila hit Arya's body slowly many times along with her sobs that she could not stand.

“you are evil Arya, you are evil, you are evil, why do you let me be like this, why do you let me hurt you so many times, why do you let me be the one who is fooled by my own feelings, why do you let me hurt you so much,

why don't you tell me everything, why are you keeping this very important thing to me?, why are you this evil to me?” said Mila sobbing

There was a sense of disappointment there because Arya hid all that, he could have even made Arya die for a mistake that he might not realize due to his ignorance.

“Mil, I told you yesterday, I'm a weak man, I'm a cowardly man, but I also have the pride I have to take care of in front of my wife,

I don't want my wife to see how weak and timid I am, I don't want my wife to know how cheap her husband's life is just juxtaposed with a company,

I don't want you to know how weak I am who doesn't dare tell the world who I really am, I don't want you to know how timid and weak I am to the point that I can only save how painful my life has been in the past,

I don't want my wife to know that her husband doesn't have the courage at all to restore his father's good name, I don't want you to know how timid I am

until now I can only say sincerely what I have to have but owned by others.I have the self-esteem that I have to keep in front of you, in front of your family, in front of your family, I don't want you to know how weak and timid I am Mil” said Arya who tried to hold back her heartache.

“but you evil Arya, you hid this all from me, you let me be swayed by my own feelings, you let me hurt your heart so many times because my heart cannot yet choose you,

if you were honest from the beginning about all this, I would have chosen you, I would never have worried like this”, said Mila who was still sobbing in Arya's embrace, her tears had even put on Arya's work coat.

“Mil, I want you to choose me because of your heart, because of your love, not because you see my weakness, not because you see my fear,

it's not that you see me as someone you have to protect against the secrets you know, I have Mil's pride,

I'm not sincere if you choose me just because of your pity and pity for the fate I have to live, I want your heart and your love to choose me, not choose me for reasons other than that Mil" arya answered trying hard with her condition.

Arya's words pierced Mila's heart which made her even more sad considering how evil she was, Mila buried her head in Arya's chest and she tightened her embrace in Arya's body.

“don't leave me again Arya" please Mila "be my prince until we are united in heaven, I will always be by your side, be your little princess, who supports you and always gives you spirit for the rest of your life, I choose you with my heart, with my love for you, because you are the only prince in my life”, said Mila who increasingly hugged her.

Arya took a deep breath hearing it all, she let Mila let go of all her sadness in her embrace.

Arya prefers to be calm by controlling her heart so as not to get carried away, she realizes she must think clearly at this time, she must not be carried away by feelings for Mila. There is something big waiting for him.

Likewise with Tomy, he shifted his gaze since Mila hugged Arya, he did not want to see a hug that could stain her holy eyes, she said, in addition, he is also just like Arya prefers to be calm and not carried away by the atmosphere of Mila's feelings, he is also aware that he must think clearly at this time.

There is a great war that awaits him and Arya in the Adinata group, Arnes and Anjani's betrothal is a war drum that has been broken by Aliando.

A great war of power struggle between Aliando and those still loyal to Gibran Adinata, that will involve Arnes and Arya who must come forward to restore her father's good name and also take everything that should be hers.